Chapter 53: What Am I to You?

Since that farewell, another week has passed, and I haven't seen Xiao Qingmo. It's just that I dream about him a lot when I dream, and I know it's not a good sign.

Some things, the more you squeeze them, the more they rebound.

In the past few months, I have always hinted that I have forgotten about Xiao Qingmo and erased the joy I have for him. It looks like I've succeeded, and I can live my life quietly.

But he appeared in my life without warning, like a lead, detonating the emotions I had been squeezing for a long time.

There were still some unfinished homework on the desk, and I was already a little absent-minded.

The title of this issue is my mom and dad, and the children's brushstrokes are always strange, and in general, the people in each picture are smiling.

"Teacher Su, the director told you to go to her office." A teacher came over and shouted at me, and I quickly put down my homework and walked over.

When I went in, I was surprised that Jiang Xiaoyu was also there.

I asked her what was wrong with her eyes, and Jiang Xiaoyu shook her head imperceptibly, indicating that she didn't know either.

The head of the grade is in his forties, and he has been engaged in education for half his life, and he is very strict and dedicated. So I was called over unexpectedly, and I was a little apprehensive.

"The school requires each grade to appoint two teachers to Beicheng for exchange and study for one year, our grade group, I decided to let the two of you go." The director sat behind his desk, his eyes sweeping over the two of us.

I felt a sudden feeling in my heart that this assignment had come very suddenly.

Jiang Xiaoyu also glanced at me, and didn't know what to say for a while.

Seeing that the two of us were not angry, the director explained, "According to the qualifications, you two are indeed not enough, but to be honest." Most of the teachers in our year group have started families. It's not appropriate to leave for a year, not to mention the possibility of staying in Beicheng to teach after the exchange, which is a rare opportunity. ”

This is true, the grade group counts me and Jiang Xiaoyu as young, and the other draggers are afraid that they won't be able to leave. And it takes a year to leave, which is equivalent to abandoning the foundation laid in Rongcheng. If there is nothing to be found in Beicheng, it will not be a chicken and an egg.

When you do the math, it's really not a fat difference.

Jiang Xiaoyu plucked up the courage and asked, "Director, can I know about the salary?"

The director smiled, probably thinking that Jiang Xiaoyu would be able to ask such a question. She said a few counts, and then said, "The school provides room and board, after all, we are a private primary school with a little face, and the treatment will not be bad." ”

I glanced at Jiang Xiaoyu and knew that she was already moved. If you include board and lodging, Beicheng's salary is really good for her.

The director didn't ask us to give an answer immediately, only said that we should think about it and give an answer before we got off work.

I walked out side by side with Jiang Xiaoyu, the snow had not yet melted, and many children on the side of the road had snowballs.

"Su Ruan, do you want to go to Beicheng" Jiang Xiaoyu asked me a little worriedly.

She should have wanted to go by herself, but she didn't have much courage.

I sighed, "I don't know. ”

Jiang Xiaoyu grabbed my arm and said wiltingly: "You give the detective agency so much money every month, and the expenses are quite large. If you can go to Beicheng, you can make a lot of money. ”

I hummed, still lacking interest.

"Is the person you are looking for really in Rongcheng" Jiang Xiaoyu diverted the topic and asked me with concern, "I've been looking for this for a few months, and there is still no news at all." ”

yes, no news at all.

I only remember being sent to Rongcheng when I was fifteen years old and fostered in someone else's home. There are only some afterimages in my memory, but I can't remember anything when I think about it. As for my child, I smiled wryly.

When I was ten years old, I gave birth to a child, what a ridiculous past I had.

Jiang Xiaoyu was sullen and didn't speak.

"Would you love to go to Northtown," I looked at her.

Jiang Xiaoyu said after a while: "Xiao Ming is there." ”

I always had a bad feeling when I looked at her. Since Jiang Xiaoyu met Xiao Mingyuan, his love for him in his heart was not so warm, and his introverted feelings were deeper than those outward. Maybe I don't know that one day, I fell into that love network silently, and I couldn't break free from my desperate work.

Maybe Qiao Shendong is right, life is rare to indulge. When you are young, you don't run towards the person you like, is it in tears when you are old?

I can't get it, just look at Jiang Xiaoyu and hold it. It's better to struggle than to work in vain.

"Then go." I took her hand, and suddenly Hengsheng was full of pride, "Let's go to Beicheng"

More than three months ago, I hid in Banyan City with scars all over my body.

More than three months later, I hid my heart and returned to Beicheng with Jiang Xiaoyu and Jiang Xiaoyu's restrained love.

Jiang Xiaoyu used to study in Beicheng, and of course he was no stranger to this city.

But when we stood at the train station with large bags and small bags, we were still a little confused.

The car that said it was good to pick us up did not come, and the other people couldn't wait and carpooled away on their own. The two of us combined, we also have to take a taxi.

The winter in Beicheng is dry and cold, and my face is frozen red after standing on the side of the road for a while, but I can't get a taxi.

Unexpectedly, a black SV slowly pulled up in front of us.

I looked at the license plate, and it looked familiar.

The car window was lowered, revealing Xiao Mingyuan's face, and I felt like I had been struck by lightning.

Jiang Xiaoyu looked incredulous, "I just sent a text message." ”

I only learned that after that fan meeting, Xiao Mingyuan left his phone number to Jiang Xiaoyu. Before coming to Beicheng, I sent him a text message with great interest, I didn't expect anything, but who knew that this big star would be airborne.

Jiang Xiaoyu didn't know what was going on, but she actually sat in the co-pilot, and I looked at her flushed face. I vaguely thought in my heart, what is this called homesickness

got in the car, and I sent WeChat to Xiao Mingyuan.

What the hell are you doing?

I'm here to pick you up, you almost became my fiancΓ©e.

Followed by a rabbitsky emoji, I sent a slashing emoji.

originally wanted to warn Xiao Mingyuan not to get close to Jiang Xiaoyu, but he felt that he shouldn't do it. In the end, he simply didn't do anything, but Xiao Mingyuan asked a question along the way.

I didn't say anything, naturally Jiang Xiaoyu answered.

"We're going to be in the North City for a year." Jiang Xiaoyu's voice was soft, and he usually yelled at me in a loud voice that didn't know where he had gone.

"At night, as the host, I will take you from the wind and wash the dust." Xiao Mingyuan immediately said.

I remembered the last time I went to his concert and met Xiao Qingmo, and this time I said that I wouldn't go.

When we arrived at the place, we found that the environment was worse than we had imagined. There is a bunk bed in a house of more than ten square meters, and the bathroom is actually shared, and there is no kitchen or anything.

No wonder there were few people who didn't live when they came over, and they all went out to rent.

"It's just going to happen." Jiang Xiaoyu said with a sad face.

I originally wanted to take Jiang Xiaoyu back to my nest, but Qiao Shendong also lived there, and it was not very convenient, so I had to give up.

After cleaning up, it was already night, and Xiao Mingyuan came to pick up people as scheduled. I didn't go, Jiang Xiaoyu followed.

I didn't take much when I left Beicheng, but now I'm back and just going home.

It's not far from home, and I'm just two subway rides away.

When I walked over there, I looked at a small red car parked on the side of the road, and it always felt a little familiar.

When I got closer, I saw a person getting out of the car. Not tall and short-haired. Dressed in black and brown snow boots.

The more I looked at it, the more familiar it became, and the person suddenly turned his head to look, and my eyes collided with hers, and there was a burst of sparks.

After being stunned for a moment, I turned around and ran.

As a result, the person behind me ran faster than me, she pounced and smashed me into the snowdrift, held me down, her eyes were red, and she looked at me hatefully and said, "Am I a lunch box that can be thrown away at will in your eyes?"

Her eyebrows and eyes were dyed with anger, but her tears fell down with a click, hugging me and crying, scolding me, "Su Ruan, why is your heart so ruthless." Just leave, no news at all. ”

I lay in the snow and hugged her, my nose aching, "I messaged you." ”

When she said this, she became even more angry, pinching my cheek and angrily questioning me, "You dare to say that that's also called news."

When she asked, I felt a little weak.

It's good, don't read it.

After settling down in Banyan City, I sent a message to the scenery. Later, I would send her some messages one after another, but I never replied when she asked me.

"It's my fault." I softened my voice to coax her, and she hugged me and cried even harder.

Jingjing said while crying, "I listened to Chu Chengqian in the future, why am I not by your side every time you are bullied." ”

"I'm not being bullied, I'm not doing well." My arm was numb from her pressure, my back was soaked in snow, and the cool air rushed up, and I didn't dare to let her get up.

"Where is it good, those who left their hometown and ran to Rongcheng, and dared to say that it was good. It's almost infamous, your own mother doesn't recognize you anymore, and you dare to say yes. "The scenery is a mouth, and it is also a pot that can't be opened, and I am bitter by her crying tongue. Wonderful pen I Pavilion.

Jingjing wiped her tears and scolded me again, "Su Soft, what is your heart, why is it so hard, am I your friend or not, you just broke up with Xiao Qingmo, and you don't even want me." ”

I said this like a mess and gave up, and she pressed on me like this, which was also a little ambiguous.

People passing by looked at me frequently, and I really had a big head.

Suddenly, his body was light, and the scenery was grabbed like a little chicken.

I was lying on my back in the snowdrift, and I saw Chu Chengqian educating people with a blue face, "Scenery, next time you drive like this crazy, I will take your driver's license"

"What are you angry at me, you already knew that Su Ruan was in Rongcheng and didn't tell me, so you coaxed me to please you." The scenery is sharp and sharp-mouthed, and Chu Cheng's diving method.

My body was numb and I couldn't stand up for a while. But I saw someone walking from behind Chu Chengqian, leaning over slightly to hold my hand and gently tugging it, and I threw myself into his arms.