There were two attendants guarding outside the noble wards of the Changbai County Lord.

Her personal maid came out and invited Xingyao in.

Xingyao asked Zhaoxue to wait outside the door and walked into the ward by himself,

The county lord of Changbai had already undergone surgery, he was weak, the effect of the anesthetic had passed, and his belly was cold and painful.

She motioned for her maid to go out.

"You're here to see if I'm dead, right? Don't worry, I'm going to live a long life. "Even if she doesn't have the strength to speak, she wants to be sarcastic.

How could Xing Yao regard herself as a friend, not to mention that before, Guang Chong was robbing her business now, she was enough to hate herself.

"It's better to have an enemy visit you than to have no one, right?" Xing Yao asked with a smile.

These words were what the Changbai County Lord had in mind.

It's better than no one to come and see, it's not a glorious thing to be sick, so naturally I won't say it to the outside world, except for Xingyao, who else will come to see me?

I'm really lonely.

What is called loneliness is the kind of grievance that even if you are surrounded by people, you still have nowhere to talk about your heart. The strong sense of loss that the world is so big but I feel that there is nowhere to accommodate myself, the kind of intense withering feeling that I have been favored by my father and now I am snubbed by him, and I have been pursued by many excellent men.

There is also the feeling that there is love that cannot express the helplessness of not being able to escape without love.

Xing Yao felt that he was her enemy, but it was this enemy who made him feel a trace of the warmth of being recognized from her.

Because of her care, it represents the recognition of herself by those behind the scenes, from Zhu Qi to Quya. I really want to be part of these people's lives.

I have always been active in doing things by myself, and I just want to firmly grasp the initiative, but why am I so passive in the end?

"Tell me how you manage your happiness?" She asked, looking at her tired eyes hopelessly.

She always felt that Xingyao was luckier than herself.

No matter how much he slandered her, Zhu Qi never gave up on her, and it seemed that he really made himself jealous and hateful.

"I can't be sure. I can only do as much as I can in my heart. Xingyao replied.

"I'm also working hard according to what I want, but I often feel that what I do is not what I want?" Tears flashed in the eyes of the Changbai County Lord, and she felt that she was unlucky. If it weren't for the camp guard season to plague himself, how could he have come to this point, and would it be so dark from now on?

She wanted to fight, she wanted to get rid of the Iron Tree, she wanted to be free, she wanted to start over.

But she felt that there was no hope, as Wang Fu said, a woman who has been divorced should not want to have love again.

The wilted vine plum blossom bracelet in the jewelry box can only be pressed on my heart as a kind of sorrow forever.

"Why do you want to do so much? Good health is the most important thing. Mrs. Qu actually cares about you very much, she asked me to bring these Chinese medicines, you decoction three times a day, only boil a bowl of water to drink each time, and your body will recover faster. She said that Chinese medicine cannot save emergencies, but it can maintain health. Xing Yao put the yellow paper-wrapped Chinese medicine on the head of her bed.

"Thank you." She said with a little emotion.

Sometimes she felt that women were more friendly than men.

For example, Xingyao, from the first time they met, she has never said anything about herself. She was ungrateful to her, but she still cared about her life regardless of her previous suspicions.

"Mrs. Qu said that if a person is sick, only if he is in a good mood can he save himself, and I hope that the sun will shine on your heart every day."

"Tell me, how do you let the sun shine into your heart? Your sunshine is the prince, isn't it? If it weren't for him, your heart would be dark, wouldn't it? ”

"No, without him, there is still sunshine in the world. It's just that he will make the sun shine brighter. ”

"Where's the sun?" The county lord of Changbai looked out the window, the sun was scorching outside, but she felt that the sun had nothing to do with her, even if it shone on her body, it only made her skin hot, and she couldn't enter her heart at all.

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