Chapter 219: I'm still a villain after all
When we are young, we sometimes can't get rid of our own selfish thoughts, so we choose to remain silent and even harm others and ourselves.
When we are young, we sometimes have a lot of forks in the road, but we don't realize that each direction has a different future or even a different life.
When we are young, we often love to choose willfulness, so we miss the person who fell in love at first sight, maybe this "loss" is to give up a certain possibility of a lifetime, this possibility may have to be remembered by countless days and nights in the future.
Fortunately, when we were young, we were fortunate to be young, we could have a lot of choices, and everything was in time, as long as it was not life and death, we could basically change it if we made a mistake, and we could even shut down and restart it.
In fact, Lan Lan at that time may not have understood that "giving others a chance is giving herself a chance", and her opportunity was just in the blink of an eye.
But even if it was just a change of thought, she easily won Luo Yusong back, and at the same time changed her entire college career.
In the middle of the stable period when a wave had just calmed down and a wave had not risen, I once asked Lan Lan why Luo Yusong was so desperate to save her, but she spoke so hurtful and didn't appreciate it at all.
Lan Lan said: "I don't want him to misunderstand me and Wang Xiaobai, because I like him; I didn't want him to know that my injury was for Wang Xiaobai, so I said that I didn't stand firm and fell because of a mistake; I didn't want him to worry about my injuries, so I said it was okay to say so lightly...... I tried so hard, but he still held on to Wang Xiaobai, and ...... He's still with you, in fact, when I saw an aunt there that day, I already felt that it was his own mother. ”
I said, "You all feel that it's his own mother, don't you feel that Luo Yusong comes to see you every time?" ”
Lan Lan said: "Of course I felt it, but he didn't even say a word of greeting. ”
I said, "Isn't that because you have a Wang Xiaobai by your side every day?" ”
Lan Lan said: "Then he didn't even visit me once when I was in the hospital. ”
I want to say: you don't know what kind of "darkest moment" he went through to save you;
I want to say: how much risk he took to sign that signature for you, and what kind of psychological torment he endured;
I also want to say that one more minute of hesitation and one more second of delay in that critical and chaotic moment can mean life or death for you...... We fled the hospital, so why would we want to go back if we were fleeing?
I should have told Lan Lan about the lost eyes outside the conservatory;
told her that he had driven himself into a dead end in order to save her, and when he told her that there was no way out, he said "she can't die";
I should also tell her that she almost broke all his self-confidence by saving Wang Xiaobai like that......
Also, he stayed in "Zhida" because of her, and in order to stay, he gave up "T Big" and had to find someone to pretend to be his girlfriend and lie to his parents;
But I didn't say anything.
I think I'm still a villain after all, and I really can't make wedding dresses for others willingly after losing Luo Yusong.
I quickly changed the subject: "Anyway, you're together now. ”
"Yes," Lan Lan's face was like a peach blossom: "If this is according to my temper, I won't give in, I really fight him, but I don't know how I talk about it, I can't do it." ”
The age of 18 or 9 years old is the capricious capital of girls, we are all more or less capricious, and Lan Lan is still very much, among the five people in 202, she is free and uninhibited, and willful to the bones, but only this time she is abnormal She chose to compromise and converge, so she easily snatched Luo Yusong back from me.
I thought to myself, fortunately, you can't do it, otherwise, it's really hard to say who Luo Yusong is.
Lan Lan and I will still be very good friends, but there is Luo Yusong between us after all.
I'm jealous of her.