Because he had been lying down for a day and two nights, Su Lian was also hungry, so his appetite was very good, and he even moved most of the meat dishes, among which he got the delicious dragon and phoenix three fresh balls, and almost ate a fine meal. Sixi has silently written down this dish, and secretly ordered the imperial dining room in the future.

No matter how good Su Lai's appetite is, it is impossible to enjoy the entire fifty-one dishes, there are too many left, Su Lian saw that it was wasted, but it was a pity, so he picked up one or two chopsticks that he had only moved, or had not even moved, and rewarded them one by one to the minions of the Tang Ning Palace. She's sick these days, and it's not easy for them either.

According to the different levels of status in the palace, there are great differences in clothing, food, housing and transportation, on this food, the queen mother and the queen are sixty dishes, the imperial concubine and the concubine are fifty-one dishes, the concubine is thirty-six, the concubine is twenty-four, the nobleman is twelve, often in the six, promised four. When it comes to eating, it's a world of difference.

However, in addition to arranging the score, there is nothing special about eating, but it is not as convenient as before, and it can be placed on the small table during the day.

After eating and eating pills, Su Lian was eating a sweet milk bird's nest and pressing the bitter taste in his mouth.

Sixi reported that Xuan Ye had returned from the next dynasty, and Su Lian's face suddenly turned cold, and he put down the pastel nine-ball jade rabbit cup and didn't say a word.

When Xuan Ye came in, Su Lian was that indifferent and detached face.

Xuan Ye paused slightly, held his breath for a moment, and then ordered the people below with a straight expression: "You all retreat." ”

Sixi and the others said "yes" and retreated.

Xuan Ye glanced at the half-eaten cow's milk bird's nest on the incense table, which was still steaming, and personally brought it to Su Lai, he sat on the edge of the bed, and whispered in a half-dumb voice: "Let's finish eating this first." ”

Su Lian didn't refuse, took it, and raised his head and drank it all.

Xuan Ye pulled out a smile: "Madam...... Are you still angry? ”

In this way, in such a tone, the smile on Xuan Ye's face was about to freeze, "Madam-"

"Such a title, the concubine can't afford it!" Su Lian said coldly, and slammed the porcelain cup on the table on the side.

Xuan Ye's throat froze, and he called softly after a long time: "Su Su...... I shouldn't have misunderstood you, but you didn't explain it to me! If I knew you were so uncomfortable, how could I say such a heavy thing to you?! ”

Su Lian squinted at him coldly.

Xuan Ye's face tightened, and he hurriedly said: "It's the Queen Mother who is not good!" I shouldn't have listened to her, but I knew the inside story, and immediately sent the Queen Mother back to the palace, and the Queen Mother will never come back to Changchun Garden in the future. Susu, you can also rest assured in the future. Susu ...... Don't be angry with me anymore, okay? ”

Su Lian couldn't help but sneer: "Your Majesty, the concubine body will not be angry with you anymore, never!" ”

"Susu!" Xuan Ye was in a hurry, so he pressed Su Lian's shoulder, and said half angrily, "Do you have to talk to me like this, do you have to be so alienated from me?!" This time, I explained it to you, and you apologized to you for such kind words, and even did not hesitate to use the prophecy of Qin Tianjian to send the Queen Mother back to the palace, aren't you still satisfied?! ”

Su Lian used all his strength to shake off the hands he pressed on his shoulders one by one: "Of course I'm not satisfied!" You know everything from the beginning!! With your eyeliner in Changchun Garden, it is impossible for you not to know that I was called by the Queen Mother to Shouxuanchun Yongdian! It's impossible for you not to know that the Queen Mother has no good thoughts about me, and you can definitely guess that I will be wronged in front of the Queen Mother! But from beginning to end, for two hours, you didn't show up!! ”

Xuan Ye looked at Su Lai's angry eyes, and he couldn't help but feel like a momentum, and his heart also became empty, "But, Su Su, you didn't call anyone to invite me......

Su Lian looked at him coldly, and continued: "Yes, I didn't!" I just want to see if you're coming!! As a result, you really didn't come!! Because all you care about is to see if I bow to you and give in to you!! As long as I don't bow my head and don't accept softness, you won't care how humiliated and embarrassed the Queen Mother gives me!! ”

"To put it bluntly—" Su Lian's voice became colder and colder, "You only care about yourself!" You love yourself more than you love me!! ”

Xuan Ye couldn't help but be stunned, his throat seemed to be plugged, and he couldn't say anything.

Su Lian sneered: "I said yes, right, Your Majesty?!" You love your face so much, you love your dignity so much that you can ignore me!! You're such a person!! ”

"Should I be glad that I saw you clearly earlier, or should I hate myself for being blind for so many years?!" Su Lian said self-deprecatingly.

Xuan Ye suddenly seemed to be sober, he hurriedly held Su Lian's somewhat cold hand, and said, "Su Su! I'm not what you think you are! ”

Su Lian glared at him hatefully, wanting to shake off his hand, but found that his strength was surprisingly great, and she couldn't break free at all because of her weak strength after illness!

"Susu! Listen to me!! Xuan Ye frowned, Dan Feng's eyes stared straight at the corners of her eyes, and he didn't flinch at all, "Yes, I really want you to bow your head!" I brought the Guerjia clan and the Wang clan here because I wanted to be angry with you, because I wanted to make you jealous, so that you might take the initiative to come to me! But you didn't come—so I was angry, knowing that the Queen Mother had summoned you, and I was waiting for you to call someone to invite me, but you didn't do so! ”

"Susu! Can you imagine how I felt at the time? I'm angry and worried! You say I care about face, I care about dignity! That's right! I really care about face and dignity! But I'm the Ninety-Five, shouldn't I care about that?! But after all, I still care about you more!! In the end, even if you didn't send someone to invite me, I still went, but when I went, I saw you sitting on your shoulder from afar and walked away!! I thought you were fine, and you just entered the Shouxuanchun Yongdian! ”

Su Lian listened, and his mood gradually calmed down.

Xuan Ye took a deep breath and continued: "I originally thought that the Queen Mother would reprimand you a few words at most and give you some embarrassment!" Who would have thought that the Queen Mother of the Buddha would also use such a bad trick?! When I entered the hall, there were only two jars of ice cubes in the main hall as usual, and the Queen Mother worshipped the Buddha in the warm pavilion, she said to me, she recited the scriptures to you, and you were impatient from beginning to end, so I only read for a while, and then told you to leave! ”

Su Lian sneered again: "Yes, she is reciting the scriptures to me, but she reads it, and I listen to it on my knees!" ”

Xuan Ye's hand slowly let go, and then moved to Su Lian's knee, and there was a kind of choking in his throat that was suppressed: "I saw it, I saw it when you several maids rubbed you medicine......" was bruised, and he almost didn't look at it.

"I saw it, and I really blamed myself. If I had gone half an hour earlier, maybe you wouldn't—" Xuan Ye took a deep breath, his eyes a little moist.

"Su Su, we have been together for more than 20 years, I am almost fifty, since ancient times, the emperor has only been fifty or twenty percent, you and I have been together, I don't know how many more years there will be. Let's stop being vindictive, shall we? Xuan Ye looked straight at Su Lian.

For a moment, Su Lian's heart was a little shaken, but it was only for a moment, she gritted her teeth and said coldly: "You didn't go to the Queen Mother's palace early, it can be regarded as the result of fighting spirit." But what next? What the Queen Mother says, what do you believe? The Queen Mother said that I was disrespectful to him, and you ran to me angrily!! To put it bluntly, you don't believe me at all?! ”

Xuan Ye opened his mouth and hurriedly wanted to refute, but Su Lian immediately sneered twice: "You don't believe me!" It's not the first time, you've tested me before, right?! ”

Xuan Ye suddenly choked and couldn't say a word.

Su Lian took a deep breath, and suddenly felt a little moist in his eyes, "We have been together for more than 20 years, but you have never believed in me from the bottom of your heart!" In that case, how do you want me to stay with you again?! ”

Xuan Ye was suddenly startled when he heard this, and hurriedly called: "Su Su! ”

Su Lian sighed and said, "That's it, we will each have our own lives in the future, you go back to the palace to be your Ninety-Five, I just want to live my life here alone!" In the future, we have nothing to do with each other! ”

"I won't agree!!" Xuan Ye said categorically, "I will never agree!" ”

Su Lian had a helpless smile on his face, "Why bother? Is it good to get together and disperse? ”

Xuan Ye suddenly exerted his strength, twisted Su Lian's body, and looked directly into Su Lian's eyes, "It's my fault that I don't trust you completely and unreservedly." But—Susu, what about you? ”

"What?" Su Lian couldn't help but be stunned.

"Susu, do you believe in me unreservedly? Don't you have anything to hide from me?! Xuan Ye's words went straight into the depths of her heart.

Su Lian was already stiffened, and she couldn't help but ask herself, did she believe Xuan Ye without reservation? Didn't she hide anything from Xuan Ye?

She...... Actually, it's the same with him.

She also had secrets that she could not tell him, and she did not dare to trust him unreservedly...... So, she was not in a position to blame him. In fact, in essence, she is also a self-respecting and selfish woman......

smiled bitterly at herself, it turned out that she had only seen herself clearly after so many years.

In her previous life, she was reluctant to remarry, and she always felt that it was useless to find a man worthy of her remarriage, but in fact, it was not like that, but she had become selfish and did not dare to give her feelings, because she was afraid of losing and being hurt......

Did she ever love her husband in her last life?

She used to think that she had love, but now that she thinks about it, it is useless. It's just that after his death, she didn't adapt to the loss of meticulous care, and the kind of discomfort that she lost the man who loved her deeply!! She—she never loved her husband! Never!! At the beginning, she just found a good impression and a more suitable person to marry!!

Her marriage is one-sidedly loved!! RS

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