The little girl in front of me was full of indignation, and she looked full of anger, as if I had done something heinous.

If I'm not mistaken, when she deceived Xu Zhi into getting pregnant, he wasn't like this.

I couldn't help but laugh, and the expression on Su Mei's face froze, "What are you laughing at?"

I broke her hand away, gently stroked the sleeves of her wrinkled clothes, and looked at Su Mu, her eyes were filled with tears, and she looked like she wanted to speak and stopped, and the lines on her face became clearer and clearer.

"So what do you expect me to do," I chuckled, "crying bitterly, saying that I found my own biological mother or resented that she sold me back then, and had a big fight"

Su Mei's face changed a little subtly, and she asked me, "What do you mean by that?"

I said lightly, "I don't mean anything, we met for the first time in more than 20 years, and we were just strangers to each other. ”

So I came politely, and I also wanted to leave politely, but I didn't think that Su Mei said that I was a high-ranking debt collector.

Joke, what debt did I ask for sold me

I didn't freeze to death or starve to death in the Tang family, and I am alive and healthy until now, what debt do I have to collect. As for the love of childbirth, I was sold when I was born.

Flesh and blood affection has become a tradable commodity, and there is nothing to cry about.

It's hard to talk about strangers.

"How can you say it" I don't know what made Su Mei uncomfortable, her angry face changed, "You resent your mother for giving you away, but don't you also live a life of fine clothes and food since you were a child, Su Soft, you have to talk about conscience." ”

"Pay attention to the wording, it's not to give it away, it's to sell me." I was already a little impatient, took a deep breath, and said quickly: "Forgive me for taking the liberty of coming today, I just want to borrow the household registration book, and I will return it when I go back." ”

"Su Soft" Su Mei's tone was scathing, not at all like the indifference and calmness when she set up a trap before.

I said unhappily: "I warn you, don't blame me for being rude if you yell at me again." I have no duty or obligation to bear your wrath. ”

I'm not sick, and I've come all the way to find and scold.

"Give it to you" Su Mu didn't know when she took out the household registration book, and her hands were shaking when she gave it to me.

I took it and looked at her.

She didn't speak, she just looked at me with sadness in her eyes.

I said thank you and quickly walked out the door.

There was a rotten smell in the old hallway, and I ran all the way, and when I got out, I gulped in the cold, dry air.

I pinched the household registration book in my hand and slowly squatted down, covering my heart, feeling a little stuffy and painful.

Trying to control it, I still can't help but think of her face.

The gray sweater was full of balls and he wore a pair of black cloth pants. His hair is gray, and the corners of his eyes are full of wrinkles. When I was handed something, my hands were covered in calluses. He looks timid and has a rickety back.

Didn't you say you're only in your forties?

I couldn't help but think of Xu Qing, who was about the same age as her, and felt even more stuffy.

"I've always made such a mess of myself." Xiao Qingmo's voice came, and I looked up at him.

He leaned over, grabbed my wrist and pulled me up, and snatched the household registration book from my hand.

He took my hand, and his dry, warm breath made me stretch some emotions.

"How," Xiao Qingmo asked me.

How, how do you feel when you see your own mother, or how do you feel when you talk to them?

I didn't know, I just whispered, "Compare your heart to your heart." ”

Probably how powerless I am for Zhang Ming, how much I regret and blame myself, Su's mother has a deeper feeling for me.

"Your heart is more important than anyone else." Xiao Qingmo led me forward slowly, his voice was steady and ironing, "We can't control where the wind blows, but what we want is completely up to us." ”

I hummed, knowing he was comforting me.

The next day was not a good day, with dark clouds and heavy snowfall.

I was shocked when I saw the snow outside in the morning, and it was probably the first time it had snowed so heavily since the beginning of winter in Beicheng.

After going out, I noticed that Xiao Qingmo was dressed very formally today, and it was carefully matched from head to toe.

On such a cold day, he only wore a white shirt inside, but the slim suit made him look even taller.

I looked at myself, feeling a little weak.

When I went out in the morning, I wore it completely casually, but luckily I also wore a white shirt on my upper body, which matched him a little.

There are not many people at the Civil Affairs Bureau, after all, today is not a special day like the 520 or "Qing" Festival.

When I was going through the procedure, my phone vibrated to indicate that an email had come in, and I clicked on it.

"Girl, what kind of god are you, sign here." The eldest sister who went through the formalities knocked on the table, thinking that I didn't know the process, so she reminded me.

Xiao Qingmo was one step ahead of me, he had already signed, and he looked at me intently.

I was holding the pen, which seemed to weigh a thousand pounds.

"Girl, it shouldn't be a reversal." The eldest sister jokingly said, "Such a handsome husband, there is no such shop in this village." ”

I smiled, signed my name, and handed the watch to my eldest sister.

Xiao Qingmo's hand hanging on one side suddenly reached over and grabbed my hand, a little hard.

It only took more than ten minutes to go back and forth, and the lifelong event was finalized.

I pinched the red book, and I still had a feeling of unreality, and I couldn't help but look at the photo on it again.

When taking pictures, Xiao Qingmo kept his face stiff and didn't smile, which made the staff helpless.

I gently grabbed his hand before he slowly relaxed, a smile in his eyes.

The two of us were wearing white shirts and were close to each other, as if the distance in this life had been infinitely closer.

"Su Soft, you've been wandering today." Xiao Qingmo said in a low voice.

I threw the marriage certificate into my bag and said casually, "I probably didn't sleep well last night, and I'm a little tired today." ”

He seemed to want to say something to me, and preemptively said, "I made an appointment today, and I'll meet you at home in the evening." ”

Without waiting for him to answer, I hurried away.

Walking around the corner, I turned. Xiao Qingmo was still standing in place, motionless.

I stood in his blind spot full of woodenness, and he stood in my sight as if it were eternal.

After standing for a while, I leaned against the wall and flipped through my phone to look at the email again.

Two photos with high pixels. How high is it, I can clearly see the texture of the other person's face, and if I zoom in a little more, I can count the eyelashes.

The man I knew best, his eyes closed, his outline was so clear. The hair is a little wet, and there are traces of balsam on the side of the face, as if it has been baptized.

The woman lying on his chest was wearing only a silk nightdress, and her fair skin was exposed in large swaths. She held up her phone and looked at the camera, and that gaze seemed to be coming from the other end of the screen.

Imperative and contempt, I read both meanings.

Half a year ago, the dignified and elegant Qiao Le actually took such a beautiful bed photo and sent it to me, which really surprised me.

"No one should be a disgrace." I chuckled and dropped my phone in my bag.

Unexpectedly, Qiao Le's phone call came the next moment.

"Su Ruan, it seems that you didn't pay attention to what I warned you before."

I didn't squeak, listened.

"How long does a shadow last, a year or two years?"

"I can wait, Qingmo is a well-behaved man. I'm sure when we get married, you'll be worthless. By that time I will be Mrs. Shaw, and you will be just a rag for him to discard. ”

"Mrs. Zhun Xiao is in good shape." I said sarcastically: "It's just that don't send me nude photos like this again, if I post them on the Internet with bad intentions, you will become popular." ”

I didn't wait for her to answer and hung up.

I do have something to do today, Xu Zhi made an appointment to meet me, and I don't know what to say.

I didn't want to meet, but I thought that adolescent boys would inevitably have something on their minds, so let's meet.

I didn't eat anything when I went out in the morning, and when I took the bus to school, I was hungry and had a stomachache.

The phone rang a few times, and I picked it up impatiently, and it was the scenery calling.

"You got the certificate with Mr. Xiao," Jingjing asked me excitedly.

She has always been honest with me, and I am only a close friend of hers, so naturally I will not hide anything from her.

I hummed and sighed, "Jole called me." ”

Jing Jing was suddenly angry, "Why does she want to sow discord with two faces?"

"You said it was right." I forwarded the email to her.

The view fryer, "This is p's." ”

I said weakly, "Didn't you learn photography?"

"Then you're still married to him, aren't you stupid" The scenery became more and more anxious, "Xiao Susu, are your brains in the water?"

I have an agreement with Mrs. Xiao that I have to marry Xiao Qingmo no matter what, and I didn't tell Jingjing about this.

After a while, Jingjing suddenly asked me, "To be honest, you see such photos and marry him, do you not love Mr. Xiao anymore?"

When a woman loves someone, she is always calculating, and when she doesn't love, she will instantly be tolerant.

According to the usual logic, if I love Xiao Qingmo, I will never get a certificate from him when I see that kind of photo.

I thought about it, smoothed out the silk threads in my heart, and said slowly: "I like Xiao Qingmo, I like it very much." But how much I liked him, how much I didn't believe in myself. ”

I don't trust myself to maintain this relationship, and I don't believe that I can never back down in the face of hardships and obstacles.

I'm afraid that I will turn around and run away when I encounter a flood beast, and in the end I will live up to this feeling, and I will also fail Xiao Qingmo. So, restrain yourself and don't go forward or backward.

"Is it your illness" The scenery seems to feel sorry for me, cautiously.

I didn't answer, so I hung up the phone and got off the train when I got to the station. 8 wonderful. Pen 8 Ge 8, o

It is instinct to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages, and this instinct is especially evident in me.

There are too many things between me and Xiao Qingmo, and if I question that I want to achieve a positive result with him, I must bear a lot of pressure. At that time, Su Ying will definitely come out.

I understand this very well, so I am also sober. agreed to Mrs. Xiao's request and married Xiao Qingmo.

We have come to this point, and further on the cliff is the cliff.

"I'll take a pancake fruit." When I passed by the stall, I took the money for food and looked down for change.

"Eh, wait a minute." She was too busy to look at me.

I heard her voice familiar, and when I looked up, I saw that it was Su Mu