Chapter 72: The First Time
I may not know about the first personality, but those close to me can definitely find out.
When I was living in the Tang family, no one in the Tang family knew about it. Later, Qiao Shendong told me that Su Ying deliberately concealed it every time she came out.
But
I suddenly remembered, wasn't it Su Ying who entangled Xiao Qingmo in the first place, he must have known about Su Ying's existence
At that time, I had amnesia, but Su Ying remembered Xiao Qingmo, no wonder she would suppress me from coming out to pursue Xiao Qingmo, I was stupid to think that helping her get Xiao Qingmo would be able to fulfill her wishes.
Looking back now, it was a fulfillment for the two of them.
"Are you jealous?" Xiao Qingmo asked me with interest.
I felt aggrieved in my heart, "I'm still trying to hide it from you, I'm afraid that you will find out that I have mental problems, but I didn't expect you to secretly settle with Su Ying." ”
When Su Ying appeared before, I woke up again and was by Xiao Qingmo's side, and I don't know if anything happened to them.
"Is this how Darkness Chen Cang is used" Xiao Qingmo kissed me on the cheek and soothed me, "Nothing happened to me and Sakura. ”
I looked at him and didn't believe it, "Really, how did you come out to give you a hug from Su Ying, not mine." ”
"The difference between the two is too great, you are like a little hedgehog, you will blow up your hair at every turn. Sakura Sakura is soft like a silk flower, and I can still easily distinguish it. Xiao Qingmo patiently explained to me, and added at the end, "I have always kept a distance from her, and I am absolutely innocent." ”
I listened to his explanation, and my heart was relieved. One by one, I've never seen you call me so intimately.
"When did you know about Su Ying," I asked him curiously.
Xiao Qingmo didn't seem to want to answer this question, and didn't speak for a long time.
I shook his hand, "Is there something bad about it"
Su Ying only appeared when I had an emotional breakdown, or when I was haunted by the shadow of my childhood.
Usually when she appears, there is always something that I can't bear.
"Not really." Xiao Qingmo said hesitantly.
The first time Xiao Qingmo found out that Su Ruan had a second personality was in the summer when she was sixteen years old.
There are many thunderstorms in Rongcheng in summer, and Xiao Qingmo has fallen asleep at two o'clock in the morning.
Probably destined in the dark, he got up at night, and after coming out of the bathroom, he saw Su Soft curled up on the ground.
The windows were open, and the wind stirred the curtains like a sail.
There were water stains on the ground, and Su Soft was wet, like an abandoned little animal.
He immediately walked over and picked the person up, covered in cold air.
Carried the person directly to the bathroom, "Take a hot shower." ”
He touched her head and set aside the change of clothes she had left there.
Just as he was about to go out, the little girl's hand grabbed his wrist.
Xiao Qingmo turned her head to look at her, she looked up with a small face, her face was pale, her eyes were full of tears, and her voice was soft, "Third brother, I have a headache." ”
At that time, Xiao Qingmo didn't know what a headache would mean to her, but she touched her cheek with some distress, "Take a shower first, I'll find you medicine." ”
Su Ruan smiled and slowly let go.
After Xiao Qingmo went out, Su Ruan's whole body was buried in the bathtub.
He waited outside for a long time without anyone coming out, and was hesitating to knock on the door when the bathroom door slammed open.
The little girl stood there with her hair loose and in pink pajamas, soft as a spring rose.
But Xiao Qingmo looked at it and knew that something was wrong.
It's the same body, with different souls. The demeanor and eyes are full of strangeness.
Su Ruan's eyes looked at him with an aggressive and wanton light, if he came out of the bathroom at this time, he would definitely rush over and shout cold as soon as possible.
And the little girl in front of her, her eyes were soft and soft like vines, and her hesitant appearance completely changed.
"Su Soft" When Xiao Qingmo spoke, he unconsciously hesitated.
The little girl smiled shyly and whispered, "Third brother, I'm Su Ying." ”
At that moment, Xiao Qingmo completely understood that Su Ruan had a dual personality.
The main personality is strong and independent with indifference, and the sub-personality is soft and delicate.
Su Ying fell asleep beside him, and when he woke up the next morning, Su Ruan looked at him blankly, as if he didn't know why he came back here.
"On a thunderstorm, I'll sleepwalk." Su Ruan threw himself into his arms, and said in the future: "Third brother, what do you say I can do, it's been like this several times." ”
If no one had told her, she would never have known about the existence of a second personality.
Xiao Qingmo looked at the scratches on the little girl's neck, which were scratched by someone. She came to him in the middle of the night, and the persecuted second personality came out, so naturally something happened that she couldn't bear.
He put his arms around her and didn't tell her about the second personality.
"I'm looking for you on a rainy day." After listening to Xiao Qingmo, I said thoughtfully: "I guess I remembered the abuse I was committed when I was a child, so Su Ying ran out." ”
"She appeared a few times after that, and each time she was quiet." Xiao Qingmo patted my head and laughed at me, "Sakura Sakura's vinegar is also eaten." ”
I snorted, "Su Ying is also an outsider, and she has bad intentions against you. ”
Su Ying likes the third brother, what if I eat the third brother clean while I am asleep.
Although we are in the same body, she and I are two people
I suddenly remembered what was going on, shook his hand and asked him, "Why did you refuse when I confessed to you?"
"I don't remember exactly." Xiao Qingmo held my hand, and his eyes drifted elsewhere.
I held his face, "Less garlic, say it quickly"
His memory is absolutely outstanding, and I don't believe he would forget.
Xiao Qingmo looked at me carefully before he said, "I'm not confident." ”
I was stunned, "Ahhh
Xiao Qingmo raised his hand and rubbed my cheek, lowered his head and kissed my lips, and said vaguely between his lips and teeth: "At that time, I was very unconfident. ”
is not confident.
As soon as he wanted to know about Su Soft's temperament, he looked tough, but his heart was sensitive and crispy. Plucking up the courage to hook his fingers and say those words, it was estimated that all her strength had been exhausted.
But he said lukewarmly that it was inappropriate, so he lay in bed that night tossing and turning, and never slept again.
called Chu Chengqian, and unexpectedly he didn't fall asleep.
"Didn't sleep," he was a little surprised.
Chu Chengqian was lying on the sofa on his back, and there were a few empty wine glasses scattered on the ground, "Third child, do you say that fate is not a strange thing I grew up with the little girl, and in a blink of an eye, she fell in love with other men, and she liked it to death." ”
The scenery he said, Xiao Qingmo heard him talk about it a few times.
"Forget it, I'll keep it. One day will come back to me, the scenery is that stinky temper, except for Lao Tzu, who can stand it. Chu Chengqian said to himself, and then asked, "It's you, why haven't you slept yet." ”
Xiao Qingmo said it again in a few words, which made Chu Chengqian laugh, "Hey, the third child, you also have today." I looked at your ascetic appearance, and I always thought that you were going to be a monk for the rest of your life, but in the end you actually fell into the hands of a sixteen-year-old girl. ”
Xiao Qingmo laughed at him and said nothing.
Yes, Su Soft is too young. She has only seen a limited number of people and experienced a limited number of things. When I met him at such an age, I might think I liked it very much, but if I grew up and the world was a little wider, would I like someone else?
Thinking about it like this, Xiao Qingmo felt cold.
Chu Chengqian smiled enough, and said seriously: "I'll tell you about this, it's better to strike first." If you are afraid that she will see a better change of heart in the future, then you will become the best. In this life, no one can ever be better than you to her, and no one can love her more than you. If she is raised and coquettish, others can't stand her, and she will naturally be inseparable from you in her life. ”
Xiao Qingmo thought about it and felt that it made sense. He became the best one in Su Soft's world, no matter if she met one or a hundred men in the future, all of them could not surpass him, and her eyes would naturally remain on him.
"Somewhat." Xiao Qingmo's heart suddenly brightened.
Chu Chengqian said proudly: "This is Lao Tzu's personal experience, what is the name of the kid you like now Wang Lang, look at it, it will be over sooner or later." When the time comes, you still think I'm good, come back to me and cry. ”
So, since Su Ruan was sixteen years old, Xiao Qingmo was only determined to do one thing. Give her the best material, give her the softest love, and give her the most comprehensive care.
"Are you kissing?"
Xiao Ran didn't know when he came over, and his voice was innocent.
I was startled, and immediately jumped off Xiao Qingmo's body, thinking with a red face, obviously I came to ask him why he rejected my confession, and why he was abducted
"Come in and don't know how to knock on the door." Xiao Qingmo didn't have any shame at all, and he reprimanded people seriously.
I was very weak-hearted, Xiao Ran walked over, glanced at me, and said solemnly: "I knocked on the door, but you are too involved and may not have heard." ”
Too devoted
I can fry eggs when I'm blushing, Xiao Ran usually doesn't watch too many messy TV series, why is it always amazing
"What's wrong with you," I coughed dryly to change the subject.
Xiao Ran hugged me and looked up at me, "I want to kiss too." ”
"Xiao Ran" Xiao Qingmo couldn't sit still at this moment, got up and walked over, and lifted him away with one hand, "There is a difference between men and women, there is no need to make this kind of request." ”
I'm embarrassed, Xiao Ran is only six years old, in ancient times, men and women were still seven years old, isn't it too serious to talk to children so early.
"Then why can you kiss" Xiao Ran was not convinced, and said dissatisfiedly with a small face.
Xiao Qingmo put his arm around my shoulders and said naturally, "She is my wife." ”
not
My face was a little hot, and the word wife came out of Xiao Qingmo's mouth, and I had a different feeling.
"Then I'll marry her too." Xiao Ran rushed up.
Xiao Qingmo's index finger lowered his forehead, preventing him from getting closer.
I was just trying to appease Xiao Ran when NN knocked on the door and came in, "Sir, Ms. Xu is here." ”
Ms. Xu, I was slightly stunned, who is Xu Qing