Chapter 394: Scars (1)

Xie Jun has a wife and three concubines, and a total of four concubines.

Emperor Jianwen had dozens of concubines, in addition to the six princesses who died early, there were seven princes who came out of the concubine. Now that there is a new favorite lotus fragrance beauty, maybe when another prince and princess will come out......

In terms of disappointment, the two are also comparable.

Aunt Ding changed from a wife to a concubine, and now she has completely fallen out of favor.

Empress Yu has always been his wife, the queen of the middle palace, and Emperor Jianwen seems to have a deep love for Empress Yu. The young and favored concubines around him are one after another. It can be seen that this "deep love" is really limited.

Sheng Hong sighed: "The luck of both of us is not very good, why did we get such a father!" ”

Xie Mingxi said lightly: "No, you are much stronger than me." At least, you still have a mother who feels sorry for you! ”

And her biological mother only has her only son Xie Yuanting in her heart. There is only calculation for her daughter, and it is chilling to be selfish.

Sheng Hong's eyes showed deep pity.

"You don't have to look at me like that." Xie Mingxi glanced at Sheng Hong, and his voice was indifferent: "When I was young in my previous life, I was sad and sad about this, and I couldn't help but die. But that was decades ago. Now, I don't care about that. ”

How much hurt and how much pain did she suffer before she was completely disappointed and chilled by her loved ones?

Sheng Hong's heart throbbed, he was silent for a moment, stepped forward, and gently hugged Xie Mingxi.

Since the last intimacy, the two have kept their distance. It's the first time I've hugged like this.

The warm and clean breath that belongs to the teenager quietly burrows into the nose.

Xie Mingxi raised his bright eyes: "Sheng Hong, I'm not sad. You don't have to comfort me. ”

The voice is calm, the eyes are clear, and there is no sadness.

Sheng Hong's heart became more and more painful, and his hands were a little harder, hugging her tighter: "Mingxi, I really regret that I came too late and couldn't be by your side earlier." ”

"If I could have met you in my previous life, I would never have let you suffer so much."

His pity almost overflowed his chest and enveloped her tightly.

That kind of warmth and care almost gave her the illusion that she was the most fragile and precious thing in the world.

Is this what it's like to be loved with all your heart by someone?

Xie Mingxi's heartstrings trembled slightly, and his right hand carefully avoided the injury and gently stroked his chest. The warmth on her skin passed through the thin clothes into her palm, and soon, her hands warmed up.

Her cold heart also seemed to be quietly warmed.

……

"I have indeed suffered a lot." Xie Mingxi's eyes were a little wandering, and his voice lowered: "It looks like fine clothes and food, but in fact, it is trembling." I tried my best to live safely. ”

"When I was most hesitant and painful, there was no one by my side and no help."

"My father only looked at fame and fortune, and my biological mother was weak and selfish, and only valued my brother. For the sake of Xie Yunxi's future, the county lord of Yongning forced me to be Xie Yunxi's pawn. ”

"At that time, I was still young, and I still looked up to my biological mother and brother. Because of this, he was coerced by the lord of Yongning and did many things he didn't want to do. Even so, Xie Yunxi still refused to let me go and wanted to put me to death. ”

"I can't think about it, the only thing I can rely on to survive is beauty."

Speaking of this, Xie Mingxi showed a cold self-deprecation on his face: "Fortunately, I still have extraordinary beauty." When people are cornered, the potential that bursts out is astonishing and terrifying. ”

"You have always been curious about the entanglement between me and the Four Princes in my previous life. Now, I'll tell you......"

"Mingxi, don't say it." Sheng Hong's dark eyes showed pain and self-blame: "You don't have to say anything. In the future, I will never ask again. ”

This is undoubtedly the darkest past in Xie Mingxi's heart. Just like an old scar, it is okay when not touched, but if you touch it slightly, the old wound will burst back and reveal a hideous wound.

He didn't want to ask any more, and he didn't want to remind her of unbearable memories.

Xie Mingxi rarely showed such emotions, and sparks lit up in his eyes: "No, I want to say." ”

"Sheng Hong, this is actually not a new story. In my previous life, I was a lowly concubine at the beginning. In order to stay alive, I tried my best to finally win the attention of the four princes and have the opportunity to serve in bed. ”

"The four princes are quite indifferent to women and have never had an heir. I have been secretly using medicine to regulate my body, and I have deliberately chosen the day of pampering, and I am still lucky. Just one time, she became pregnant. ”

"Giving birth to an heir is only the first step. The road to the harem is never so simple. ”

"I was attached to the queen and asked for Xie Yunxi's life. Later, he peeked into the mind of the four princes, and willingly made the knife in his hand and defeated the queen. ”

"After the queen died, the Li family was defeated. I became a concubine in the palace and was in charge of palace affairs. ”

"Do you think the story is over? No, this is just the beginning. I discovered the biggest secret of the Four Princes, and this is my biggest crisis! ”

……

There was too much information revealed in these words, and the more Sheng Hong listened, the more frightened he became, and he couldn't help but interrupt Xie Mingxi: "What is the secret?" ”

Xie Mingxi glanced at Sheng Hong deeply, and suddenly brought up a seemingly unrelated topic: "Lin Weiwei and Lu Chi have decided to be married, I received Lin Weiwei's letter, and I am not happy but worried." Don't you think it's weird? ”

Sheng Hong is so keen and careful, how can he not notice? I have been thinking secretly these days, and at this time, I was suddenly mentioned by Xie Mingxi, and a shocking guess passed through my mind.

Sheng Hong's expression was subtle and complicated.

"Looks like you've guessed it." Xie Mingxi's eyes were even more sarcastic: "That's right, he doesn't like women, because he already has someone he likes in his heart." That person is Lu Chi. ”

"He is the Son of Heaven, and no one will be allowed to know this secret."

"I'm just a palace concubine, and it's easy for him to kill me. In order to survive, I have been trying my best to hide and pretend not to know. I tried my best to meet him and find out what he wanted. Every time he came to my dormitory, I hung my heart and never dared to really sleep......"

What does it feel like to stay awake all night and be scared?

What kind of life is it to smile and try your best to meet them?

In order to survive, how exhaustive is it to figure out a person's mind all day long?

Xie Mingxi's previous life was like this!

Sheng Hong violently pressed Xie Mingxi tightly. There was a slight stinging pain at the wound due to the touch, and this pain was really insignificant compared to the correction in his heart: "Mingxi, don't say it." ”

I hate myself for not being by your side earlier, sheltering you from the wind and rain.

I really hate Sheng Hong in my previous life, why is he so weak and dare not let you know his intentions. When you are in pain and helpless, you don't know that there is anyone in the world who really likes you. (https:)

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