Chapter 76: You Are Not Deserved
Liu Xin'er said that she is not ruthless, nor is she a person who has cut off her seven emotions and six desires.
Those indifference and calmness are what she has seen through bit by bit in the long years.
The life of the first person in the world, every one is pure and flawless, like a blank piece of paper, because of a little grievance, crying liver and intestines.
As a child of demons and humans, Liu Xin'er was born and faced a reality that was crueler than any life.
She was a human child, with black eyes, black hair, and a soft and glutinous baby, but her growth rate was very slow.
It takes a hundred years for an ordinary child to grow up, and it takes her a hundred years to grow, both physically and mentally.
In those early years, when she first knew how to cherish, she was stubborn and affectionate.
At that time, Han Feifei's cage, she could still visit every day, and every time, she would ask her, where is my father? What kind of person is my father?
These problems last not for one or two years, but for two or three hundred years.
No matter how stupid a child is, no matter how stunted, he will get his own answer in these thousands of replies to inquiries.
Her unwillingness, her anger, her questioning, and even her sadness finally came to an end in her increasingly pale hair.
Some questions, ask too much, think too much, understand thoroughly, and you will no longer be obsessed.
Liu Xin'er's growth, although slower than others, is her step by step, serious step.
When she was able to understand the cause and effect, knew that the good fortune avoided the evil, and understood that the overall situation was important, the heart of wanting to save her father when she was young was drowned behind forbearance and reason.
Liu Jianghe can't be saved.
He was the one who was caught by Wang Yi, and he was also the one who was spelled by Miao Qing, and there was nothing else to do but be trapped there.
Liu Xin'er's eyes flashed with grief and forbearance.
"I know he's there, and my mother knows that they're so close, and I'll always go around there and watch from afar."
All this can only be watched from afar.
"Why, can't be saved?"
I wanted to know why, but I had a hunch that I didn't know.
"Because, he's under the Immortal Curse—"
Liu Xin'er lowered her head, covered her eyes, and bit her lip in some pain.
This immortal spell is a forbidden technique, and it is the first forbidden technique in the demon world that cannot be moved.
In ancient times, the heavens and the earth were chaotic, and people and animals were the same, fighting to survive.
Suddenly, some animals turned into demons, their lifespans were extended, and they were no longer limited by the world of the jungle.
This was originally a good thing, but when there was a desire to mix in, it began to deteriorate.
At first, the demon was the same kind that helped him, but after the disparity in strength between the demons increased, there was a dispute.
This was supposed to be a world where people were superior, but after being replaced by a demon, the demon also began infighting and calculation between people.
It's just that the calculation at this time is so vulgar, and it is too inferior compared to people.
As a result, the demons who moved their minds began to collude with people, and after people's desires were mixed in, more cultivation methods, and worse forbidden techniques, began to be arrogant.
But are people really so selfless in their planning?
Apparently not.
The ability to live forever and subvert all living beings is everyone's yearning!
As a result, people began to imitate demon cultivation, began to cultivate truth, began to become immortals, and began to confront demons.
Then, there are people with average qualifications, but with a lot of wealth and power, mixed in, and everything is even more chaotic.
These people can't become immortals, and they don't complain when they become ghosts, but they have the idea of rebirth.
The so-called rebirth is reincarnation.
In this world, there is no reincarnation, there is no so-called past life and this life, all life, extinguished, is extinguished, just like the wind and sand, return to the sea of sand, either drift away, or huddle together into another scene.
All life is composed of a pile of matter, and after spending its proper years, it returns to its essence, and after it is dispersed, it is regenerated with other soils.
The so-called reincarnation, in its original circumstances, takes tens of millions of years, or even hundreds of millions of years.
But because of people's desires, the fear of death, and the rejection of dissipation, there is a reincarnation method.
That method is the longevity mantra.
It's obviously against the laws of nature, it's obviously greedy, but it has such a nice name, the longevity curse.
The body will eventually die, but the soul can live forever, shorten the years of waiting, and return to the world again.
Being able to remember the past life and look forward to the future is an immortal mantra.
This spell is extremely ruthless, and what you want is the ability of the demon.
The years of demons are older than those who become gods and immortals, and their strength is purer than that of people, and there are not as many distracting thoughts as people.
Once identified, it will not be abandoned. Mend the soul of the master and help him come back to life.
At this time, the demon is no longer an overlord, just like a slave, for thousands of years, the only thing he can do is to gather souls on the shore of the sea of souls.
Such a demon is the infatuated demon in the mouth, and the method used is the longevity spell.
With love as a shackle and heart as a lock, life after life, waiting for the king to return.
Kejun will never return.
On the shore of the sea of souls, the living cannot enter, and once they reach the lakeside, this demon will not be able to come out.
The demon is waiting for the return of the people to go to the sea of souls to gather, but people can only stay in the world.
This is the price, and it is also the punishment that nature gives.
What do you think is affectionate and righteous? It's nothing but self-deception, man!
Whether it is a demon or a human, they are all puppets of lust and desire, floating in the red dust, and they are incomprehensible.
On Liu Jianghe's body, the spell cast is the immortality curse.
This curse has been completed, and the reason why Han Feifei is imprisoned is not because Han Yunduo is angry, but because there is no other way.
If she is not imprisoned, she will have to go to the Soul Sea, and for the rest of her life, there will be no Qingming, and Liu Jianghe, even if she is reborn, even if she remembers, she will not be seen.
"You know what? I actually hate you. ”
Liu Xin'er raised her eyes to look at me, a little decadent, "If it weren't for your life, if it weren't for your flesh and blood, he wouldn't be like this." ”
He wouldn't be like this, and Liu Jianghe wouldn't be like this if he hadn't swallowed my heart.
"How can this be blamed on Anning? What does An Ning know? ”
Xiaobai defended me, "She's just a poor person who has been cursed, and now I don't even remember the name of that person." ”
"Does she really not remember, or does she not want to remember?"
Liu Xin'er questioned me loudly, and all the grievances and anger were melted into this sentence, word by word:
"If it weren't for you, how could there be such a thing as an immortal spell in this world?"
If it weren't for me?
Is the longevity curse because of me?
I opened my mouth, and I couldn't speak if I didn't come.
"An Ning, you should have died a long time ago, you should have died thousands of years ago, so-"
Liu Xin'er didn't look over, "Don't look at me with innocent eyes, you are not an innocent person from beginning to end, you are not worthy!" ”
You are not worthy, three words, like a thin blade, pierced my heart, and blood flowed sideways.