Chapter 284: Time to Still Love Each Other

Ji Gongyan looked at Bao Xi and nodded, her tone, her attitude, and her words all pointed to the same thing everywhere, that is, she was angry with herself, thinking about it, what could make Bao Xi angry should be the only thing that Ji Gongyan stayed in Mrs. Chu's Youyang Palace for the past few days.

"The widow is not your own king, let alone your husband! You'd better know where you stand. Bao Xi raised her head and looked at Ji Gongyu in disbelief,

"Did the king come to the East Palace to tell his concubines about this? There is no need for the king to say this, and the concubines also understand! If there is nothing else to do, the concubine wants to rest. She said this with a bad expression, but Ji Gongyan knew in her heart why Bao Xi was angry, but he didn't understand that Bao Xi was unwilling to sleep, and now he went to find someone else to sleep, but she was angry, why?

What's more, he is calculating every step he takes, he thinks Bao Xi understands, but if you don't say some things, how can others understand?

What Bao Xi was dissatisfied with was not simply the matter of the bed, but that she couldn't see through Ji Gongyan's heart, on the one hand, she wanted to put Mrs. Chu Xiong Ning to death, but on the other hand, she held her in her hands** Extremely lucky, which one is the real him?

If he loves Mrs. Chu, why doesn't he want to tell the truth to himself, does he think she will kill Mrs. Chu?

So from the very beginning, Ji Gongyan's attitude towards Bao Xi Ruo Ruo was not to protect Bao Xi from dying at the hands of Mrs. Chu, but the other way around, otherwise Mrs. Chu would die at the hands of Bao Xi.

Bao Xi looked at Ji Gongyan like this, and speculated in her heart, her chest tightened, and she even felt a pain in her chest, and her cold hands were clenched together.

"The king likes Mrs. Chu so much, you might as well take her to Zheng Guo to marry Qi Ji!" She blurted out an angry sentence.

"Are you blackmailing the widow?" Ji Gongyan looked at Bao Xi and asked.

"No," Bao Xi shook her head.

"Who the widow wants to bring, it's not your turn to arrange!" Ji Gongyan lowered his voice and roared at Bao Xi,

"The widow came to inform you, there is news from the Qin State, the division of the dog Rong is retreating one after another, this time your brother has made great achievements, and it is impossible for the widow not to be rewarded! Your brother has not yet married a wife, should the widow send you to Qin? Bao Xi looked at Ji Gongyan,

"What do you mean by the king?" Her face was pale, her eyes were frightened, and she subconsciously took a step back.

"Since you can use your body to repay a person's kindness, can you also use your body to reward meritorious people for the widow?" Ji Gongyan panted and looked at Bao Xi and shouted, this sentence was like a thunderbolt in the clear sky, and she split it according to Bao Xi, she always thought that Ji Gongyan could really not care about this matter, but now it seems that he is still not so easy to put this matter down, which is why he is unwilling to ** Bao Xi, at this moment Ji Gong Yan obviously knows that if he is ** lucky, Bao Xi will never disobey.

(Baidu search network update is the fastest and most stable) Bao Xi didn't want to slap Ji Gongyan's face, staring at him hatefully,

"Why didn't you just kill me in the first place, and keep me until now to humiliate me like this?" Her eyes were red, tears were overflowing in her sockets, glowing with a burning brilliance, and she didn't love him so much for self-inflicted humiliation.

If she hadn't listened to their persuasion that day, saying that without her, he would be very lonely, she chose to stay.

Now it seems that Bao Xi feels that she may have miscalculated her weight, just like what she said to Mrs. Chu, there is a way to play her chess game, and she can play without her chess game.

"Zheng Guo, you don't have to go!" Ji Gongyan said to Bao Xi, the long sleeves flicked around and walked out of the door of the East Palace, and when he walked to the door, he suddenly turned back and walked in front of Bao Xi, took her in his arms, and hugged her tightly.

Bao Xi cried, this was the first time since entering the palace, she cried in front of him. This time after coming back from Dongyi, the relationship between them has changed a lot, from mutual torture and mutual speculation in the past, to being honest with each other in everything now, she is trying to change herself to cater to Ji Gongyan, and Ji Gongyan is also trying to change, but everything is not something that can be achieved overnight, and he tried his best to change, but he still couldn't stop hurting her, again and again.

He even began to regret what he said to Bao Xi just now, but the words were out of the air, and it was difficult to collect them.

"I'm sorry."

"The king has nothing to be sorry for his concubines," Bao Xi said in Ji Gongyu's arms, her body stiff, her tone cold, with a thick nasal cavity,

"The king is also telling the truth, if the king needs it, the concubines can also be used as the king's reward to please anyone."

"Then please the widow first, right?" Ji Gongyan pushed the Bao Xi in his arms away by a distance, stared at her and said.

"The king doesn't have to force himself," Bao Xi turned his face away, not wanting to look at Ji Gongyan.

"Is the widow forcing himself, or is he forcing you?" Ji Gongyan asked, this made Bao Xi stunned, turned to Ji Gongyan again, unbuttoned his clothes, the long skirt slipped off his body and fell to the ground, Ji Gongyan's gaffe today is because the trip to Zheng Guo is close at hand, and his heart is very chaotic.

Something happened, and Bao Xi didn't know it. Bao Xi took off her clothes one by one, stared at Ji Gongyan with blank eyes, took a step forward expressionlessly, untied Ji Gongyan's gown, robe, and inner shirt, she stood on tiptoe and kissed his lips, his neck, and his chest...... All the way down, she felt a burst of coldness all over her body.

Ji Gongyu closed his eyes, and even his breath trembled. He endured it for a long time, swallowed a mouthful of saliva, and pulled Bao Xi up, pressing it on the chair in the hall, he couldn't bear it anymore, and still tried his best to test her scale inch by inch, she shivered in his arms, and her whole body lost its strength to stick to his side.

He sank, her hand suddenly grabbed his shoulder, and a tear fell from his cheek, and then went from silent tears to sobbing, to whimpering, to crying.

Ji Gongyan didn't dare to move anymore, his heart was so distressed that he couldn't help himself, he hugged her weak body very tightly, his throat was astringent and painful, he was afraid that if he was more fragile, he would cry with him, he knew that she was uncomfortable, but looking at her uncomfortable, how could he feel good in his heart?

He asked in her ear,

"You obviously know that the widow loves you so much, it's not that he doesn't want to touch you, but he doesn't dare to touch you." Bao Xi wept and cowered under Ji Gongyan, his skin burning, helping her resist the cold.

He had pulled out and embraced her in his arms, and let her cry like a helpless child, and the tears were wet on his skin, and soon dried again, and he did not know what to do, for he had never vented his grievances so much as he did now.

Only at such a time did he feel like a bastard, and he wanted to explain Mrs. Chu's affairs several times, but he didn't know where to start.

"Bao Xi......" he whispered her name, wiping tears from her cheeks with his hands, her eyes red as she glared at him.

"Somewhere else? It's too cold here, and I'm afraid that your body won't be able to stand it," Ji Gongyan said softly, hugged Bao Xi who was lying on the chair, covered her body with her dress, carried her into the bedroom and put her on the ** couch, pulled the futon over Bao Xi's body, he lay on her side, and the ** that had not yet vented made him suffer and uncomfortable at the moment, but he was reluctant to touch her, especially the pear blossom with rain at the moment, Bao Xi was like a pink porcelain doll, which made people feel distressed.

Bao Xi lay in the crook of Ji Gongyan's arm, her tears were slowly contained, her crying turned into a whimper, and finally she calmed down and looked at Ji Gongyan,

"The King's ......"

"Huh?" Ji Gongyu looked at Bao Xi and stroked her long hair.

"The concubine feels so tired," Bao Xi said softly, her voice trembling.

"The widow will give you another chance, you and Uncle Zheng will go, hand over Zheng Guo, and hand over the queen's position......" Ji Gongyan didn't dare to look at Bao Xi's eyes when he said this, he could only look up at the beam on the **, the meaning of the words was obviously to tell her to go, but he had some strength in his hands, and he was reluctant to let her go.

"Why?" Bao Xi looked at Ji Gongyan and asked, slightly propped up her body and looked at the king in front of her, she didn't see him for a few days, she looked at him carefully, only to find that he seemed to be a lot haggard.

"The widow is afraid that you will die," Ji Gongyan said with a praising cheek,

"The widow will always wake up from a dream at night, and dream that the widow has killed you with his own hands, and your hands are full of your blood, and you lie motionless in the widow's arms, and the widow will no longer be able to do anything about you! The widow is really afraid that one day, he will kill you with his own hands. Hearing this, Bao Xi's face was also pale for a while, she still remembered Mrs. Chu's words today, Mrs. Chu said that one day she would definitely let the king kill Bao Xi with her own hands.

She sat up with a spirit, looked at Ji Gongyu and asked,

"Marquis Chu and Mrs. Chu, what are you going to blackmail?"

"No," Ji Gongyu shook his head, and put his hand on Bao Xi's shoulder,

"It's just a dream, I think it's not a good sign, I force you to stay by the widow's side, I'm afraid that the end will end up like Mrs. Zheng, the widow's own hand......" He closed his eyes and took a deep breath, remembering this incident, remembering that Mrs. Zheng had asked Bao Xi to tell him before she died, and he felt heartache and couldn't help himself.

Mrs. Zheng is still like this, and he can't imagine that one day he will kill Bao Xi.

"Mrs. Zheng is not afraid, will the concubines be afraid?" Bao Xi looked at Ji Gongyu and asked, and slept in his arms again,

"Even if the king slashes at the concubine, it is much more comfortable than slashing the concubine with a knife." Her gasps trembled slightly,

"The king doesn't say anything to the concubines, and the concubines are stuck in the east palace, how frightened they are, the king won't understand. The concubine understood that the king's wife was not the concubine alone, but the king ......" she looked up at Ji Gongyan,

"You are the only husband of the concubine, if a woman loses the love of her husband, then her life will also come to the end of the road, what is the difference between death and death?" Her tone was one of despair and desolation, and looking at Ji Gongyan's expression was like waiting for a verdict.

Ji Gongyan looked at Bao Xi for a long time, leaned down gently, and kissed her lips deeply. When you can still love each other, you should always do something that lovers do.