"I won't tell you, it's almost time, I'll go back first." As I said just now, if I have the opportunity, I will talk to him all night, and now I have to go back early, and I can't disturb the rest of others.

But you can't be so unobtrusive, you still have to leave when it's time to leave, after all, everything you need to say has already been said for yourself.

It's impossible to stay here with a dead face and not go back, so he is embarrassed to give an eviction order, even if he is tired, he can only accompany himself, in fact, it is really too much for himself to do this, so he still chooses to leave himself early, take the initiative to do it, and save people from issuing an eviction order, so as to avoid embarrassment between each other?

It's better to leave early, and it won't be too late for each other. Yixin still sees this matter quite clearly, because he feels that he shouldn't leave when he should leave anyway, he has helped him a lot, and he should be very grateful to him.

"I'll send you back, I'm in good spirits anyway, I don't want to rest so early, and I don't have anything to do." He Yuhe casually made an excuse to send her back in person and wanted to stay with her for a while.

Shu Yixin looked at him with surprised eyes, hesitated for a moment, and said softly, "Okay, since you have said so, then I will give you this opportunity." As he said, he always rejected him, and it didn't seem to be very good.

Once or twice a while, it's okay to let him send him back, because in his heart, he really regards him as a friend.

He Yuhe thought that she would refuse her request, but she didn't expect her to agree so readily, which was really a bit unexpected by herself, but she was very happy for her answer.

Although the heart is very happy, but it is not obvious, I can't let her notice it, I just know this kind of thing in my heart. If she notices it, she still has to explain, which won't be good.

While sitting in the car, He Yuhe said to her, "You know what? I thought you were going to reject me. "It's true that I've always been scared in my heart, that she will reject herself, and that she always feels that she is too polite to herself every time.

This feeling is too real, maybe it has been staged many times in life, so I was really worried that she would reject herself, and at the beginning she just said it casually, and she didn't have much hope, but she didn't expect the result to disappoint herself, since she would agree.

"But I didn't expect that I would agree so readily, is it because I rejected you too many times before, so subconsciously at this time, your reaction is still like this." Shu Yixin looked at him and said it in a joking tone, but it was true, every time he said that he went back before, he mostly refused.

Because he often rejects him, he has such an illusion. When he suddenly accepted it, he felt like a dream.

It's no wonder that he has such thoughts, in fact, he can understand that a person who always rejected you before, and one day suddenly did not reject you, how could he feel surprised.

He will feel that the difference is a little unbelievable, in fact, he can understand and understand, probably because he rejected him too many times before, so this time he readily agreed to him, which made him feel a little surprised, or maybe he was just out of politeness, so he said this, but he didn't expect that he really agreed.

"Hehe, it doesn't feel real at all, it's like a dream." Yes, it really felt like a dream, she didn't reject herself.

"Do you know why I rejected you? I'm afraid I'm going to trouble you. "If it weren't for the fear that he would trouble him, he would actually be willing to let him send himself.

But sometimes, from other perspectives, I always feel that he is not related to him, and he is already very good to himself, and he can't get an inch.

I really don't want to bother others too much. Afraid that he will have a dependency mentality, who will he rely on if he is not by his side in the future? Once a habit is formed, it is quite difficult to change.

So I've always told myself that if I can do it myself, I should never trouble others. This is also the reason why I reject him every time, not because I don't want to, but because I am afraid that it will form a habit and trouble him.

Sometimes he should stand in his own perspective and think about why he has such a mentality, after all, he and his position are different.

"Sometimes you don't need to be so strong, you don't have to pretend to be too strong when you can rely on it, it's okay to rely on it properly, just like girls should learn to be coquettish." She's always been so strong, it's not that it's bad, but sometimes you should think about her as a girl, and it's okay to be appropriately coquettish and weak.

It's just that what I want more is that she can rely on herself, she can protect her, and she won't let go of her hand in this life, so she really doesn't need to be so strong from now on.

Because she will no longer be alone, she will still have herself by her side. In this case, she can be coquettish, or she can make herself her strong backing.

It's just that these words can only be put in my heart and cannot be said. Because she didn't know how to say these words, she was afraid that after she said them, she would still choose to refuse herself.

"Sometimes I wonder if I can be like other little girls, there can be coquettish people around me." Shu Yixin looked out the car window and said lightly about his inner feelings.

At that time, I did have this idea, and I also wanted to have a harbor to rely on like other little girls. No matter how strong your heart is, you will be weak in some situations, and you hope that someone can rely on you and give you good advice.

It's not that you can carry everything alone, even if you carry it, your heart is scarred, and you also want someone around you to help you and make yourself dependent.

It's not that I want it, I've always been so strong, and I want to be coquettish with the people around me like other girls, but I don't have such capital for myself at all, and I don't have such a suitable person around me, so I can only rely on myself, so I can only be strong.

If you are not strong, how can you live a better life, and then you can only say that these things are forced out, and you don't want to do this, but the reality teaches yourself that it is useless to be coquettish, and you have to rely on your own real materials to make your life better.

"This kind of thinking is normal, you really don't need to be so strong all the time, sometimes it is appropriate to rely on others, trust others, in fact, it really doesn't matter, such as me." I will always be her strong backing, so it really doesn't matter, once in a while to trust, what do you have?

Shu Yixin, who had been looking out the window, turned his head directly and looked at him after hearing him say these words. At this moment, his heart was a little sad, and what he said made him a little moved.

Is it true that he said that he can be his strong backing and can be his own support? Is he really not worried that this will become a drag on him in the long run?

Even if he wanted to, he didn't want to rely on him like that. In short, he has no need and reason for him to help himself all the time, and now he may be out of sympathy, wanting to help himself live a better life, so he let himself learn more, but in the future, she will not have so much energy to focus on herself after she gets married, and she will not do these things again, and she still has to rely on herself at that time.

From the beginning, I clearly knew that this kind of thing could not rely on others at all, so I didn't have to think about relying on others. Once a habit is formed, it is really not easy to change.

"You know what? You said such things, it really touched me, aren't you worried that I will keep pestering you like this for the rest of my life? "If you want to be clear about yourself, but an orphan is a bottomless pit, if you are entangled by yourself, it is really not so easy to get out.

"If that's the case, wouldn't it be better, if I was afraid of being dragged down by you, I wouldn't have chosen to make friends with you in the first place." I really hope that it will be like this, she will always stick to her side and let herself be her dependence.

And I'm not afraid of trouble at all, on the contrary, I quite like this feeling. I like her to rely on herself for everything, and that's what she wants.

"I'm afraid you'll regret it then, because many people know that I'm an orphan, and a bottomless pit will bring you endless trouble, and there's nothing to help you." He doesn't dislike it, he will dislike himself, how can a successful person like him be with a person who has achieved nothing?

He will only bring him trouble, and will not bring him any benefits, so at this time, it is just a whim, or just to comfort himself, but when the day really comes, I believe that he will regret it.

Therefore, it is better to stay away from yourself, because you are too close to yourself, because it will cause him trouble.

"I don't allow you to think like this, and I don't allow you to talk about yourself like this, in fact, you are really good and good, but you haven't noticed it yourself." She has never denied this, and she has always been very good.

Actually, she didn't realize this herself, but in her heart she has always been a good girl, and she is the person she has always wanted to live her life.