There is no turning back from the bow, and since it has come, there is no possibility of leaving

What's more, the money has already been collected.

I knew very well how important Uncle Xu was to my mother, so I persuaded her.

She kept crying on the other end of the phone, and I couldn't help it.

It took a long phone call with my mother to calm her emotions.

In the end, she choked up and said, "Soft, in the end, I still want you to persuade me, I'm really useless." ”

No, you're already great. It's great to be able to give birth to me.

After hanging up, I collapsed headlong on the bed.

took out the check and looked at it for a while, got into the quilt and planned to sleep, I have been thinking about whether to come to Tang's house for the past few days, but I really didn't sleep well.

Thunderstorms rumble, lightning and night mingle.

A shadow crept up from the corner......

The smell of wood, the smell of perfume are mixed together......

"No, I'm very good, please don't."

"Please, Auntie, please."

"I don't want to be locked in the closet, it's so dark."

"Auntie!"

"No, don't hit me, I'm so good, I'll be obedient."

"I'm going to laugh, you see, I'm going to laugh."

For as long as I can remember, that weird perfume smell has been wrapped around my life.

And the lingering pain and darkness.

"Come on, soft, eat sugar, why don't you eat what Auntie bought for you."

"Auntie, this is a bug......"

"Nonsense, it's sugar! Do you think I'm crazy and can't even tell the difference between candy and bugs? ”

Fifteen years old, it was really windy that night, standing on the balcony.

"It's so soft, let's go with my aunt."

"No...... Let go of me, let go of me......"

I sat up sharply, sweating profusely.

There was lightning and thunder outside, and I didn't know when it was already stormy.

There was no light on in the room, and the shadows of the trees were shaking.

The huge wardrobe was there, and I could almost hear someone scratching the door inside.

It seems that a small voice is crying and begging for mercy, saying that it was wrong.

I stared at it for a moment, then rushed to the window, opened it, and climbed down the ladder on the edge.

I'm getting out of here, I don't want to be locked in a cupboard.

There are so many bugs in there, I don't want to eat them, don't eat them.

It was very stormy, and I kept running along a bushy road.

I ran over the fence for a while, and finally saw the flower house.

It was dark inside, so I walked in and turned on a small lamp.

Lying on the dusty couch, I finally settled down.

Sleep for a while, just sleep for a while, and your aunt won't find out when you go back.

I curled up on the couch and fell into a deep sleep.

Someone was calling my name in my sleep, and I was reluctant to wake up.

No, I don't want to go back. It's so dark, it's thundering. The cabinet is so narrow and stuffy.

"Squish, do you like this big wardrobe?"

"Come peek-a-boo, you get in."

Why didn't you come to me, I'm already so well-behaved, why are you still locking me in the cupboard.

I'm so hungry, what should I do?

"I'm hungry, so I'm going to eat sugar. Look at how good this is, my aunt said it was candy, not a bug. ”

……

"Su Soft!"

There was a pain in my hand, and I woke up.

Xiao Qingmo half-knelt on the ground, looking anxious.

"Su Ruan, why did you come here?" He looked worried, and his eyebrows were full of anxiety.

I looked at him for a while, and said obediently and gently, "Third brother, I haven't seen you for a long time." ”

A huge shock appeared in Xiao Qingmo's eyes, and he said for a long time: "You are Su Ying." ”

I hugged him and couldn't help crying, "Third brother, don't you want me?" ”

I haven't seen each other for so long, and the third brother is so indifferent to me, has something happened during the time I left?

Xiao Qingmo hugged me, coaxed me and asked, "Where is Su Ruan?" What happened? ”

I looked at my surroundings and said timidly, "I don't know, I'll see you when I wake up." ”

Thundered......

There was a loud thunder outside, and I screamed in fright.

"Sakura, it's okay, good girl." Xiao Qingmo hugged me in his arms and kissed my forehead, "I'm here, I'm here." ”

I grabbed the third brother's clothes tightly, afraid that he would disappear as soon as I let go, but I couldn't help sobbing.

When I left him at the age of nineteen, I never saw my third brother again, and I really missed him.

Xiao Qingmo carried me back to his room, it turned out that this was the old residence of the Xiao family, and it was actually next to the Tang family.

I was drenched and he urged me to take a hot shower.

When I was sleeping, Xiao Qingmo was lying beside me.

I looked at him and asked crying; "Third brother, why haven't you come to me all these years?"

"I still love to cry so much." Xiao Qingmo took me in his arms, patted me lightly on the back, and explained, "It's not that I don't look for you, I can't find you." ”

I wanted to say something and stopped, so how did you meet now, did you meet Su Ruan?

But I didn't dare to ask, I was afraid that he would be angry.

"Sakura, Su is soft...... How are you doing these years? He still couldn't hold back and asked.

I leaned into his arms and whispered, "That's it, you know her temper." Cold, indifferent, doesn't care about anything, and loves to offend people when he speaks. ”

I really want to tell him that in the past few years since leaving the Tang family and leaving him, Su Ruan has gradually stopped needing me.

But what to do, I don't want to say. I finally came out once, and I was able to see the third brother once, I was reluctant to say this.

"Hmm." Xiao Qingmo stopped talking and coaxed me to sleep.

I wasn't sleepy at all and wanted to hug him and talk. But when I saw him, I couldn't open my mouth. Obviously, the third brother is worried about Su Ruan now.

"When others bully her, she fights. How nice it would be if you cried, crying and being coquettish can be solved. "I deliberately said something about Su Soft.

Xiao Qingmo really answered, "Fight? ”

"Hmm." I nodded slightly.

He wanted to ask something else, so I asked him, "Third brother, do you like me more, or do you like Su Ruan more?" ”

This question has never been asked by Su Ruan before, and I believe she wants to ask it too. But she has such a temper, she won't say it when she dies.

"Sleep." Xiao Qingmo hugged me tightly and said, "Rest well in the rain, it's not good to be sick, you are always afraid of hardship and refuse to take medicine." ”

I listened to him and slept obediently.

……

When I woke up and saw Xiao Qingmo beside me, I refused!

It must have been the wrong way for me to open it, otherwise how would I see him!

Glancing at the watch on the wall, seven o'clock.

It was already dawn outside, and I froze, and yesterday afternoon I fell asleep at half past five.

"Awake?" Xiao Qingmo's voice was a little hoarse when he first woke up, and his half-squinted eyes were not as indifferent as usual.

I didn't have the heart to look at this kind of style, so I lifted the quilt and jumped down, "Thank you for taking care of me last night." ”

I didn't hear Xiao Qingmo answer, and when I turned my head, I saw him sitting on the edge of the bed looking at me.

"What's wrong?" I was a little nervous.

Xiao Qingmo came over and touched my forehead, "It rained last night and I had a low-grade fever." ”

He found medicine for me, I took it and ate it, and said politely: "Thank you for taking care, I was burned last night, so I came to trouble you." ”

Ambiguous, less to say and less wrong.

After a long while, Xiao Qingmo looked at me and said slowly, "It's not troublesome, Su Ruan." ”