Chapter 38: It's a dirty word
The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and the ground was dripping with black water.
One after another, people were carried out, some could still see some life, and some were already covered with their heads.
I carried the little girl to her house, a thirty-year-old woman sitting by the window in a daze, and a boy was still asleep in the bed.
The woman heard the movement and looked over, and her face showed signs of fatigue and exhaustion.
She walked over and picked up the child and placed it on the bed.
I wanted to advise her not to say anything about life and death in front of her children. But I found myself incapable of speaking and not having the qualifications to say anything.
The mining accident happened suddenly, if the child's father could have survived. If they can't survive, the focus is on how much compensation the family can get.
The word money is a knife hanging over the head.
When I went out, I found the view, and she fell somewhere, covered in muddy water, but she was still holding the camera firmly in her hand.
"Brother Chen, let's go first." The view grabbed me, and my face turned pale.
I nodded, grabbed her hand and walked out, with the driver waiting for us outside.
But who knew that as soon as we walked to the door, someone stopped us, pointed to the camera in the hand, and said viciously: "People can go, all the cameras and mobile phones are left"
After coming for so long, I didn't see the police and ambulance personnel, all of them were internal personnel in the mine organizing rescue. This shows my filthiness, and now even we are going to be detained.
The scenery hugged the camera bag and didn't say a word.
I took out a pass and said calmly: "We are special commissioners in the province. ”
Who knows that the other party doesn't care about these at all, and rushes up to grab our things.
I quickly took out the electric shock rod from my bag and poked it hard, and the other party bent down in pain. Taking advantage of this opportunity, I grabbed the scenery and rushed out.
The rain washed over the eyes, and the car listened at the door.
After getting into the car, I turned my head and saw someone chasing after me, and told the driver to drive faster and simply not go to the original hotel.
I changed to a hotel, I carried my bag, the scenery was shivering, and I didn't forget to ask me, "Why do you have a stun stick?"
Not only did I have a stun stick, but I also brought out a change of clothes.
"Brother Chen said that this trip may be dangerous, let me be ready." I took a towel and gave it to her, "Hurry up and take a shower." ”
Jing Jing muttered, "You didn't tell me." ”
I smiled and didn't speak, the scenery was anxious, and I hadn't seen anything dark, and I might never be able to estimate the sinister nature of the human heart. Unlike me, I have been through too many hardships and can cope with many situations.
She was also exhausted, and fell asleep not long after coming out of the shower.
I took a hasty shower and started to have abdominal pain not long after I lay in bed. The cramping pain in my lower abdomen made me want to scream, but I was afraid of disturbing the scenery, so I could only stop stiffly.
In a cold sweat, I curled up in a ball. His hands and feet were so cold that his scalp was numb, and he cried out biting the quilt.
Calculate the time, it should be the eldest aunt, this time it will hurt so badly, it is really unexpected. This kind of thing can only endure the past, and there is no other way.
I don't even have the strength to go to the bathroom now, and my consciousness is gradually blurred.
In a daze, I seemed to hear someone calling my name.
"Su Soft, wake up."
"Su Soft Su Soft"
I raised my eyelids to see that it seemed to be Xiao Qingmo. But he felt like he was dreaming, how could he come here. The brain is blank, and the person who hurts is gone.
I only remember that I was in a lot of pain, and I was so painful that I wished I had lost all my senses.
After I really passed out, I really didn't know anything. When I regained consciousness, I didn't know where I was.
"Recently taken birth control pills"
"Hmm."
"Patients have a special reaction to birth control pills, which is why they cause abdominal cramps during menstruation. If you take other safety measures in the future, it may be dangerous if you have a next time. ”
"Thank you."
As soon as I opened my eyes, I saw Xiao Qingmo, and there was a female doctor standing next to him.
"Pay attention to keep warm, and there will be no problem in recuperating for a while." The other party wrote something in the medical record book and left.
Xiao Qingmo turned his head and saw that I had woken up, took my hand, frowned and said, "I fainted in pain, and I don't know how to shout about the scenery." ”
I said helplessly, "I thought that the patience was over." ”
I didn't expect to endure it and faint
"Pain and pain, how can you endure it and it will pass." Xiao Qingmo stroked my sideburns and said softly, "Next time you encounter this situation, you must call someone." ”
"Not before." I whispered.
A trace of emotion flashed in Xiao Qingmo's eyes, "It's my fault." ”
I was stunned for a moment before I realized that he was talking about birth control pills. It was an unpleasant experience and I didn't want to talk about it.
"Brother Chen and the scenery," I asked.
Xiao Qingmo helped me adjust the speed of the drip before saying, "Chen He has something to do, and the scenery has returned to Beicheng." ”
I was relieved to hear that the view was fine. It was raining heavily that night, and I was afraid that she was sick.
I lay in the hospital for a day, and in the evening I flew Xiao Qingmo back to Beicheng.
I felt much better after sleeping at home for two days, but Xiao Qingmo was not at ease and was not allowed to go to work.
I thought to myself, a big aunt is not pregnant. I didn't bother to argue with him, so I simply put out my painting tools and painted.
Just in time for the submission, I thought about everything I could draw.
The words of that little girl that night have always haunted me.
Ignorant innocence, cruel death. The two are intertwined, and there is always a calm pathos.
At that age, it was only known that death was caused by my father being buried in the earth. Unbeknownst to him, his father's death was the beginning of a family tragedy, and all of this was caused by a mining accident.
I stared at the blank piece of paper and made my first stroke.
On September 15th, Shanshui published a magazine.
After I got the magazine, I opened Brother Chen's column and read it word by word. There is a murderous aura of a blade under the calm brushstrokes, and the verbal criticism is nothing more than that.
Further back, it's my column with the scenery.
The photograph above is presented from a very unusual angle. The interweaving of light and darkness, the land that devours life in the night. People and things are mixed, and death is imminent.
I took a deep breath after looking at those photos, never knowing that the original photos had such rendering and expressiveness, and these were all made by the scenery.
The scenery jumped over with a doughnut and pointed to the painting I drew on it, "Many people under the official Weibo said that they cried when they looked at this painting." Little Susu, good job. ”
The thin little girl stood there quietly, with a black river in front of her. On the other side of the river, his father lay there, dead silent.
There was lightning and thunder in the sky, but it was not raining, and the little girl's face could be faintly seen in the black river, it was a smiling face, and it looked a little more mature than her current age.
I closed the magazine and pinched a doughnut out of the box, the sweet and glutinous taste reassuring me a little.
Jingjing lowered his head and swiped Weibo, and his face suddenly changed.
"What's wrong," I leaned over to see.
Someone commented on the official Weibo, who painted the painting in the September issue, this person is definitely a dual personality
The scenery was deleted directly, and he looked at my face carefully.
I had sugar stains on my hands, lowered my head and removed the tissue to wipe it, and said calmly: "You know that I have some mental illness, which is the kind that the man said." ”
No one in the magazine knew this, but they didn't expect it to leak in front of the scenery in this way.
I didn't hear the scenery speak for a long time, my heart tightened, and when I looked up, I saw her looking serious and thoughtful, and then asked me seriously, "Then you can buy two copies of cosmetics, clothes, and shoes, after all, the preferences of the dual personalities are also different."
Me,""
Okay, that's it, when I didn't say it.
In the afternoon, I received a phone call from my mother, and I answered it after hesitation.
She asked me out for dinner in the evening, and I agreed.
When I went over, to my surprise, she was already there.
But I haven't seen her for half a month, she seems to be a little plump, and her face is not bad.
After I sat down, she let the food be served.
I stared at the almond tofu for a long time, but I didn't say anything after all.
"Didn't you say never to see you again," I said, clenching my fists.
Xu Qing looked at me for a while, "You plan to marry Xiao Mingyuan instead of Tang Jingwen"
I raised my eyebrows, "At the beginning, the Tang family paid 500,000, this is the condition." ”
Xu Qing took out a card from his bag and pushed it in front of me, "This is half a million, you can withdraw from this transaction." ”
When she said this, her tone was light. The plain face was as beautiful as ever, and there was no emotion to be seen.
There was a burst of astringency in my heart, "The money is for Uncle Xu's treatment, what's the matter if you give me money now?"
"If you hide it for a while, you can't hide it for a lifetime. When the Xiao family finds out that you are not the real Tang Jingwen, all the blame will be borne by you. Xu Qing said slowly: "It's good for you to quit now." ”
When you got me involved, did you ask me what I meant?
I held back the emotions in my heart and said expressionlessly: "There is no turning back from the bow, I can't say it now." ”
Xu Qing was a little impatient, "Why are you so disobedient, this kid, Wenhui's marriage with the Li family was messed up by you, and now you don't want to agree to this matter." Su Soft, I've raised you for so many years, can you give me a little return in addition to messing up my life?"
"Who's a big fool, you're a big fool"
I didn't look at the electricity, so I just connected it.
"Su Ruan, has your mother been looking for you?" is Tang Jingwen.
I glanced at Xu Qing on the other side, "Hmm." ”
Tang Jingwen's voice instantly became proud, "Su Ruan, you are really a disaster, your mother actually told me that she would help me persuade you to leave Xiao Mingyuan." Tsk, I'm afraid that if you don't let go of this golden beetle son-in-law, something will be bad. ”
"yes, I didn't expect that." My heart was trembling, and I didn't expect my own mother to stand on Tang Jingwen's side.
"By the way, she told you. You have a child with Xiao Mingyuan, and then leave the country with the 500,000 yuan. Every time Tang Jingwen said a word, I suspected that I had auditory hallucinations, "My child accidentally flowed, and he happened to marry the Xiao family." Although I can't have any more children in the future, if you give birth to a child for me to raise, I can also stabilize the position of the Xiao family. ”
Tang Jingwen was pregnant with a child before, and she was afraid that she would not be able to have another child in the future, so she asked me to marry Xiao Mingyuan for her.
Now her child was accidentally miscarried, and she asked me to give birth to a child for her, and she married Xiao Mingyuan herself.
Oh my God, what talented person could make up a script like this.
I asked quietly: "The Xiao family thinks I am Tang Jingwen, how to solve this matter." ”
Tang Jingwen said disapprerovingly: "It's not simple, when the time comes, I said that I thought I had cancer, so I made this decision, but I didn't expect it to be a misdiagnosis from the hospital." In short, everything will be worked out. You, just find a way to get pregnant with Xiao Mingyuan's child as soon as possible. ”
"Who came up with this kind of attention." I asked her.
Tang Jingwen actually laughed, "Your mother, it's really amazing." When I found her, I thought she had some kind of conspiracy. ”
"Very good." I looked at Xu Qing on the other side and smiled.
Tang Jingwen said with satisfaction: "That's okay, as soon as possible, the money can be added to you." Your mom is right, you really listened to her. ”
"I'm a muddy horse." I said it word by word.
This swear word provoked Xu Qing to look at me.
Tang Jingwen subconsciously asked me, "What did you say?"
"I said, 'I'm grass, mud, and horses.'" I hung up, never before did I feel like swearing was such a pleasant thing to do at this moment.