"Lele, what do you usually like to do?"

After standing stunned for a while, Gu Bei said a word.

Although he has no experience with a baby, but the matter has come to this point, he can only bite the bullet.

"I usually play the piano, why don't you give me a lesson now?" Lele replied casually.

"Class? How boring the class is......" Gu Bei didn't think about it, so he vetoed Lele's proposal, "How about I take you out to play?" Amusement parks, aquariums? You can go anywhere. ”

Teaching Lele to play the piano, it's okay to flicker around occasionally, if he really gives Lele a lesson, Gu Bei really doesn't know how to do it.

As far as Lele's playing level is concerned, he doesn't know how much higher than him.

How does this work?

Therefore, he would rather take Lele to play.

As long as you don't play the piano, you can say anything.

"These places are boring."

"It's not interesting, there are a lot of children like you there, you can play together."

"Those kids are so stupid and not fun."

"Too stupid? All right...... Then you say, where do you usually go, I'll take you. ”

"I rarely go out, I usually relax, and I just walk downstairs in the garden with my mother."

"Shall we go downstairs for a while?"

"I don't want to go."

"The outside world is very exciting, and children should go out and walk more."

"Okay, okay, don't you just want to go to class, irresponsible teacher...... Let's go, go down and walk, I haven't been out in two days. ”

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Some people say that walking with children can reap the same fun as walking a dog.

However, Gu Bei couldn't understand it at all.

said that it was good to come down and take a walk, but Lele didn't take a few steps at all, let alone walk around the corner.

She just took Gu Bei and found two swings, and then one for each person, and the two of them sat quietly on the swing.

Silent and silent.

So much so that Gu Bei had an illusion......

As if he wasn't taking a child right now.

Instead, he is accompanying an old man in the twilight and enjoying the shade here.

But in any case, even sitting quietly like this is better than taking piano lessons.

Although it is now noon, the good thing is that it is cloudy today.

In addition, the environment here is not bad, and a breeze blows from time to time, which is quite cool.

Gu Bei simply sat here with Lele.

If these two days can be spent here, Gu Bei is also happy.

He smoked a cigarette, and Lele was alone in a daze......

The two of them sat quietly on the swing for two hours.

"What are you thinking?" In the end, Gu Bei couldn't help it and broke the silence.

Because I finished smoking, my butt was numb, and I not only began to feel sleepy, but also wanted to pee.

It seems that the idea of sitting here for two days is really unrealistic.

He really couldn't understand how Lele, such a little kid, managed to stay in a daze for two hours without moving.

"I'm wondering when I'm going to die." After a while, Lele answered Gu Bei's question in a flat tone.

Gu Bei was stunned, and turned his head to look at Lele on the side.

At this time, Lele didn't make any movements, just sat on the swing and lowered his head slightly.

Lele is more mature than ordinary children, Gu Bei knows this very well, but at this moment, he really realized that Lele is not only mature, but also terrifyingly mature.

How can an eight-year-old child speak so plainly about life and death?

What's even more terrifying is that even her tone is so bland.

It's a little scary.

It feels as if death is just a very ordinary thing in her eyes, and it is not worth mentioning at all.

This kind of thinking is very bad!

"Why think about this kind of question?" Gu Bei looked at Lele and asked seriously.

Although he knew that Lele had congenital heart disease, he always felt that the issue of death should not be something that an eight-year-old child should think about.

"I think about that a lot."

"Why bother?"

"Because I'm afraid...... I'm not afraid of dying, I'm just worried that if I die, my mother will be sad and sad. ”

"But isn't it too early to think about this kind of question? Your mother didn't say it all, your condition is stable now, maybe it will be cured one day. ”

"I call it planning for a rainy day, you don't understand."

"Prepared? Tell me, what can you do if you think about this kind of problem? ”

"I, I...... Heck, don't worry about it, I just want to find a boyfriend for my mom before I die, so mom won't be alone. ”

"What?"

Hearing Lele's answer, Gu Bei was stunned again.

Finding a boyfriend for my mother, I have to say that Lele's idea is really ...... Qingqi.

"Why are you looking for a boyfriend, your dad?" Gu Bei kicked on the ground with his foot, and the swing swung slightly.

He could see that Shen Mingxue was a single mother, but at the same time, he was also curious about what kind of man would abandon a woman like Shen Mingxue.

After all, a woman like Shen Mingxue is afraid that a fool will abandon her.

It's also incredible.

"I don't have a father." Lele showed a natural expression.

"No Daddy? Did you jump out of the rock? ”

"You're the one who jumped out of the rock...... I was adopted by my mom from a welfare home, so I don't have a dad. ”

"You...... Is it adopted? ”

"Questions? Forget it, why am I telling you this, I don't want to tell you anymore. ”

Lele was only eight years old, but Gu Bei saw a hint of sadness on this immature face.

At this moment, he realized that maybe it wasn't just the pain that really made Lele mature.

I have to say that Shen Mingxue is great.

At least for Lele, she's great.

"As someone who has died once, and as your teacher, I feel compelled to talk to you." After a moment of silence, Gu Bei spoke again.

This is the first time he wants to talk about life with a little kid.

Because he thinks that at Lele's age, he should have the happiness that belongs to this age.

"Someone who died once? Teacher Gu, I'm eight years old, not a three-year-old child, when you lie to people, can you take a snack. ”

"Ahem, none of this matters, what matters is what I'm going to tell you next."

"Say, what's the truth?"

"I want to tell you, everything has flowed in vain since ancient times, and the past has passed after all, and there is no need to think too much about what has not happened, because it is not called taking precautions, it is called worrying about the sky, do you understand? Laugh at the present, face the future, do what you want to do at the moment, happiness is the most important thing, I say so much, can you understand? ”

"I understand, but ...... I can't do anything I want to do. ”

"Tell me, then, what is the most important thing you want to do?"

"I think that in a place where there is an audience, playing the piano once, you don't need warm applause, as long as there is an audience."

"It's as simple as that?"

"It's not easy...... Because I didn't dare to go on stage. ”

"Why not? Trust me, you can, I'll help you fulfill that wish today. ”

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