"Get out? I'm going to see how stubborn you can be? ”

As he spoke, Yuling stopped me and picked me up, let me punch and kick, and didn't care, just took me, kicked the door open, and went to the bed in the house.

I became more and more anxious, more and more panicked, all the struggles were useless, he seemed to be iron-hearted, just to ask me.

Once you get to bed, I'm afraid it's a lot of things, and it's a foregone conclusion.

I don't want that.

Despair, fear, and fear took turns to rise and explode in my mind, my whole body trembling, and my nerves were extremely fragile.

I gritted my teeth and bit only the flesh and blood, but I couldn't calm myself down.

Or I'll bite my tongue and kill myself, right?

This idea, once it starts, grows like crazy, and no matter what, it seems that there is really only one way.

Despair, predicament, bullying that cannot be escaped.

Yu Ling didn't have the slightest pity for the jade, he threw me on the bed, vicious.

Tears flowed out of my eyes, and the pain and humiliation, the hopelessness and hatred of the struggle, like weeds, rose madly in my heart.

I bit him on the shoulder, and I didn't let go until his fist knocked me out.

When I woke up again, it was still in this bed, it was getting late, the door of the room was open, and the warm wind swept in, but it was like winter ice.

I sat up from the bed and backed back frantically, trying to hide from all the horrible images.

But on the contrary, the face is swollen, and the body is also painful, and the slightest touch makes it painful.

There was no light in the house, and the moonlight outside the door leaked in, and the house was full of messes, and the mattresses were torn to the ground.

Ignoring the pain in my body, I tried to retreat and cower, just wanting to hide myself in the darkness and never come out again.

Perhaps, just hide yourself and hide yourself in a place where no one can find or see, so that you will have the courage to continue to breathe, right?

I hugged myself tightly, held back those tears, tried to swallow all the pain, tried to find the remnants of consciousness in the broken reason.

I was scared, I was really scared.

The previous troubles and hurts, all added together, can't compare to the pain this time, those elders' exhortations, the words that ask me to endure humiliation, this time, it seems pale and powerless.

I used to think that I was strong enough and mature enough to withstand all the insults and hurts, but now, where am I self-righteous?

A single insult has broken all the defenses and made me collapse.

Losing reason, losing confidence, even the will to live, is also gone.

If I die now, will all the grievances and sufferings be written off and dissipated?

In the hazy eyes of tears, I seemed to see a sword falling from the ground, perhaps, this is my fate!

I can't be a ruthless, powerful avenger, I can only hide in the corner, trembling lambs, the sun is shining, I am proud, once I encounter a crisis, I will be the first to think of death.

It's better to know your true self than to deceive yourself.

I struggled to pick up the dagger, but as soon as I got out of bed, someone appeared in front of me.

Reflexively, I immediately retreated into the corner, holding my head, not daring to look at him.

"Are you alright?"

It's Niu Niu's voice.

"Are you okay?"

When she saw me shrink back, she came up to me and pulled me down, forcibly pulled down the arm that was blocking me in front of me, and forced me to look at her:

"Are you alright?"

I didn't dare to look at her, my eyes dodging, for fear that she would look down on me, for fear that she would know about the insult I had received.

"As long as you haven't died, isn't there still a chance to get revenge?"

She waved her hand, and the lights in the room were immediately lit, and the light returned, and the darkness was driven away, and I looked at the clothes she was holding in my hand, and still didn't dare to answer her directly.

"Do you want to save your people?"

I thought, I thought, but I can't even save myself, and Mina can't save me, where are they, do they really need someone like me to save them?

"Think about Han Yunduo and Han Feifei, who rushed out to save you just now, do you want them to die?"

Niu Niu mentioned Han Yunduo and Han Feifei, and in my mind, the scene of the two of them being pressed under the body by the two big tigers came to mind.

The tiger's sharp claws and mouths were so close to the necks of both of them, as if they could swallow them in the next second.

When I was in danger, I walked all the way, Yuxin was not there, and the other maids and servants were nowhere to be found, and at this time, only the two of them could pounce on me and save me.

I've become like this, what else can I not lose?

But Han Yunduo and Han Feifei, they are the hope of the Silver Fox clan, no matter what, I have to do my best to save them.

"That's right, you have to have a motivation, a hate, and a thought to support you, so that you can grow up quickly, stand up, and fight back in such suffering!"

Niuniu looked at the change in my eyes, nodded, threw the clothes on me, and by the way, picked up a bowl from the ground next to her, bit her wrist, dripped a bowl of blood, and handed it to me:

"Change your clothes, drink the blood, I'll take you to save the person you want to save!"

She said very seriously, her eyes were firm and persistent, and there was no trace of clutter.

I looked down at the clothes in my arms, as well as the bowl of blood, gritted my teeth, didn't hesitate anything, directly took the bowl of blood, and drank it all.

Anyway, I don't want to live anymore, I am running for the purpose of dying, before I die, if I can do my best, what can I do for Han Yunduo and Han Feifei, and what I can do for my people, then do it!

There is no turning back, moving forward bravely, and there is no way back.

"You changed your clothes, I'll take you to them!"

As soon as Niuniu raised her hand, the lights in the room were extinguished, but my eyes were in the dark, and I got the ability to see through the darkness, and everything in the room was clearly displayed in my eyes.

The pain in my body was gone, and the bruises on my face and the surface of my body had receded, so I didn't worry about anything, grabbed my clothes, and put them on myself.

The clothes given by Niu Niu are the clothes of eunuchs, very simple, the most ordinary style, and the wearing is not complicated, I quickly changed it, and the messy hair was also re-braided together, using the method I am most familiar with, and the most ordinary braids are braided.