Chapter 105: Torment 3
"Why, don't you dare?"
The princess did not give up, and the more timid I was, the more excited she became, and the more I had extra expressions, the more she was satisfied with the pleasure she had gained in the process of torturing me.
The heart is still in Mama's hands, and I can't take it at all, let alone eat it raw.
The strong smell of blood, as well as the breath of residual heat, Jingyu's last desperate and miserable eyes hit me over and over again, smell, touch, nerves, I was already on the verge of collapse.
The willpower of gritting his teeth and insisting on it, at this moment, seems to have come to an end.
The nausea in my stomach was bursting, I couldn't stop churning and pounding in my heart, I couldn't stop retching in my throat, and there was no way to stop my body from lying on the ground to the side.
"Gross-"
I barely ate anything for a day, and even if I vomited, I could only vomit sour water, and in the end, I just wanted to vomit out all my internal organs and vomit clean.
"County Lord, please—"
Mama is still the one who picked me up and stopped Amon for me, at this moment she is facing me, with her back to the imperial concubine, holding the heart in both hands, straight in front of me, looking at my eyes, distressed and forbearing.
After meeting my eyes, I saw her shake her head slightly, and her helpless and sad eyes flashed by, and in a firm, serious, irresistible tone, she ordered me:
"Hurry up and eat the county lord, if you don't eat it again, it's going to be cold!"
If you don't eat it again, you're going to get cold?
Is this edible?
I didn't start, and there was another flurry of retching.
What kind of place is this, even if you eat human flesh and drink human blood, you still have to force others to join you, which is really cruel and unkind.
"Today, unless you die here, you have to eat, and you have to eat if you don't eat!"
Jingzhi stood up again, behind me were two grandmothers, just one look, I was immediately pressed in place by them again, my hair was pulled down, my neck was raised, even if it was retching, I didn't let them let go of me.
This trick again, is this forcing me, must it be stuffed into my mouth?
This person's heart must be eaten today, and he can't escape?
"The county lord—"
Jingzhi wanted to snatch the heart from Mama's hand, but Mama just didn't give it, held it in her hand, and looked at me seriously.
"I eat—"
I know that my voice at the moment is hoarse and unrecognizable, but this sentence is my last dignity and the only thing I can insist on.
I can't get away with it, and I don't want to be passive, bullied, and controlled to do what I don't want to do.
There are many things in this world that you want to do but can't do, and there are many things you don't want to do but have to face.
Whether I want to or don't want to, can or can't do it, must face it or don't have to face it, I want this decision, it's my choice.
At least, I made this choice myself, I will not regret it, I will not blame others, I will remember the reasons that led to this, and I will always let myself remember the humiliation and helplessness of this moment.
I never thought that one day, I would meet it like this.
In this world, the hearts of the living, beating in the chests of people, are much dirtier and more evil than this heart without support.
The grandmothers looked at the princess, and the princess didn't have any expression, only Jingzhi took a step back and snorted coldly.
These two grandmothers followed Jingzhi and returned to the princess's side together.
"This palace knows that you haven't eaten all day today, this heart, but this palace's reward for you, you have to enjoy it, don't waste it without permission!"
The princess and the others returned to their side, and then they said slowly, as if she really felt sorry for me.
It seems that this human heart is really a good thing that is perfect for everything.
"Princess Xie—"
As soon as I gritted my teeth, I saluted respectfully, took the human heart handed to me, swallowed my saliva, suppressed the nausea that was surging up, closed my eyes, and forced myself to open my mouth and bite it.
The human heart is very fishy, sticky and wet to the touch, which makes the tip of my tongue tremble, and the broken and sticky minced meat makes my own heart chew with it.
It's as if the heart I'm eating is not someone else's, it's my own.
It's just a mouthful, it's already exhausted with all my strength, and there are still a lot of hearts, and I just try my best, forcing myself not to taste the taste, not to experience my trembling touch and mood, just crazy, wanting to let it all end.
During the whole process, I suppressed every nausea and vomiting, and swallowed all this lump of meat into my stomach.
"Good, good!"
After I had swallowed these things completely, the princess raised her hand and applauded me, with a look of appreciation, but she hid a knife in her words:
"Sure enough, this person wants to climb to a high place, not to mention eating people, even to rip his own flesh and blood, and he will not hesitate to do it, am I right?"
I bowed my head to the ground, didn't say a word, just clenched my fingers like this, and silently swallowed all my emotions into my stomach, as if swallowing that heart, there was nothing in my stomach anymore, I couldn't swallow it.
"If this is the county lord, if it is not, it eats people's hearts, it is torture and murder, and it is to pay for life!"
Jingzhi began to be in the limelight again, triumphant, as if I had fallen into their trap.
It dawned on me.
Oh, it turns out that the one just now just came out, and I just wanted to kill two birds with one stone!
First, he let this dog bite me, which attracted the eyes of other people, and then shot the first bird, and then killed the chicken and set an example for the monkey, forcing me to eat people's hearts and carry people's lives.
I'm here, saying that I should get out, but in the end, it was such a frame, it was obviously the princess who killed people, but in the end, it was all on my head?
This is really a blue sky and a white day, red mouth and white teeth, and talking nonsense with open eyes.
No wonder the elders would say that this palace gate, as soon as you enter it, is an abyss, there is no way out, only a dead end.
If you don't succeed, you will become a benevolent, I can only move forward, there is no way back.
"Go, aren't you going to worship the first princess?"
The princess waved her hand kindly, as if she was giving alms, as if she was tired of playing, holding a fan in one hand to block a yawn, and looking at me with a clear and innocent look, as if she didn't understand anything and did nothing.
She said this as if she were a good person.
"I-"
I just wanted to reply, but the grandmother who knelt in front of me blocked it for me: "Back to the princess, the county lord has just moved meat, this ancestral hall needs to fast and bathe for seven days, she is so bad that she can't enter!" ”
Actually, that's what I want to say, I know that after I say it, this princess may torture me in more perverted ways, distort and distort me, but if I don't say it, I will fall into a deeper abyss.
Torture and abyss, then I still choose torture, I haven't finished it before.
But before I could explain, someone stood up and explained for me, which surprised me a little, and after I reacted, I was a little moved.
This mama seems to be protecting me, although it is undetectable, but she does her best to protect me when she can.