Chapter 567: Then Separate
Yun Changge and Wei Wei'an glanced at each other, and suddenly felt a little chill in their backs, and quickly separated.
"It's unlikely for the time being, and this fifth layer should be more stable, I'm not interested in saving the world." Yun Changge sighed slightly, in fact, she didn't want to mix with these things, but if you don't look for trouble, trouble will come to you, which is very irritable.
When a few people heard this, they calmed down a little, and then went back separately.
Hua Lingyu left first, and Wen Yanbai followed.
These days, in addition to being addicted to cultivation all the time, the two of them don't seem to have too in-depth communication, and they even chat a lot less. In the past, when they didn't come to this small world, they could occasionally chat and watch the moon drink or something, but now, it seems that only cultivation remains. In this kind of fast-paced cultivation days, they will naturally be tired, but they are forced to have no choice.
Now that she had finally calmed down temporarily, Wen Yanbai followed Hua Lingyu forward, and found that she wanted to enter the room to cultivate, so she was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly ran in front of her, blocking her from taking another step forward.
"Ling Yu, haven't we talked for a long time?" Wen Yanbai looked at Hua Lingyu very seriously and spoke.
Hua Lingyu was stunned for a moment, not knowing what to say.
It seems like yes, but ...... What can they say together? At that time, the two of them were together, chatting together occasionally, it was nothing more than those things, and Hua Lingyu even doubted that he shouldn't have relented in the first place.
But now......
Hua Lingyu looked at Wen Yanbai's somewhat cold and pitiful expression, sighed, and did not go forward, but took a step back, looking at Wen Yanbai: "Hmm." ”
Wen Yanbai looked at Hua Lingyu, and there didn't seem to be much joy on his face, or something that other people in love should embody, more as if it was ...... Helpless? It was as if he was making a fuss.
This kind of cognition made Wen Yanbai a little frustrated, as if no matter when, Hua Lingyu would habitually regard him as a child, and this habit made him very uncomfortable, and even wanted to lose his temper.
"Hua Lingyu, can you live a good life with or without me? Maybe you might even feel a little more comfortable without me around? Wen Yanbai took a deep breath, looked at Hua Lingyu and asked.
There is a problem with the relationship between the two of them.
These days, he deliberately carefully observed the other pairs, except for Yun Changge and Hua Yuyao, who have always been sweet and affectionate, even the other couples are very sweet, the two of them are inseparable, often have endless words, endless chats, and share with each other when they encounter a little thing. This is the state of love, and the state of facing a person you like.
But the two of them......
Wen Yanbai actually wants to share with Hua Lingyu every time, but Hua Lingyu either doesn't seem interested, or doesn't resonate with him at all, in short, every time he shares it doesn't seem to be successful, and he gradually stops talking to her.
Facing Wen Yanbai's questioning, Hua Lingyu was only slightly stunned and did not answer.
Wen Yanbai pushed open the door and sat in their main hall, looking at Hua Lingyu.
Hua Lingyu also sat down, the two of them sat facing each other, no one spoke, and the atmosphere became very solemn.
"Otherwise, let's separate." Wen Yanbai gritted his teeth, forced himself to say this sentence plainly, and then looked at Hua Lingyu, "I know you don't like me very much, if I hadn't insisted on it, we wouldn't be together." You haven't changed a lot from start to finish, you've always been very independent and never attached to me, so you didn't think of me as the other half at all, did you? ”
Hua Lingyu seemed to be stunned by Wen Yanbai's words, and was stunned for a long time before reacting, and a slight sneer suddenly appeared on his lips: "Okay." After speaking, he got up directly, "You can go." ”
Wen Yanbai looked at Hua Lingyu incredulously, as if he didn't believe that she could easily agree, and he didn't even have a trace of expression. He looked at her and suddenly laughed: "Hua Lingyu, I'm really stupid...... Every day, I wonder if you are unhappy, if you are sad, if something is wrong again. And what about you? You have no conscience! ”
After Wen Yanbai finished speaking, he turned around and left.
The door shook very loudly.
Hua Lingyu stood alone in the room, looking at the room that had quieted down again, and suddenly laughed softly, laughing and laughing, tears fell.
Actually, the two of them are not suitable in the first place, right? It seems that they have been a joke from the beginning, and if it weren't for Wen Yanbai's insistence, maybe they really wouldn't have come together. originally thought that such a quiet life would be good, but Wen Yanbai seemed to be dissatisfied.
She looked at her surroundings with some blankness: could she be wrong?
But...... The two of them never seemed to have a good chat, never had a heart-to-heart conversation, and didn't even ...... I sat down and had a quiet meal.
Every time, she insisted on eating with Yun Changge and them, why is this? It seems that you are still afraid of embarrassment when two people eat face to face, right?
After all, she didn't seem to understand what was so funny about the things Wen Yanbai said, and she didn't quite understand what was so angry about the things he was angry about, as if he was a person from two worlds.
Hua Lingyu took a deep breath.
In fact, she's not big, and it's clear that she's just a little girl. But...... Why is her heart so old? Why is she already a very old person in her worldview?
Hua Lingyu didn't know, it seemed that she had endured too much since she betrayed Hua Yuyao a long, long time ago, and the people around her kept putting pressure on her, hoping that she could become a person like Hua Yuyao.
But she can't actually do it, she's just a little girl who wants to be spoiled and want to be free, so what did those people do to her? beat her, scolded her, and finally left her alone in a dark room, and set her strict goals, if she couldn't achieve it, she would never come out again.
Therefore, she rubbed off her temperament little by little, and rubbed off the purest and most innocent side of her heart little by little, and seemed to grow up overnight, and her cultivation improved by leaps and bounds. She was revered by many and has since lost herself.
Where is that smiling self? Seems to be dead, right?
Retreating from accusations and disappointments, doubting himself in the blows of failure again and again, tearing himself apart little by little in the darkness and frustration again and again, wearing a nasty mask, and becoming the person he hates the most.
Isn't that all about growth?
Hua Lingyu smiled lightly twice, wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and took a deep breath.
Well, since he wants to separate, let's separate. And how could she force him? And how can you make him sad?
He's just a ...... after all Child!
That night, Hua Lingyu had a dream, and there was her and Wen Yanbai in the dream. But in the dream, she still seemed to be very innocent and lively, holding Wen Yanbai's hand, running happily in the grass, the two looked at each other and smiled, and when they were tired of running, they lay on the grass, giggling and laughing.
She was very awake and knew that she was dreaming, but she was beautiful and did not want to wake up.
However, as soon as the picture turns, the whole style of painting becomes dark.
She was forced to marry someone she didn't like, worked hard to make herself like each other, and gave everything, but in the end she ended up with six relatives who didn't recognize her. She lost everything, not even her innocent body.
The result of everything she gave was nothing but nothing in the end.
So...... This is your own demon, right? Because she was afraid to go through the same thing, she became afraid of touching, she became afraid of all the good things. She seemed to be like an ugly thing hiding in a dark corner and not seeing the light, looking forward to the sunlight outside, but she didn't dare to touch it, afraid of all the light. desperately wants to fit in, but it's just a superficial illusion.
When Hua Lingyu woke up, she had a splitting headache.
She clutched her head and got up, her throat hurting terribly. She opened her mouth, but found herself speechless.
She put her hands on her neck, desperately trying to speak, her throat hurt so badly, the whole person was confused, she seemed to be sick. But now she lives alone, and she can't get up all over, and she doesn't have the strength to urge the spiritual power to transmit the sound, so she can only lie down and gasp for breath.
This is retribution, right?
Retribution for hurting someone's heart, right?
Hua Lingyu thought.
Early in the morning, Yun Changge and the others felt that something was wrong, Wen Yanbai didn't say a word when he was eating, his face was gloomy and terrible, but Hua Lingyu simply didn't come.
There should be something wrong with the two of them, and everyone looks at each other silently, but they don't know where to enlighten.
When Yun Changge went to see Hua Lingyu, he found that the person had a high fever and was unconscious, and Ying Xiu came out and quickly diagnosed it, frowning a little embarrassed: "She has a heart disease." ”
Yun Changge was stunned for a moment, and then understood.
"In fact, if you can find the Forget Worry Grass and let her forget those unpleasant experiences, maybe it will be possible. She still can't get over that hurdle. Sakura looked at a few people.
When Wen Yanbai ran over panting, he saw Hua Lingyu, whose face was pale and his lips were pale, lying on the bed lifelessly, only to feel a "buzz" in his head, and all of a sudden it became blank.
"Forget the worries? Forget the worries grass, in the ...... Where can I find it? Wen Yanbai's frightened face couldn't speak clearly, and he looked at Ying Xiu tremblingly, "Is this the only way?" ”