30. Love comes from habit

The start of school is sometimes a headache, and one of the things you must face every morning after arriving at school is to say goodbye to your bed.

The long-lost alarm clock is still so annoying.

It's like never changing the rules of life, and you can quickly adapt to school life on the first day of school.

The days at school are very boring, every day is just getting up, morning exercises, breakfast, morning class, lunch, afternoon class, dinner, and evening self-study.

The second semester of college life has lost all the curiosity that just came to the university, and it is terrible to have no curiosity, and it will repeat some things every day that have no novelty, and if you don't see the girl you like from time to time, I'm afraid it will be difficult to get through this time.

Of course, this is only Li Youbin's personal thoughts, there are still many studious students in the university, they are different from Li Youbin's activity trajectory, they spend less time in the dormitory, and go to the library more.

Speaking of the library, Li Youbin really wants to see it, after all, it is a shame to say that he has not been to the library after coming to the university for half a year, and he is embarrassed to say it when he meets people.

I was going to go, but I didn't go, not because I didn't want to go, but because I was too busy at the beginning of school.

This is all an excuse, if he frees up the time to see Lu Chaoling and goes to the library, he may learn a lot of knowledge, of course Li Youbin is unwilling, this is normal, college is not only about studying, but more importantly, finding a partner, at least that's what he thinks.

Coincidentally, his dad thought so too.

"Bin, it doesn't matter if you don't study well in school, I know your IQ very well, you must find a girlfriend, don't learn from your brother Yong, I didn't find a partner until I was thirty years old, and his father was in a hurry."

This is a passage that Li Youbin said to his father when he was on the phone with his father, unlike most people's fathers, worrying about the second half of his son's life is an important matter, but his father is indeed a little anxious.

Li Youbin is also very helpless, often thinking: Am I ugly? Am I the kind of person who can't find a partner at a glance?

In his heart, the answer was no, but in his father's eyes, the answer was yes.

Li Youbin has nothing to say about this situation.

"Dad, okay, don't worry about it, I have a spectrum in my heart, look at me, don't you seem to be unable to find the person? I mainly don't want to look for it, I'm afraid of spending money. ”

"Hey, you kid, you still have a score, let me tell you, the big head Li in our village also felt that he had a score at that time, but look at what is going on now, it's not ......"

Li Youbin's father is a nagging person, nagging a little bit like a man, sometimes he even thinks that his father and his mother have changed personalities, her mother is the kind of person who does not agree with him, his father is different, if he doesn't agree, he will say it again, until he agrees.

Whenever this time, Li Youbin turned on the perfunctory mode.

"Yes, yes."

The charm of language is also very magical, just like this scene, whenever the three words are read in a row, you know that it is perfunctory, Li Youbin and his father are also very clear, so every time he starts to talk like this, his father always hangs up the phone angrily.

As soon as I hung up the phone here, it rang again over there, it was Lu Chaoling calling.

"Hello?"

"I'm downstairs."

It's a very simple conversation, but it's very clear what she asks him to do, it's nothing more than eating, and it's not all because he understands the other party, after all, twelve o'clock is dinner.

When school first started, he was very busy, but for him, the things in the class were not as important as accompanying Lu Chaoling.

This is like some kind of long-handed decision, which is more important, career or family, is a multiple-choice question, people who choose a career are generally not happy, which may make a person have such and such achievements, but lose the heart of a lover.

The career of the person who chooses the family will not go well, and there is no way to do it, after all, the only person who can turn a single-choice question into a multiple-choice question is the person who makes the question.

It is very difficult to have a double harvest in career and love, of course, it is rare for people like Li Youbin to have no big results in career and love.

He wanted love very much, so he gave up his studies completely.

But Lu Chaoling doesn't seem to have the idea of being with him, I don't know what to say, mainly because I am afraid that in the future, we will be happy together at that time, but what about the future? Gotta think about it.

Lu Chaoling is also very entangled, sometimes she thinks she knows Li Youbin very well, and sometimes she feels that she doesn't seem to know so much.

Before, she felt that Li Youbin was not very serious, but he was also a very real person, and his indecency has always been manifested in life, and his attitude towards feelings is still quite serious.

Until she witnessed Li Youbin kissing a girl she didn't know.

She has a new definition of him, she feels that she can't see through Li Youbin again, she thinks he is a little too casual, not like the one she knows, even if she doesn't know the reason, it doesn't matter, the important thing is that she did see him making love with a girl.

This is very unreasonable, she understands it, but she just doesn't want to ask the reason, she doesn't want to hear what she didn't like to hear in Li Youbin's explanation, so she pretended that nothing happened, and the idea of agreeing to Li Youbin disappeared.

Cranky thinking is the nature of girls, as soon as they think blindly, they will break down, which leads to the most direct consequence is to affect their appetite and forget to eat with chopsticks.

"Why don't you eat it?" Li Youbin noticed the abnormality, but he didn't think much about it, so he reminded her.

"Distracted." Lu Chaoling came back to her senses and began to pull the food on the plate.

"Can you get distracted when you eat?"

"Can't you?"

"Okay, okay."

In addition to perfunctory, the three words are read together, but there are still some spoiling ingredients.

Li Youbin also almost felt the change in Lu Chaoling, she is very quiet today because she likes to talk, and she is silent a lot of the time, it is normal to be silent when she is alone, but it is a bit unbelievable to sit with a person and be silent.

Maybe there's something on your mind.

Li Youbin thought so at the time, but what he didn't expect was that this matter was caused by him.

It is difficult for two people who are equally sentimental to get along, and they will take into account each other's feelings first, and Lu Chaoling will hold back the questions that Lu Chaoling can't figure out, and she doesn't ask, she feels that the result doesn't seem to be so important.

Li Youbin also knew that Lu Chaoling had a problem, and he wouldn't ask what the question was, she didn't say that he would never take the initiative to ask, preferring to guess, this is his character, and it is also a common problem of most sullen men, to a certain extent, he thinks he is empathetic.

No questions or answers, but no embarrassment.

The two of them finished their meal silently, like strangers sharing a table.

Maybe it's too familiar with each other, just eat quietly like that, and you won't feel anything.

"I'll go to the bathroom."

Lu Chaoling got up and left the table.

Li Youbin paid and waited outside the door, this is a habit for a long time, and she didn't need to say in advance that she knew that he would be waiting for her at the door.

Love may come from habit, and after two people have lived for a long time, they will gradually become inseparable from each other.