When Tan Yiyang left, the door closed, I lay on the bed and laughed a little self-deprecatingly, my clothes were spread out like this, and my body felt cold.

It's like my heart, at this moment, it's like it's frozen, and it can't be warmed.

It took me a long time to get out of bed, and even though I was dressed so thinly, I walked out onto the balcony to let the cold wind sober.

I just met bad boys when I was 16 years old to avoid debts and learned to smoke when I was hiding in Tibet, but I didn't have much money, so I didn't smoke much, and I haven't touched it at all since I met Tan Yiyang.

But today I don't know why, I just want to smoke a cigarette, and this feeling is like a tornado that suddenly hits, and people can't avoid it.

Standing on the balcony I opened the window, lit one, and quietly looked out.

Tan Yiyang's car stopped next to the light pole and didn't leave, but he just pressed the window, and he looked at me again.

Almost unconsciously, I curled the corners of my mouth and smiled sadly.

Even if it was far away, even if there was smoke in front of me, I could still feel the light in his heavy eyes.

Tan Yiyang's eyes were deep and beautiful, and his brows were slightly twisted, but the light in his eyes inadvertently made me dare not look at it.

I lowered my head and buried myself in the glass and stopped looking at him, even if I inadvertently guessed his intentions today, even if he denied it, even if we had an intimate relationship, it would not change the reality in the slightest.

I know that he may like me, otherwise in the face of a woman he doesn't like, it is absolutely impossible for him to sleep with me for seven years in his style, but that must not be love, because he has a woman in his heart, and he always loves her, no matter how hard I try, I can't get into his heart.

In this kind of emotional entanglement, if you must get married, it is more reliable to be a good match.

I know all this, I understand all of this, and I clearly tell myself to stay away from him, so every time I see him, I twist with him.

I looked up and looked downstairs again, and I laughed and laughed and cried.

Watching his car go away, I leaned against the glass.

This man is simply terrible, he knows that he will not give me results, and even he knows very well whether there is a future between us, but he comes to tease me.

Let me forget about him, this matter was interrupted by him again and again.

I asked him if he cared about me, and I was really afraid that he would give me the answer I wanted, and I was glad that he didn't give me hope, so that I could be myself and forget about him.

"You're still thinking about him?" Suddenly, Xu Zhizhou's words pulled my thoughts back.

He was very arrogant and threw a flannel blanket to me: "I know the mess that the media said, especially after assuming that you had a miscarriage, Tan Yiyang would look for you, but I didn't expect him to find me so soon." ”

"Don't talk nonsense!" I fastened my clothes belt, put on a blanket with a chill, walked into the room and said with a smile: "I don't bother to think about a man who is going to marry someone else, when will you come back, and suddenly a sentence came out, strange and scary." ”

"You just pretend, I'm tired when I look at you, I really don't know how long I can block you, even if I am doing a good job, do you secretly watch me when I take a shower?"

Xu Zhizhou looked at me with a wicked smile and stepped into the bathroom before I went crazy.

I immediately blushed and was a little speechless, but the next second I directly smashed the blanket on my body and stomped my feet: "Xu Zhizhou, you are still a lawyer, shameless, eavesdropping on us outside." ”

He looked helpless: "What's wrong with eavesdropping, this is also a way and means to obtain evidence, besides, this seems to be my family, is there a problem with me listening openly?" Anyway, you told Tan Yiyang, why don't you try me, and you will definitely not live up to what you said. ”

I glared at him, picked up a bag of potato chips in the snack box, and ate it resentfully: "Pull it down, I'm afraid I'll live up to Xu Daxiang's fantasy about women, I'm not comparable to those women in your hard drive." ”

Xu Zhizhou glared at me fiercely before closing the bathroom door: "You are really a drama spirit, so that you don't waste your acting skills at all, you were about to die crying on the balcony one second, why are you like nothing at all, am I going to go home as a ghost?" ”

Seeing this, I leaned outside and knocked on the toilet door, the movement was not small, and said with a smile: "Xu Dazhuo, the ghost will not stay in your house for long, tomorrow I will return to the crew, and it will be almost finished, as a newcomer, I can't say anything to hold everyone back." ”

There was no movement inside, and there was no more stubble to answer my words, probably washing.

I pouted, sat on the couch, turned on the TV, and quietly watched the show.

Not long after, the door of the bathroom suddenly opened, Xu Zhizhou wiped his face with a towel and said slowly: "I am in such a hurry to go back, I miss your little lover of scandal, and I am doing a good job?" ”

Why did Xu Zhizhou go against me today?

I glared at him, "Did I offend you today?" When I went to work, I was still good, and I said goodbaye with a warm look, but now it's like taking gunpowder. ”

"You didn't offend me, it's just that you can stop a little, you just separated from Tan Yiyang, and you can seamlessly connect to the next one in an instant, why haven't I seen you so popular with men before, since you have chosen to be an actor, you can act well, don't hook up with them intentionally or unintentionally, and give those actors a chance to rub your oil, okay?"

I looked at him helplessly, showing innocent little eyes, I really couldn't think of it, where did I give the actor a chance to rub oil?

Even the report about Ye Lijun, he himself said it like that without my consent, it sounds like he will relieve me again, this is called rubbing oil?

The more I pondered, the more angry I became, and I angrily picked up the pillow and threw it in the direction of the bathroom.

"Xu Zhizhou, you should find a woman to help you vent your hormones, it's just early menopause, it's unreasonable."

After finishing speaking, Xu Zhizhou took the pillow and put it back on the sofa, then sat next to me, and said without hesitation: "I have to find a woman, otherwise my good physical strength will not be wasted." What about Mao Ranran, Xiao Yu found out that she always peeked at me, maybe she had a crush on me. ”

Mao Ranran?

I was angry: "Xu Zhizhou, can't you be normal today?" Mao Ranran, is she your dish, don't be blind. ”

Xu Zhizhou turned his head to look at me, hooked his lips, and said without pain or itching: "She is indeed not my dish, you are my dish, so can you make me arch?" ”

I was speechless by his anger, and their men were more shameless than the other, but I had no choice but to stand up angrily and yell, "I'm back in the room." ”

I didn't have a good temper, and as soon as the temper of the short-tempered cow came up, even if the three cows pulled me, it was useless.

With a nameless fire in my head, I stepped directly over Xu Zhizhou's legs, got up and went back to the room.

Not long after I returned to the room, I heard Xu Zhizhou knocking on the door outside, and his voice sounded much softer than Fang Cai's: "Still angry? ”

Actually, I don't want to pay attention to him, but in the end, he's not wrong, it's just that he is a little unscrupulous today, so I still send someone under the fence.

So I shouted through the door, "I'm, ignore me." ”

He seemed to be leaning against the door, although the voice was not too loud, I still heard him whisper: "I'm just too worried about you, so it's a bit hurtful, don't be angry, it's easy to get wrinkles." ”

Even if it was wrinkled, he didn't want to think about who was angry.

I didn't say anything, just quietly looked at the moonlight outside the window, in fact, I knew his worries, how could I not know what he was doing to me.

Xu Zhizhou For me, apart from my dad and Tan Yiyang, he is the most important person to me.

How can I respond to his emotions at will, he should have a woman who is completely only him in his heart, without distractions, and not me who is incomplete to him.

……

I was back on the set the next day, and everyone looked at me with questions in their eyes.

I quietly went to the corner and waited for the makeup artist to apply my makeup.

Just when I was about to finish my makeup, I saw Ye Lijun walking over in a drama uniform.

With a warm smile between his eyebrows, he sat aside: "How is your body, why haven't you rested for a few more days, anyway, there are not a few scenes?" ”

I smiled: "I'm a newcomer, I don't dare to consume everyone's time, Ye Dapai, I may have caused you some trouble because of my affairs before, I'm really sorry." ”

Ye Lijun looked at my serious appearance, chuckled twice, and then quipped: "I'm sorry, the current reporters like to gossip like this, it's better to let them gossip, anyway, I haven't married you, make a CP on the hot search every day, and tease these reporters, why not?" ”

I swallowed when I heard this, and didn't respond to his words, but asked the question in my heart: "Ye Dapai, it stands to reason that you are a senior, or a big name, there are so many big-name female stars, and you are talented and beautiful, why are you looking for a newcomer like me to accompany you to form a CP, it's not because I helped you, so you want to pull me, right?" ”

You can't blame me for being so strange, because even Xu Zhizhou thinks that I don't bother to seduce others, I really have to ask clearly.

Otherwise, with Ye Lijun's huge fan support group, I can be stabbed on the Internet in minutes.

Some people on Weibo have already defined me as an eighteen-line small Internet celebrity who was hit by a pie, and Ye Lijun is naturally a handsome aristocratic long-legged Oba.

No matter where you look at it, he and I are both strange CPs.

But this topic made Ye Lijun interrupt indiscriminately.

In fact, I just asked, I didn't expect Ye Lijun to give me any answer.

The next few days were filming step by step, and I deliberately distanced myself from all the actors.

After all, in their rumors, I am a merry woman who is unmarried and pregnant, and has an accidental miscarriage.

Fortunately, I am not the kind of woman with a glass heart, and I choose to ignore gossip.

Therefore, the media also gave me an attitude of self-pride and coldness.

Although the media's attitude towards me before the release of the movie was not friendly, after the release, the speed of the media's reversal was simply beyond my imagination.