Chapter 36: I Know Why She Came to Me
I don't know why God did this to me, digging pits of fire and waiting for me to jump.
Obviously he is strong enough, and he has worked hard to become a normal person.
Mother's indifferent face dangled in front of my eyes, the only warmth was robbed, and what was left of me
"Su Ruan, don't fall asleep."
"There are always waves in life, and there are always dirty ones. But you live to see the beauty of this world. ”
"Su Ruan, I believe in you, you can get through."
The voice was cold and powerful, like an oar, carrying me to the light.
I slept groggily for two days, and when I woke up it was the morning of the third day.
Hungry and weak.
When I saw a needle in my hand, I realized that I was infusion.
moved slightly, and saw Xiao Qingmo standing by the window and making a call. As if he had sensed it, he suddenly turned around and met my gaze.
"That's all." Xiao Qingmo hung up the phone and walked over.
He leaned over and touched my forehead, reached into my clothes, and pulled the thermometer out.
"The fever has finally subsided." He breathed a sigh of relief and stared at me, his eyes suppressed despite the countless waves.
As soon as I spoke, my voice was a little hoarse, "Thank you." ”
I don't know what's going on, but as soon as these three words were spoken, I cried.
I wasn't like that before, knocking out my teeth and swallowing blood in my stomach, and easily not shedding a single tear. ,
Somehow, after meeting Xiao Qingmo, not only was he weak and always sick, but even his spirit was not as good as before, and he could cry easily.
Xiao Qingmo wiped my face with a hot towel and helped me up.
Not long after, Mama Zhang came in, carrying porridge, and was overjoyed to see me wake up.
"Sir has been sleeping tirelessly for two days, and you can be considered to have woken up." The corners of Zhang's mother's eyes were red, "Why are your bones so weak now?" ”
I smiled reluctantly, unable to muster much strength, and expressed my kindness. Zhang's mother was wiping away tears when she left, and her concern for me always made me feel heartwarming.
Xiao Qingmo fed and drank a little water to moisten his throat before picking up the porridge. He would take a sip to taste the temperature and then feed it to me little by little.
I ate and ate and started crying again.
He couldn't help me, so he put down the bowl and wiped my tears again.
After the hanging bottle was lost, he pulled out the needle.
"Xiao Qingmo."
"Hmm"
"Xiao Qingmo."
"I'm here."
I nestled in his arms and called his name again and again, and he took the trouble to answer again and again.
In this way, it seems that it can go forever.
But I know no, the reality is always cruel and clear. Even though you can numb yourself, you can't escape it.
His cell phone rang, and the caller ID was Qiao Le's name.
Xiao Qingmo glanced at it lightly and hung up the phone.
"The magazine helped you ask for leave, and Jingjing called a few times to ask about your condition." Xiao Qingmo kissed my sideburns, "When you're better, call her back." ”
I nodded, and lay in his arms, not wanting to think about anything else.
The next day, I was alive and well, and I was also Xiaoqiang, who couldn't be killed.
But when I went out, I realized that there had been a drastic change outside.
The scandal about Li Zifei was flying all over the sky, and the Xu family broke off the marriage contract with the Li family, which also completely tore their faces. The two have always had some business ties, but now they are constantly involved and have exposed some financial crises.
I was scrolling through the news on the road, and my heart was not very happy, it was very calm.
Maybe they've passed through my life entirely.
used to resent Li Zifei and Xu Wenhui, which was an emotional burden. Later, I wanted to take revenge on Li Zifei because she hurt my mother. And now, the emotions are empty, the family affection is no more, and everything is finally gone.
These people are already passers-by to me.
After arriving at the company, the scenery came up as soon as I entered the door.
"How's it going," she asked me nervously, "I've been sick for three days, and I can't even go to see you, it's scared to death." ”
I made a strong posture, "Don't worry, it's just a cold and fever, and now I'm fully recovered." ”
Seeing that my face was good, I was relieved and relieved, "I only found out about the engagement banquet the next day, and I also heard about what the Li family did to you." ”
"It's all gone, whatever." I said without any fuss.
Sitting at the workstation, as soon as I turned on the phone, the messages kept jumping, and everyone asked me with concern in the group.
Little Crisp: Fully recovered Popeye's expression of eating spinach
Xiao Sese: You've recovered, but we have to pay back what others owe us
Chen He, the second master: Don't get involved in this matter, in short, this account is not easy to pass. If a person with a sneering expression is slapped in the face, he naturally has to ask for the other party's hands.
Second, the master is domineering and scatters flowers
Shoot the gun
Brother Chen went on the expedition, and there was no grass
Wang Ying: low-key, low-key.
I looked at the messages in the group, couldn't help laughing, and my heart warmed. Everyone was silent, but they didn't expect that there was a joke hidden in their hearts.
Xiao Qingmo is right, people live to witness the beauty in life. I have such good friends and colleagues, why am I still standing in the shadow of the past.
I thought it was just talking, but I never thought that the mountains and rivers hide the dragon and crouching tiger, and they can really play the Li family to death.
In September, there will be an issue on the topic of coal miners in Sanjin Province, and I have to go on a business trip with Jing Jing and Brother Chen, and it will take two weeks to leave.
The special issue of Xiao Qingmo that I was going to do before is a special issue of the anniversary, and I am not in a hurry.
I went on my first business trip, and I hurriedly went home to pack some bags, and after thinking about it, I still thought I would go and talk to Xiao Qingmo.
The plane at six o'clock in the afternoon, there are still more than two hours.
All the way to Shuangcheng Building, Liang Fei came down to pick me up.
After going upstairs, I walked to the office, but I happened to run into a person.
The other party has a slender figure and elegant makeup, but the corners of his eyes are slightly red, as if he has cried.
"Miss Sue." Qiao Le stood in front of me, "Can you talk?"
"Miss Qiao, please." Liang Fei walked up and asked her to invite her out.
I pinched the lever of my suitcase, and the cold touch made me sober up a little.
"Okay." I should come down.
Liang Fei said anxiously: "Miss Su, you"
I smiled at him and said, "Liang Fei, I won't do anything to Qiao Le." He is Mr. Xiao's fiancée, my name is not right, what do you have to worry about. ”
Liang Fei was speechless for a while, I knew he didn't know what he meant, but he couldn't answer when he said this.
As soon as I sat down in the café, Qiao Le asked me, "How long have you known Qingmo?"
I was in a trance, "More than a month." ”
It turned out that it had only been a month, and a "porcelain" incident made me meet him. So much has happened in the middle that I mistakenly think that a long time has passed.
Qiao Le took a sip of coffee and said calmly, "I've known him for eight years. ”
I caught Xiao Qingmo on the tail of summer, and Qiao Le had already spent the most beautiful years with Xiao Qingmo. The gap is self-evident.
What she asked me to do, I knew very well.
Qiao Le is Xiao Qingmo's official fiancée, and I am Xiao Qingmo's disgraceful lover. The owner came to the door and asked me to leave.
I vaguely remember that when I first met Xiao Qingmo, he told me that he was single. He's not the kind of person who can lie, but Qiao Le does exist, which only shows that there is no affection between the two of them.
If Qiao Le is unreasonable and scolds me on the street, I will be relieved. She just spoke to me so gently and dignifiedly, without a trace of fireworks.
Qiao Le saw that I was silent, so he said, "I didn't come to ask you to leave Qingmo, on the contrary, I hope you can accompany him well." He once loved a girl very deeply, and you are eight points similar to that girl. Being able to replace her to make Qingmo happier, even if I am bitter in my heart, I can tolerate it. ”
This Miss Qiao is a master of soft knives, and I have seen it before.
Admittedly, she hurt my bones.
My fingertips ran over the transparent glass, and the cold lemonade condensed on the outside of the glass, exuding a dead chill. After a while, I finally found my thoughts, and said in an orderly manner: "I will leave Xiao Qingmo before you get married, and in addition, if you become Xiao Ran's stepmother, I hope you can treat him well." ”
I smiled when I saw the slightest crack in Qiao Le's face. Qiao Le, you and I are half a catty, no one thinks much superior.
Xiao Qingmo has a girl in his heart who no one can replace, and a woman who can give him a child. Although I, Su Soft, am a stand-in, you Qiao Le doesn't necessarily have any advantages.
Therefore, why should women be embarrassed by women.
I got up and walked away, traumatized.
went to the airport to talk to Brother Chen, and Jingjing was on the phone, looking annoyed.
"Chu Chengqian, don't be unreasonable"
"Why can't I go on a normal business trip, if you dare to call Sister Wang, I will dare to run away from home"
The tone of a child is noisy.
After talking for a long time, it was probably because Chu Chengqian's attitude was not so tough, so Jingjing reluctantly said: "I'll come back as soon as possible." ”
Brother Chen smiled at me, also looking helpless.
has been there for a long time, and I also know that the scenery is Chu Chengqian's girlfriend, and the two of them can be regarded as love.
"I only travel a few times a year, and every time I find fault." The view hugged me and I complained.
I joked to her, "Young Master Chu has to stay alone in the empty room for a few days, so he is naturally unhappy." ”
Jingjing's face turned red, and he said stiffly: "He won't, the warbler Yanyan next to him has never seen it burned." has been recruiting bees and butterflies since he was a child, and his girlfriends are one after another. ”
These words taught me a little bit of vinegar, and even Brother Chen couldn't stop laughing, "The next time I see Chu Shao, I have to bring him this jar of vinegar." ”
The scenery was annoyed and angry, just when it was time to board, and pulled me to go through the security check.
As soon as I got on the plane, I fastened my seatbelt and waited for take-off when I heard the flight attendant announce.
"Dear passengers, due to weather conditions, the departure will be delayed."
"Weather reasons" The scenery looked out, "no wind and no rain"
I also wondered, "Could it be that the weather is bad over there in Sanjin?"
At this moment, a man suddenly walked into the boarding hatch. I saw him clearly, and I shrank my neck in fright.