When I thought of the way he locked himself in his room after being hurt by his cold words in his previous life, he tried his best to hide himself for fear of hurting her, he thought of his devotion to the gods and Buddhas praying for her to return to him after her death, and he thought of his determination to survive the loneliness and hustle and bustle alone in the years after her death......

Zhao Siqing's heart ached indescribably.

Seeing that she kept crying, Huo Jingchen couldn't help but be a little anxious, wiped her tears for her and whispered: "If you cry again, I will kiss you." ”

Hearing his words, Zhao Siqing couldn't help but burst into laughter.

Seeing this scene, the doctors couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief and slowly retreated.

I just thought that if Zhao Siqing didn't wake up again, I was afraid that the hospital would be demolished by him.

Zhao Siqing stretched out his hand and gently hugged Huo Jingchen, his eyes were sour, and he said softly: "I saw my previous life, I saw you in my previous life." ”

Huo Jingchen's body stiffened slightly, not knowing what she would want to say next.

Zhao Siqing lowered his eyes and said softly: "In the previous life... That kid can't live because he can't live, right? ”

Huo Jingchen obviously didn't expect her to know the truth, so he was stunned for a few seconds and didn't say anything.

Zhao Siqing raised his head to look at him, the corners of his eyes were sour, and he said softly: "Why don't you tell me......"

In the face of his inquiry, Huo Jingchen was silent and silent.

In fact, there is a possibility that the child will be born, but it is too risky for her.

He knew her character, and he was afraid that she would be desperate to give birth to that child.

And he can't tolerate the possibility of losing her a little.

As for the child after he was killed, he didn't dare to say anything.

He was afraid that she would dislike him even more, and imprisoned her in the cage of the Huo family, and even in the end, he couldn't even keep the child she wanted.

He was even more afraid of her despair of knowing that she had lost her uterus and would never be able to have children again, and he was afraid that she would not be able to bear this despair.

That being the case, it's better not to say anything and let her hate herself.

At least, the person she thinks about every day will be herself, right?

"What about this life? Why don't you say it in this life? Zhao Siqing looked at the man in front of him with tears in his eyes, a little dazed.

Huo Jingchen looked at her with dark eyes, and said slowly in a hoarse voice: "Because, in this life, I can't guarantee that you will be able to give birth to a child smoothly." If I were in a similar situation, I would just make the same choice. ”

"Even if I'm going to hate you forever?" Zhao Siqing choked and opened her mouth, her eyes red.

"There are so many people who hate me in this world, but you hate me as much as I want." Huo Jingchen spoke slowly.

What she gave him, whether it was love or hate, he always liked it.

Zhao Siqing's tears burst out of his eyes, and his little white hand clenched into a fist and hit Huo Jingchen's chest: "Are you stupid!" Are you stupid! ”

Huo Jingchen lowered his eyes, grabbed her little hand and took her into his arms, and said in a low voice: "I'm not innocent, I have indeed done many things." ”

She was like a light in his dark life, and he had so desperately hoped that this light would only shine on his world. He had also been extremely paranoid about wanting to occupy her entire life and become her all.

Zhao Siqing cried in his arms for a long time before he finally calmed down.

Huo Jingchen hadn't slept for a few days, and when he saw that her mood had stabilized, he asked Tang Zhen to send a set of clean clothes, and turned around to go to the bathroom to take a shower and sleep for a while.

After he entered the bathroom, Zhao Siqing sat on the head of the bed in a daze.

After a long time, she finally suddenly realized something, and quickly lifted the quilt and her eyes fell on her flat stomach, and tears fell again.