Su Xiaoran ran around outside and still had no results.

At this time, she finally realized that she had always achieved nothing and did nothing.

There is nothing more uncomfortable in the world than to watch your loved ones suffer and you can't do anything about it.

This time her father's fall gave her a fatal blow, she used to have low self-esteem because she felt that she was not worthy of Chenxi's good, and now, she blamed herself because she couldn't reduce her father's illness and couldn't eliminate her mother's sadness.

I asked all possible relatives and friends, and most of those who had money and those who did not have money were reluctant to borrow money.

Su Xiaoran strolled down the long streets, feeling small to the dust for the first time.

She thought about opening up to the flower mother, she thought, maybe she would be willing to lend a hand in that little bit of possible relationship, not to mention that she was sick and did not lack those money.

However, Su Xiaoran quickly dispelled this idea. The unpleasant meeting that day still haunted her, reminding her that she was just an abandoned child, unloved.

When Su Xiaoran returned to the hospital again, it was already eight o'clock in the evening.

She was still hesitating about how to tell her mother about not borrowing money, but when she entered the ward, she saw her mother sitting at the head of the bed talking to her father, and the TV was on the wall, quiet and beautiful.

Of course, if the father is not sick.

"Coming back?"

Su's mother saw her and asked. Father Su seemed to take a look at her as well, but soon, his eyes fell on the TV screen.

"Dad, are you feeling better?"

Su Xiaoran squatted beside the bed, looked at his father and asked.

Dad Su acted as if he hadn't heard anything, still staring at the TV and not making a sound.

"Mom, what's wrong with my dad?"

"Who knows." Su's mother was also cold. Su Xiaoran guessed if it was because he didn't borrow money, so he explained: "Dad, Mom, don't worry about the money, I'll get the money soon." ”

"Don't bother you, in fact...... We already have the money. ”

Su's mother turned around and looked at Su Xiaoran and said, as if she had made a lot of determination.

Su Xiaoran felt that the atmosphere was wrong, so she raised her eyebrows: "Yes...... Chenxi? Mom, we can't take his money. ”

"Xiao Ran, sit down, I have something to tell you with your father."

Su Xiaoran was suspicious, moved a small stool and sat at the head of the bed, "Mom...... What's wrong? ”

"We ......" Su's mother pursed her lips, wanting to speak and stopped, Su's father never participated in the conversation, with an indifferent face.

"Mom, if you have something to say, I'll listen."

"Now that I think it's time for me to say it. I know, you've known for a long time, about you being our foster. ”

Su's mother's voice trembled, but her expression was extremely resolute. Su Xiaoran's heart began to surge infinitely, she never thought that her parents would actually tell her about it.

The inner surge affected the nerves in his face, and the corners of Su Xiaoran's mouth began to twitch, feeling that his whole face was unconscious. So, after squirming for a while, she only asked, "Mom...... Why do you say that? ”

"You know what I mean." Su's mother didn't have any temperature on her face.

"Over the years, we've had some feelings with you, but ...... If you are not biological, you are not biological, and your father's illness this time is equivalent to spending our family's life savings. We are both retired teachers and don't have much money, so we ...... So I accepted your mother's advice and exchanged two million for you! ”

A bolt from the blue.

Su Xiaoran bit her lip, her vision blurred. "Mom! What do you say? I'm your daughter, who says I'm not? ”

Seeing that her mother didn't react, Su Xiaoran reached out and grabbed the corner of her clothes, shaking her arm like a coquettish person after every trouble in the past and begging her to forgive herself, but ...... Su's mother was still indifferent, and even showed an irritated expression.

Su Xiaoran retreated, she has always known how to read people's faces best, how could she not see such obvious disgust on her mother's face?

"Dad...... You say, you're not going to give up on me, are you? I can only be your daughter, and I will recognize no one but you. ”

"This was originally a misunderstanding, go back to your biological parents, more than 20 years, for two million, it's worth it! Girl, beg you, dad, for our pitiful sake, fulfill us! ”

"No ......"

Su Xiaoran shook his head desperately, as if he was trying his best to deny this matter and deny every word they said. But her parents' indifferent expressions really hurt her, she didn't want to believe that they would give up themselves for two million, no.

"Let's go, we don't have any more contact from now on. Your biological mother's only request is for you to leave here and never show up, hoping that you will understand our suffering, so that we will not waste all these years of raising you. ”

Mother Su said expressionlessly, Su Xiaoran heard the voice of her heartbreak, she had never seen her mother with such a resolute expression, never.

The door of the ward opened, and Chen Xi stood at the door with a bag of things in his hand, and saw the three of them sitting facing each other, silent, and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong?" ”

At the same time, Su Xiaoran covered his face and ran out, colliding with the bag in Chenxi's hand, and in an instant, things fell to the ground, and before Chenxi could react, Su Xiaoran disappeared.

"Auntie, what's wrong?" Chen Xi looked surprised.

"Let's chase it."

Su's mother said, and then turned to face Su's father who was lying on the bed.

Chenxi chased after him.

When he was at the entrance of the hospital, he saw Su Xiaoran, who was sitting alone in the corner, her shoulders shaking, depressed and lonely.

"What's going on?"

Chenxi hugged her, feeling sorry for her every tear.

Su Xiaoran still couldn't stop choking up, and couldn't say a word at all. Now, her mind is full of her parents' indifferent expressions and words.

She didn't believe that the once so real emotions and companionship were really no match for the word blood.

It's her, and it's all because of her. She gave her two million that night, and tried to use it to disperse her, and was as eager to send her away as a useless man.

Now, she is trying to destroy her current life, as if she can only be relieved if she is cornered.

What a terrible person, this person, is it really the one who gave birth to her in October?

It's cold.

Su Xiaoran couldn't help but tremble, Chen Xi was no longer anxious to ask her what was going on, but hugged her harder, hoping to give her a trace of warmth.

After a long time, until the street lights were already dim, the streets became desolate and silent, and everything was silent, Su Xiaoran slowly leaned into Chenxi's arms, motionless, and silent.

Chenxi took the last tissue and wiped her face, and then asked softly, "Go back?" I bought them supplements. ”

"There's no going back...... Can't go back. ”

"What are you talking about!"

"I'm not talking nonsense. Chenxi, my parents don't want me anymore, they took Hua's two million in exchange for my daughter. I'm ...... now Nothing. ”

Su Xiaoran lowered her eyelids, sad and ridiculous. Chen Xi didn't believe it, "Impossible, are you mistaken?" ”

"They told me in person, and they said that the only thing they wanted me to do was to get out of here. Chenxi, I never told you, that night...... Even the night you went to meet her, she also saw her, she gave me two million to ask me to leave, I was just an abandoned baby in her heart. ”

Su Xiaoran suddenly smiled, raised his head and looked at Chenxi: "Maybe I'm really a burden." ”

"What do you think, get up, it's so cold outside, you have to catch a cold if you sit down again!"

Chen Xi forcibly dragged Su Xiaoran up and pulled her back to the door of the ward.

Looking through the window, the lights went out, and there was the sound of breathing, and it seemed that they were all asleep.

Su Xiaoran was still uncomfortable in her heart, she wanted to go in, but she was afraid of waking them up, after wandering at the door for a few minutes, Chen Xi proposed: "Let's open a room near the hospital and make up for the night, maybe tomorrow they will figure it out." ”

Su Xiaoran followed Chenxi to the hotel, she was paralyzed, and after taking a shower, she collapsed on the bed and was unwilling to move. Chen Xi turned on the air conditioner in the room, closed the curtain, and then lay beside her, hugging Su Xiaoran, who was huddled in a ball, and did not speak, but kissed her on the forehead.

Su Xiaoran measured everything, looked at Chenxi's face, and felt like a world away.

I still remember the first time I met Chenxi, she was as depressed as she is now, and he, he was very indifferent, and he looked like he was rejecting people thousands of miles away.

At that time, she had a deep impression of him, because of his calming eyes like the deep sea, because of his standing up.

Along the way, he gradually became warm and soft, while she became more and more mean.

She hated being like that.

"I'm here."

Chenxi's voice is as beautiful as a song.

Su Xiaoran pillowed his arm and slowly closed his eyes.

Every night when Youchenxi was there, Su Xiaoran slept and didn't wake up until morning. Although there was still a dull pain in her chest, her emotions were not so fluctuating.

"Awake?"

Chen Xi sat at the table next to him, busy facing the computer.

Su Xiaoran got up, looked at the dense fonts on his computer, and asked, "What are you busy with?" ”

"Organize some information. Breakfast is on the table, and we'll go to the hospital when you're done, okay? ”

Chen Xi's gaze was as gentle as spring, Su Xiaoran nodded, although she had no appetite, she still forced herself to finish breakfast.

Two people check out and go. Along the way, Su Xiaoran kept thinking about how to talk to her parents later, or, is she still qualified to call them parents?

"Don't think about it so much, sit down and talk as a family, I believe they don't mean to let you go."

Chen Xi saw Su Xiaoran's uneasiness, grabbed her hand and said, Su Xiaoran nodded, and the two arrived at the hospital a few minutes later.

Every step towards the ward was tortured by Su Xiaoran, and with every step, she felt that her heart was beating hard, she missed her parents very much, but she was afraid to hear those words again.

Chen Xi kept holding her hand, forward, and walked to the door of the ward, Su Xiaoran took a breath, and then pushed the door open.