Chapter 8: Can You Really Let Me Go?
Is Tan Yiyang's home a villa in the southern suburbs?
That villa was his home, and to me I was just an occasional passer-by who could only stay overnight.
I looked at him fixedly, and then glanced over, afraid that I had made a decision that I would regret under the temptation of his eyes.
I didn't know what was wrong with me, as if I wanted to break off with him, and said very firmly: "The message I sent you is not a joke, it is true." β
But Tan Yiyang didn't seem to care at all, squinted his eyes and said casually: "En." β
When he spoke, he didn't forget to reach out his hand, hold my waist, and keep swaying on my waist.
He even smiled lowly, he must have thought that I was joking again, and the force in his hand was even a little heavier.
"I asked Lao Zhou to buy your favorite Michelin caviar, and when you have had enough, follow me home." He said.
I shook my head with tears in my eyes, this time not afraid of him, and unconsciously removed his hand from my waist.
It was only then that his face began to change a little, and the atmosphere was silent for a while, and just as I was about to take a step away, he leaned out of the car and stood in front of me.
He stroked my hair, down my cheek all the way to my chin, with a gentle force, always giving the illusion of gentleness like water.
But his eyes looked cold: "Give me a reason." β
Although I was very afraid of him before, but at this time, I was like eating the gall of a bear's heart and a leopard, and I was not afraid of death at all and raised my head to look at him: "I have thought a lot in the past two days, I am a person from two worlds with you, even if the communication in bed is quite compatible, but in reality we are not suitable at all." I want to have a stable boyfriend, fall in love and get married, but over the years, it was only recently that I really figured out that these seven years were my own wishful thinking, you don't love me, I'm just a bed partner who comes when you need to solve your physical needs, I'm gone, you still have a lot of women, and you don't have to worry about someone talking to you about marriage. Sister-in-law Lin said that I broke your most precious thing, then I also have some self-knowledge, it is better to leave by myself than to be driven away by you, so you can let me go, Mr. Tan. β
I said a lot, but Tan Yiyang's eyebrows and eyes did not change, he had been by his side for seven years, and he had long been accustomed to his indifference.
But he suddenly tightened the clothes on my body, and didn't forget to flick the bangs on my forehead a few times, and said seriously: "Leave like this, can you really let me go?" β
Although this man's movements are warm, everything about him is cold in my eyes during this cold winter.
"I try my best to let go, Mr. Tan, I thought that I had been with you for so long, how could I be able to melt your heart, but no, I have also heard about your previous emotional condition, I envy what the world says about your love for your dead fiancΓ©e, but it seems that I have not been able to make you fall in love with me for so long, it is really my failure, so I don't want to be frightened by your side, I don't love you as long, I believe I can forget you after leaving you."
Hearing my words, he put his hands in his pockets, his face began to become gloomy, and even his eyes became more and more cold: "Do you think you are qualified to talk to me about breaking up with your current living situation?" β
"I know I don't have any qualifications, I can't even guarantee a minimum of life now, and I have a lot of debts, but I don't want to owe you any more. I know I'm a little self-conscious, a woman like me is nothing special in your eyes, but I've slept with you for seven years, even if it's to pay off your debts, so don't let me owe you any more, let me go. β
When the words fell, the mobile phone in his hand rang.
The huge three words "Xu Zhizhou" on the screen kept beating.
Seeing these three words, the aura around Tan Yiyang became colder, and even the anger had nowhere to hide.
He didn't say anything more, turned around and sat back in the car, without any warmth, and no longer as gentle as Fang Cai, looking at me with a cold face: "I'll ask again one last time, are you sure you don't want to go home with me?" β
The words had already been spoken, and no matter how much I couldn't take it back, I nodded heavily: "Don't go back." β
"Okay, it seems that Xu Zhizhou is very important to you!" After saying this, he ordered Lao Zhou to drive away.
Watching his car go farther and farther, I quickly walked out of here.
It wasn't until I got around the corner that I stopped and breathed heavily.
My legs were shaking, and I had to sit on the side of the cold road to ease my emotions.
Thinking about what Tan Yiyang said to me just now, did he coax me to go back?
It seems that this is the softest time for me in so many years, but I still firmly refuse.
Forget it, I forced myself not to think about him, and now that the words have been spoken, from now on, I have nothing to do with him.
I sorted out my emotions and prepared to continue walking towards the law firm, remembering the phone call Xu Zhizhou had called me before, and I hung up before I could answer it, I immediately replayed it back, but it rang for a long time, but no one answered the phone.
I put my phone back and continued to walk along the path, which lasted for more than half an hour, and just as I was downstairs at the law firm, the phone rang again.
I thought it must be Xu Zhizhou, but I didn't dare to delay picking up the phone only to find out that it wasn't him.
Xiao Yu's voice quickly came: "Master, the master is injured in the head, we are in the ambulance, you come to Renai Hospital." Xiao Yu's voice sounded panicked and scared.