Chapter 276: My Heart Hurts
"Anning, your heart is different from others!"
The ghost woman told me that I have had heart problems since I was born, but after living for so many years, I have never felt it.
"Qi Yu has been helping you, you should consider being with him!"
In the past many years, Mina, Qi Yu, and the two of them, alternately, have been doing errands at the ghost woman's place, just to save me.
"He may be unscrupulous in the process, but in the end, he still wants to be with you."
In this world, the most rare thing is the word love, and it is also the most incomprehensible.
Qi Yu is not alive, immortal or perishable, because of his obsession with me, he has worked hard for so long, in order to be with me.
"You do have a lot of memories that have been sealed, and there are also many pasts that have been forgotten, but in every life before that, you have had a hard time!"
Being with Qi Yu is the happiest life I have ever lived, and it is also the most stable life I have ever had.
After surviving so much time, finally, in the last life, I forgot everything, was not reborn with the memories of the past, and was clean and a blank piece of paper, except for the poor health, I was a little happier.
"He likes you, he doesn't mind that he is the person you like, even if he knows that you are unforgettable, he will never give up, what are you not satisfied with?"
The ghost woman scolded me, she came over tonight, as if she had received Qi Yu's benefits, and kept defending him, which was completely incomprehensible to me.
As for people, after death, they should immediately forget their old dreams and make a blank sheet of paper.
You've struggled so much, for so long, what you can't get, isn't it that you can't get it?
I can't force it, really!
What the ghost woman said was very vicissitudes, and I listened very carefully.
"Do you have any story or why?"
Suddenly, I came over, inexplicably, after talking so much, I didn't feel moved, but I thought, did she run into some trouble that forced her to do this?
"I have a lot of stories, what would you like to hear?"
She laughed and said she had a lot of time to tell these stories, but what about me, do I have time to listen?
"Okay!"
After a stalemate for a while, I went to the mirror and put my palm on his hand.
I could feel that what she said, every word, was from the bottom of her heart, and she didn't want to answer the questions, and naturally there was her own suffering.
I chose not to ask and asked her to hide the secret.
Anyway, I don't live long, and I don't want to investigate whether there is a contract with him.
"You'll survive!"
The ghost woman withdrew her palm and said solemnly.
"Thank you!"
Unexpectedly, she would also say comforting words to me.
"Immortal, with Qi Yu, he will be good to you!"
After saying this, the ghost woman disappeared from the mirror, leaving me alone, sitting there in a daze.
When Qi Yu came back, I was still sitting there.
"Did you get up, or did you not sleep?"
He asked me, exhausted.
"Where have you been?"
The word immortality surprised me so much, where can I still sleep?
I spent the night thinking about what would happen to me if I were truly immortal.
All kinds of thoughts are entangled into various results, each of which is the focus of loneliness and loneliness.
I suddenly realized that immortality is not good at all.
Man is an individual with a unit of time, and after that time, you lose your effect and no longer match the world.
When your familiar world, familiar friends, and familiar environment are all gone, the sadness and loneliness that accumulate over time will sooner or later catch up with the confidence you have built up and shatter your desire to live.
Because life is limited, we cherish the time we have in life and take everyone who appears in our lives seriously.
If life is infinite, then what is the point of cherishing it?
What you can't get is the most important thing, and once you get it, it's time to lose it.
I don't want to live forever, I just want to be positive while I am alive, try to live every day, and when death comes, whether it is an accident or fate, I hope I can face it calmly.
came to this world embarrassed, and after so long, I really didn't want to leave in embarrassment.
"There's something to deal with, are you unable to sleep because I'm not there?"
Qi Yu changed into a nightgown, and said with her hair still low, she wanted to hug me, but because she was stared at by me, she shrank back again.
His hair dried in an instant, and he looked at me seriously.
"I'm a little worried about you!"
The ghost woman said so much, I was not unmoved, my heart is also fleshy, and I know that his grievances are all and sad.
If you really think about it, he is not much different from any of my boyfriends.
In my case, I started with them because of the likes I saw at a glance, and after being together, very soon, those likes in my place, began to plummet until they became zero, or even negative.
I've reflected on myself many times, why is this happening?
Aren't others good enough?
No, they're all good.
Is that I'm not good enough?
Yes, my attitude towards love and my boyfriend is too cold.
This is the truth, the love period of others is at least three months, but I will get through it in a week or two, and I will pretend in the days to come.
My boyfriend broke up, and many times I had a reason.
can't give enough care and liking to others, and don't let go, don't explain, say that it sounds good is sensible, and say that it doesn't sound good, it's deliberate.
Ask yourself, since the beginning with Qi Yu, my performance has really become more and more cold.
Even if we started with some intrigue and dissoluteness, but after getting along for so long, he really liked me too much.
Perhaps, it's time to give him some response, right?
I looked at him and said very seriously, I care about you.
"I'm fine, I'm worried about you!"
Qi Yu hugged me, trembling a little, and the tiredness on his face was swept away.
"Thank you for doing so much for me!"
This sentence is sincere and heartfelt.
I am very grateful to him, and I always feel that if I don't talk about it now, I won't have a chance in the future.
"I'm willing!"
Qi Yu was in my ear and said very reassuringly:
"As long as I can hold you like this, I won't be afraid to do more!"
"An Ning, I'm sincere!"
"I know!"
I struggled, got up from his arms, held his face, and looked at it very seriously, this face, I really like it, his appearance, it is simply according to the ideal type in my mind.
I love the way he looks and thank him for doing so much for me.
Five hundred years, how difficult it should be to wait in the consumption of time!
The kiss, which I took the initiative, fell on his eyebrows, all the way down, cheeks, lips, like a dragonfly.
"Tranquility—"
It was the first time for Qi Yu to meet me so actively, and he was stunned for a while before he reacted, and directly turned against the customer, trapping me below.
It's already half past four in the morning, and I'm afraid I won't wake up until the afternoon.