The afternoon sun shines warmly on the streets and alleys of Huatian Town, and the soft light is scattered on the streets of the old houses. In the sky, a few small birds occasionally flew after each other, and when they were tired of playing, they would find a big tree and stop standing on the branches and chirping.

After lunch, Wang Qianqian hurried to her cousin's house, she knocked on the big iron door of her cousin's house, and after a long time, her cousin opened the door. My cousin was a little unhappy when she saw Qianqian coming, and said annoyingly: "In the future, you can go to school by yourself, and you don't need to ask Xiaolin to come with you every day." Shallow was stunned for a moment, she turned her eyes to Xiao Lin, who stood motionless in front of her mother. Hyorin, like Assa, is a shy and obedient girl. When my cousin just opened the door, she saw Xiaolin squatting on the ground brushing pots and washing dishes.

"Go, go to school, Hyorin!" Cousin Hazel lowered her head and ordered her daughter. Xiao Lin, who was standing next to Hazel Zao, listened, so she walked to Qianqian's side and walked out of the house with Qianqian.

Along the way, Hyo-rim walked in front and shallow followed behind. When they reached a farmhouse, a chubby little girl pushed open the broken wooden door of her house and walked inside. She turned around and saw Xiao Lin and Wang Qianqian, so she looked at Wang Qianqian backwards, she seemed to like the new neighbor in front of her, she stepped forward and asked Xiao Lin curiously: "Is she your relative, Xiao Lin?" ”

"Yes!" When Xiaolin answered, she had already walked past her with Wang Qianqian.

"Hey, what's your name?" The teacher asked after them.

"Wang Qianqian!" Shallow glanced back at her and said.

"Wait for me!"

"Hurry up!" Hyo-rim said something in annoyance, then stopped with Asa and looked back at her.

Shishi was a chubby little girl with black hair and thick lips, and she was out of breath after not running a few steps. After she stopped, she gasped and introduced herself: "My name is Shishi, and I am in the same class as you, and I came in to see you this morning." ”

"Really?" Wang Qianqian was very happy to hear this.

They walked out of their alleys and turned into the alleys that led to the main street. Along the way, the curious teacher kept asking Qianqian: "Alas, are those two yellow-haired people in the school your younger brother and sister?" ”

"Yes." Shallow nodded.

She knew that in this school, only his brother and sister were yellow-haired, and their complexion was as white as if they had crawled out of a noodle vat. This sentence is a phrase that everyone who meets them often says.

"They are so beautiful, they look like foreigners!" Shi Shi said enviously.

Wang Qianqian smiled disappreciatively.

At this time, the town of Huatian was bustling, and the street vendors came and went. When the three of them walked into the streets and alleys of Huatian Town, the people who had been standing on the street inadvertently fell on this strange girl. So the people began to point their fingers, and some people actually chased after them, and they asked curiously and lovingly, "Whose child is this, so beautiful!"

Xiaolin was too lazy to talk to the questioners, she grabbed the corner of Wang Qian's clothes and said impatiently: "Go, don't pay attention to them!" ”

Shishi was a lively and enthusiastic girl, and she turned to the questioner and said, "The person has just moved in, and his name is Wang Qianqian." ”

"Well, Wang Qianqian, a nice name." The questioner looked at their backs and refused to leave for a long time, and they talked to each other: "Whose child is this, so beautiful!" ”

"She seems to have younger siblings, and those two look like foreigners, and their skin is snow-white." An insider said.

Xiao Lin walked quickly for a while, and a boy on a bicycle passed by them, he looked at the shallow with a smile, and sang casually: "What a beautiful jasmine!" Then he turned around and walked away, and the boy did not forget to look back and smile when he was about to disappear from sight.

Feeling a little inexplicable, she continued to follow Xiaolin to the middle of the street, and then turned into a small alley.

Walking out of the small alley, they came to a broken bridge, in front of the broken bridge was a small stone bridge, they crossed the small stone bridge, and then walked into an alley, through the alley, they turned into a wheat field.

The wheat in the wheat field was green, except for a black pig running in the middle of the wheat field, followed by a dog that kept chasing it and trying to bite its tail. The pig tried to get rid of it, but the dog was interested and followed. Shallow looked at it from afar, feeling entangled for the pig. The teacher also saw this scene, and she said to the two of them, "Look, there is a pig and a dog in front of you who are driving you back to me." ”

"Hmm!" Shallow has already seen it, but still politely agrees. Xiao Lin glanced at it coldly, not surprised.

Not far from the wheat field is the crossroads. This road is quite close to the school, shallow thought to himself.

When he walked through the crossroads, the teacher asked Wang Qianqian: "Uh, by the way, why don't you transfer to the second class?" Our students in the first class are anxious to go to the second class. Because the second shift is not strictly managed, there is no need to pass the endorsement. There are a lot of extra tables and stools there, and the learning environment there is really good. Wang Qianqian didn't know how to answer, she also wanted to go to the second class, but the autonomy didn't seem to be in her hands. She was helpless, she couldn't struggle with the gentle palms of adults and teachers.

As they walked through the school gate and into the classroom, they each walked to their seats and went about their own business.

Wang Qianqian can't memorize English and history in the morning, and he hasn't gone to the teacher's to pass the test. As soon as her ass stuck to the stool, she picked up the textbook and memorized the book, but the more she memorized, the more she couldn't remember, the more she memorized her thoughts, the more crooked her thoughts became, and she began to perfunctory with her on her back. In fact, her memory has always been bad, and when she went to school in the mountains, she often stayed in school every day because she couldn't endorse it.

In the afternoon, it was history and English, and the two teachers arranged a new memorization content, and this Dao Guan was like rows of mountains pressing on Wang Qianqian's head, she couldn't memorize, she couldn't memorize! After school in the afternoon, she and Weiwei stayed at school again, continuing to eat books and starve until dark.

In the evening, the classroom was quiet, the sky outside the window was a little dark, and the students were out of school. In other classes, there is the occasional sound of a sweeper or the footsteps of a resident student. At this time, in the classroom of the first class of the second year of high school, only Wang Qianqian and Weiwei were reciting English and history repeatedly with their heads swollen. This is what they have learned in a day, and they, the brain memory machine, must write down these useless things. Teacher Zang went to the classroom a few times, and kindly asked Qianqian a few times, whether he could memorize it, Wang Qianqian shook his head numbly. Teacher Yan occasionally goes around the classroom a few times, and these students will stay in school every day, but this newcomer will also stay in school, which is quite unexpected for her. After Teacher Zang cooked the meal, he held the bowl and asked Qianqian: "Are you hungry, Qianqian?" Shallow shook his head and said, "I'm not hungry!" ”

"Will you carry it?" Teacher Zang still asked amiably. Shallow shook his head.

"You won't carry it home!" Teacher Zang smiled and said to Qianqian.

"You guys should go home too, and remember to come back in the evening!" Teacher Zang's tone was much harsher when he spoke to them, with some contempt. Yang Ling was the first to rush out of the classroom, followed by the fat man, Han Han, and Weiwei and Qianqian.

After dinner in the evening, when they came to school, they memorized it until eight o'clock, but they still couldn't memorize, so Teacher Zang let them go home. After yesterday and this morning's efforts, Wang Qianqian finally memorized all the content left by the teachers to memorize.

But on this day, Wang Qianqian piled up the recitation tasks for the new day, she and Weiwei repeatedly stayed in school, repeating that they were waiting for the time to eat when others were eating. This torture made her head swell and infinitely troubled.

A few days later, Wang Qianqian's accumulation of unmemorized tasks was already like a hill, her psychological load slowly developed to the limit, and she began to think crankily when she was fragile, and she wanted to use suicide to relieve herself.

One night after school, when she came home, her head was swollen and she didn't say a word, and after eating, she lay alone on her small wooden bed to do her homework, and her psychology was suppressed by inexplicable despair. She wrote her homework for a while, and then began to tear off half of the clean paper from the back of the homework book with tears in her eyes, and wrote on it: Mom, I don't want to live anymore. I want to die. If I die, don't look for me. - Wang Qianqian. After Wang Qianqian finished writing, he put the note under his pillow, preparing to commit suicide by diving into the North Trunk Canal later. Maybe she was so tired that after a while, she fell asleep. When she closed her eyes, she thought to herself: I'm really tired, I want to sleep, let's die tomorrow!

When she got up the next day, Wang Qianqian woke up a little late, picked up her book and hurried to school, forgetting the note under her pillow.

In the evening, Wang Qianqian stayed in school and stayed until nine o'clock to come back. Wang Qianqian's mother Junzi saw her daughter coming back, and said worriedly and panickedly: "Qianqian, where have you been?" I've found most of your village. I thought you ...... You ......," Junko said, tears streaming down her face.

Wang Qianqian looked at his mother and said strangely, "I just got out of school!" So saying, she went into the house.

In the evening, Wang Qianqian lay on the bed and wrote her homework for a while, and she suddenly remembered the small note she wrote last night. She shook her homework book, and there was nothing in it. She thought: Oh no, it must have fallen on the bed. Where did you put it? She couldn't remember it at all. She searched in bed for a while, but found nothing. Maybe it was seen by her mother, she thought uneasily. If not, why did my mother go to most of the village to find herself?

Every evening in the future, as long as Wang Qianqian went home later, Junzi would leave home and go through the streets and alleys to go around most of the village to find Wang Qianqian. When she got home, she couldn't see her mother, so she always asked her sister inexplicably: "Where is your mother?" Where did it go? ”

"She's out looking for you!"

Shallow was shocked when she heard this, and thought: Mom may have really seen the little note she wrote. So, she searched the room again, but still couldn't find the little note. Maybe Mom really saw the little note she wrote! Shallow OK! Despite this, Wang Qianqian still wants to commit suicide every day, but the exhaustion after sunset and the deep sleepiness at night always hypnotize her. After a good night's sleep, she was in a hurry to go to school again.

For a period of time after that, Wang Qianqian, who was busy every day, seemed to have no time to commit suicide, and suicide gradually became her occasional thought, a thought that was paralyzed by busyness.