Chapter 79: Be Your Mrs. Xu
Later, Brother Cheng told me a lot, intentionally or unintentionally, he would bring up the topic of Tan Yiyang, although I didn't know his purpose, but I still had a very complicated feeling that I couldn't explain.
Brother Cheng saw that I was a little tired, and found that I didn't want to listen to him at all, so I had to find an excuse to leave the ward.
I know that he is already anxious now, no matter how far the rumors about me have reached, I think he is also a very difficult time to deal with now, so he keeps shaking his head and pinching the corner of his forehead when he leaves.
After Brother Cheng left, the ward became very quiet in an instant, and I didn't have any friends, so no one would come to visit me.
Gradually, I looked at myself in the distance, and I don't know when I fell asleep like that.
It's just that this sleep is extremely unstable, and I always feel like I've fallen into a nightmare, and I keep repeating the moment when I was thrown out by the ambulance, and the whole person was thrown down heavily, and my whole body was heavy, without any strength.
I was awakened by this nightmare, and I couldn't help but sweat beads oozed from my face, I didn't even notice who was in the room, and it was only when the man's hand holding the tissue fell on my forehead and gently wiped my sweat that I opened my eyes and saw the person in front of me clearly.
I thought that except for the special care and Brother Cheng ordered by Tan Yiyang, basically no one would be able to enter and leave my ward, so when Xu Zhizhou appeared here very calmly, it really surprised me.
I haven't seen him for a few days, he has changed his hairstyle, a delicate white stand-up collar shirt with a pair of navy blue trousers, and he is standing in front of the bed with his hands in his pocket, and the whole person looks much more stable than when he was a lawyer.
Sure enough, Mr. Xu looked very different from the previous lawyer's aura.
I still remember that he cherished his hair very much, and I always thought that if he cut it round, he would look much more delicate and capable than a hairstyle with bangs, but he never thought so.
still combs his hair every day, but now it seems to be a completely different person, and even his eyebrows make people feel much stiffer and stronger than before.
For a while, I didn't get used to Xu Zhizhou, who had changed, and looked at him in a daze for a long time, until he spoke, I was sure that this was Xu Zhizhou.
I quickly recovered from this surprise and asked lightly, "Why did you come?" ”
Originally, according to the previous mode of getting along, I might have teased him a few words when I saw him here, but now I feel a little embarrassed between me and him, even if I don't think about those things, and I want to recover my previous heartlessness, I probably can't go back.
As soon as he wanted to get up, he was immediately held by Xu Zhizhou: "The injury is so serious, don't move easily." ”
I was stunned, looked at him blankly, and just came back to my senses and wanted to withdraw my hand, I heard him say: "Li En, although I know that in your heart I may not be able to compare to Tan Yiyang, but with me, I will not let you be hurt by bad people, and I will bring him to justice if I hurt you, it may be my professional sensitivity, I always feel that your injury this time is not a simple matter, leave it to me, give me the opportunity to help you, okay?" ”
Listening to him, I smiled at him.
I naturally know that this matter is not simple, but the depth of the entertainment industry, even if it can be found out, what can it be?
Find someone who is wrong with me, and maybe someone else is staring at me, after all, I suddenly became popular for no reason, and I am destined to make enemies on all sides.
I thought about it, I couldn't give him the same affection in return, or don't accept his kindness, so I shouted in a deep voice: "Xu Zhizhou..."
He didn't give me a chance to speak, and continued to hold my hand with his backhand, showing no sign of letting go.
Before I could speak, he continued: "I know what you have to say, you can refuse me, but you can't sway my thoughts, and I won't let go of anyone who hurts you, no matter who it is. ”
I was so blocked by Xu Zhizhou's words that I couldn't say anything for a while, and I was speechless.
Even though I knew that there would be no special result between me and him, I couldn't refute it inexplicably.
My hand subconsciously tightened, and gradually flexed my fingers to break free, but he caught it again, this time directly wrapping my hand in his big palm.
Xu Zhizhou looked at me intently, and suddenly laughed.
I said helplessly: "Mr. Xu, are you taking advantage of someone's danger by holding my hand so strongly?" ”
But he didn't think so, and still smiled.
Xu Zhizhou in front of me suddenly gave me an illusion, as if he had returned to the age when he was in the alley in Bugao, he was not the Xu Dazhuang who was arguing in the court, nor was he the president of the city government with scheming, but more like a young man with an innocent face.
"I've been waiting for you, I've been waiting for you." Xu Zhizhou's eyes looked at me motionlessly, "Tan Yiyang's marriage date has been announced to the outside world, just three months later, no matter what happened between you and him, you will no longer have any relationship after that, and you will not have any reason to refuse me at that time." ”
He's getting married, three months later.
Xu Zhizhou told me these words so that I couldn't come back to my senses for a long time, and when he said something later, I didn't listen to a word, and I couldn't give him any response at all, just looked at the nothingness in front of me in a daze.
I couldn't help but ask myself: "Lien, you can't let go of this relationship that has no results, what are you still looking forward to?" ”
This time, I stubbornly broke free of Xu Zhizhou's hand, took my mobile phone, and looked at the news of the past few days, and sure enough, after a long time, I finally saw the news about Yuming and Evergreen Group.
When I saw the truth of the news word by word, I had to admit that Tan Yiyang was getting married.
The following comments are all blessings, either blessings for talented women or wishing for a hundred years of good together, what can I hope for as an inconspicuous person?
I should have accepted the fact that he was going to marry someone else, but when I heard the news of this confirmation again, it was as if someone had cut a long hole in my heart, and the blood could not stop bubbling out, and I couldn't stop it.
Now it's a feeling, a pain, a heart-rending pain, an irrepressible pain.
My eyes began to swell, and the corners of my eyes were wet unconsciously, and then I lowered my head, not wanting Xu Zhizhou to see my embarrassed appearance.
He also saw the dodge in my eyes, held my hand again, and said seriously and in a low voice: "I said, I can give you what he can't give you, why bother to let yourself hit my head on the road of feelings?" ”
I still didn't look at him, but the corners of my wet eyes were already falling with tears, drop by drop on the corners of my clothes, and a large patch of blurred.
"Give up, he's not someone you can trust, trust me, I've always been serious about you, without a hint of joke." Xu Zhizhou's deep and powerful voice melted in my ears, "I will make you the happiest woman in the world, the happiest Mrs. Xu." ”
When he said this, I finally raised my head to meet his deep eyes, which were a different face from Tan Yiyang, but with a demagogic voice.
This time I didn't refuse, but I didn't accept it, I just made a request very calmly: "Give me three months, and I will break off with him cleanly, only such a Li En is suitable to stand by your side and be your Mrs. Xu." ”
Maybe this is not fair to Xu Zhizhou, but this is the only response I can give.
I kept refusing, and he kept pursuing, so he knew better than anyone else the stubbornness in my heart, and I knew better than anyone that the deep ditch between me and him could not be crossed in a short time.
Only time, give me some time, can I take myself out of those ridiculous seven years.
And I understand that I can't forget Tan Yiyang in three months, but I can always let myself clearly see my inadequacy in his heart.
But I never thought about how difficult these three months were, and even turned my life upside down, falling to the bottom, and almost falling to pieces.
That was just what happened later, and I was just hurting myself.
The more he endured his reluctance to let Xu Zhizhou see his fragile self, the more tears poured out.
He spread out his palms, with the warmth of a man, gently caressing my cheeks, and wiped away the tears that kept flowing down little by little.
"Don't say three months, even if it's more, I'm willing to wait for you."
With that, he got up, and I thought he was leaving, but I didn't expect him to lean down and kiss me on the lips in my stunned and helpless eyes.
I didn't go deeper, but I shuddered as I touched my lips like a dragonfly.
He didn't panic much, as if he saw through the panic in my heart, slowly left my lips, and grabbed my hand tighter: "Believe me, I can make your happiness something Tan Yiyang can't give you, and you will always be just a lover by his side." ”
At this moment, the door of the ward was suddenly opened from the outside, and no matter who came in, the first thing they saw was the ambiguous intimacy between me and Xu Zhizhou.
Through Xu Zhizhou's body, I clearly saw Tan Luoxi pushing the door from the outside.
"Li En, I don't even know what my brother thinks, but he actually ......" Then Tan Luoxi was speechless in surprise when he saw the scene in the ward.
Just in an instant, Tan Luoxi directly pulled Xu Zhizhou, stood in front of my bed and said righteously: "This Mr. Xu, in public, it is better to be self-respecting, what does a woman who pulls others look like this?" ”