33. Love for two people
A lot of the time we do a lot of things based on subjective assumptions, without thinking about the consequences or the reasons.
Lu Chaolin didn't know what she was doing this for, maybe it was just out of some impulse in his heart, he couldn't see Li Youbin getting too close to that girl, as if her appearance endangered her position in his heart.
But she never gave a corresponding explanation, and Li Youbin never asked her.
Although she just didn't want Li Youbin to get too close to that girl, Li Youbin didn't think so, he felt that Lu Chaoling might be a little loose with him, and he should be successful in confessing now.
I want to think so, but I don't dare to try it easily, he is very decisive and tough when facing people he doesn't like, but he is very cowardly when he really meets someone he likes.
Not only him, but there are many such people.
Because of what happened in the morning, he didn't listen carefully in class, sat in the classroom and thought about it for a day, and struggled for a long time whether to confess to Lu Chaoling.
In the end, he still planned to confess, he felt that the time was ripe, and if he didn't seize the opportunity, he might refuse it after two days, of course, this was also his subjective assumption.
When I got out of school in the evening, I didn't wait for Lu Chaoling's call, so I could only call her.
It's weird, in the past, he didn't even need to call and she would call.
"Hey." Lu Chaoling's voice sounded like she had just woken up.
"Come down and eat."
"Oh."
With a deeper understanding of each other, the two will communicate very briefly on the phone, and sometimes they don't even need to speak to know what the other party is calling for, which is a habit, if there is a sudden person between two people who does not answer the phone, it will disrupt the rhythm of life.
On this day, Lu Chaoling wore a denim jacket, cotton stockings and a short skirt, the weather in spring is not so cold, it is nothing to wear a little thin, but it is a little windy and easy to catch a cold.
"Is it cold?" Li Youbin felt that Lu Chaoling was wearing a little thin.
"Nope." Lu Chaoling put her hand in the pocket of her clothes, standing straight in front of Li Youbin, her upper body swayed quite rhythmically, she shook her head, like a little woman standing in front of her lover.
It's just like that.
"What to eat?" Li Youbin also stuffed his hand into his pocket, and after putting it outside for a long time, he was a little red from the wind.
"Whatever." Lu Chaoling pouted, just like the kind of coquettish appearance in Hong Kong and Taiwan idol dramas, "Aren't you usually picked?" ”
"To the cafeteria, then?"
"Don't go!"
"It's not up to me, what are you eating?"
"Whatever."
It's an endless loop of dialogue, which is funny and heartwarming, probably because the sentences are full of love.
The two eventually decided to go and eat Maocai.
Mao Cai is something similar to hot pot, and the birthplace should be in Chongqing or Chengdu, after all, Li Youbin can think of these two places to eat spicy food.
Mao Cai is very spicy, like spicy hot.
The two inhaled while eating, Lu Chaoling was a little better, just inhaling, Li Youbin drank three bottles of water after a meal, many people said that the more water he drank when he ate spicy, the spicier it became, he felt that this statement had some truth, because if a person who can't eat spicy food doesn't drink water and eat spicy, his tongue will quickly numb, and it doesn't matter what the taste is in the future, whatever he eats is a taste.
It was almost six o'clock after eating, and since there was no self-study class on Friday night, the two began to discuss where to play.
Li Youbin wants to go to Zhongshan Bridge, and Lu Chaoling wants to go to the zoo.
Li Youbin thinks that going to the zoo is a stupid thing, and going there to win people is also some people with low IQ, and they will laugh when they see gorillas smashing their chests there, maybe people are laughing at them.
Sometimes if you think about the problem from a different angle, you will find a lot of different and interesting things, for example, when we go to the zoo, in our normal thinking, it is people who go to the zoo and walk to see different animals.
But in the eyes of the animals, it may be the other way around, the keepers are the species that serve them, and the zoo staff will change them to a different person every day for them to see, and sometimes they will feed them.
This is just Li Youbin's idea, what the animals in the zoo think only the animals know.
Lu Chaoling has a different view from Li Youbin, she thinks that the animals in the zoo are attractive, some of them look cute, some look fierce, and the most convincing reason is because they are usually not seen in life.
People are always curious about uncommon things, if the zoo raises a donkey is estimated that no one will look at it, but if it is said to raise a wild donkey, the effect is different, many people will go to see it, because they have not seen it, in fact, there is no difference in length.
Lu Chaoling felt that the Zhongshan Bridge was nothing fun, people came and went all day long, just an iron bridge, there was nothing to see, it was over from this end to that end, and the only benefit was that no money was charged.
The two had an argument over this different opinion, and finally decided to go to the zoo first and then to Zhongshan Bridge.
There was no need for such a pointless argument to happen, and the two should have thought from the beginning that they would have a lot of time to study on their own at night, and they could play in both places.
It's like there is no tacit understanding that there should be, and the two have a dispute over taking the bus or taking a taxi, Li Youbin feels that the taxi is fast and can play everywhere he can play the fastest, while Lu Chaoling thinks that he came out to play, although the bus is slower, it is more atmospheric.
Many times Li Youbin does not need to reason with Lu Chaoling, when two people have different opinions, Lu Chaoling says and does it every time, this is the inevitable result, unless Lu Chaoling takes the initiative to adopt Li Youbin's suggestion.
He may also just want to confirm his existence, if Lu Chaoling is making up his mind during the whole process, then he really has no meaning in existing.
The bus made three stops, changed to two buses, and finally arrived at the place.
Zoo tickets in Lanzhou are very cheap, probably because there are no too rare species, such as the zoo in Chengdu should not be cheap, after all, there are giant pandas in it.
"Look, that monkey can eat melon seeds."
"Look, big cat."
"Wow, this boar is disgusting."
Lu Chaoling is like a curious baby who comments on all the animals, and Li Youbin has no interest in them, he just wants to end this animal watching trip quickly.
Many people say that there is no difference between humans and animals, and that humans are also animals, but they are relatively advanced animals.
Only intelligent beings with subjective thinking can be called people, and it is animals who sleep all day long, Li Youbin thought of a few classmates in their class who went to bed from morning to night.
There is nothing to visit in the zoo, just watch the monkeys tease the birds, no matter how fierce they are, they don't dare to get close to it, and they are afraid of falling into the pit if they throw food far away.
After playing at the zoo for more than an hour, I came out, as if I had done nothing.
After coming out, I went to Zhongshan Bridge.
Zhongshan Bridge has always been very lively, there are many so-called Internet celebrities on a short video software doing unsightly outdoor live broadcasts, bearded old men wearing women's clothes and calling themselves "foreign girls", very spicy eyes, can be used an adjective: vulgar unbearable.
This platform has been rectified, and there have been social shakes and the like before, leading a "trend".
Of course, there are also a lot of positive things, such as official accounts such as "People's Daily Online" and "CCTV News".
What kind of people watch what kind of things, it was originally a good platform to spread positive energy, but it was polluted by these people who broadcast live on Zhongshan Bridge, not only polluting this platform, but also tarnishing the word "Internet celebrity".
These have nothing to do with Li Youbin, he just can't get used to this kind of behavior, which affects the appearance of the city.
took Lu Chaoling across Zhongshan Road and stood on the edge of the Yellow River.
The Yellow River in the city is not as violent as on the plateau, and although it is as turbid, it is very calm, and it is hard to imagine that there are still living creatures in a river with such a large amount of sand.
In the spring, the wind was still quite strong, and Lu Chaoling was wearing very thin clothes, and she was a little shivering when she stood on the bridge.
Li Youbin took off his coat and put it on her, and she didn't refuse.
The spring breeze blows a strand of long hair on Lu Chaoling's sideburns, flying in the air, with a fairy's temperament.
Li Youbin looked at her and smiled.
"What happened to you last night?" He asked the question that would have to be asked sooner or later.
"What." Lu Chaoling tilted her head and avoided it a little.
"Just last night you said you were my girlfriend." Li Youbin looked at her with a smile.
"I just, huh...... I just think that such a good girl shouldn't be with a scumbag like you. "Lu Chaoling is a little incomparable.
"Poof." Li Youbin couldn't hold back his laughter.
"What are you laughing at, you." Lu Chaoling glared at him.
"Your explanation is far-fetched."
"What's so far-fetched, what's so far-fetched......" Lu Chaoling stretched out her hand and patted Li Youbin's shoulder vigorously, and when she was tired, she lay on the railing and looked at the Yellow River.
There was a long silence.
Li Youbin spoke: "If you were really asked to be my girlfriend, would you agree?"
"No, it won't." Lu Chaoling replied decisively.
"Why, you said you were my girlfriend last night."
"No is no, no reason, we should be best friends, the purest relationship between men and women." Lu Chaoling said this, but secretly said in her heart: Even if we both love each other deeply.
"You know, I mean it." Li Youbin also lay on the railing, staring at the endless river.
"I know." Lu Chaoling stacked her head down again, buried her mouth under her arm, and said hesitantly, "But I can't promise you, I don't know what the future outcome of the two of us will be together, I don't dare to think about it, I don't want to be sad and I don't want you to be sad, because I love you too." ”
Li Youbin didn't speak again, he knew that the reason was definitely not that simple, and Lu Chaoling must have something to hide from him.
Love is a matter for two people, as long as you know that each other loves each other, that's enough.