I stared at the report for a long time, and I didn't dare to take it until a rush of anger rose in my eyes.

After a long time, I took it with a trembling hand, and it was clearly written: "First Trimester." ”

Hehe, I'm pregnant.

What a big joke.

God will really joke with me, Tan Yiyang was so cautious in the past, and there has never been an accident in seven years, but the night I was taken out of the police station by him three months ago, now that I think about it, it was really negligent.

In those seven years, how I wished that I could conceive his child, so that he might think that I was the mother of his child, and he would have a different attitude towards me, at least we were ethically a family.

But the reality staged a real tragedy with me.

This kid didn't come at the right time.

When I was filming before, I had nausea and nausea, and my aunt didn't come for a long time, I always thought that I was filming day and night, and my body was tired and caused menstrual disorders, but at this moment, I couldn't lie to myself anymore, what else could I do besides facing it?

I held the report and tears flowed uncontrollably.

I don't know why I'm crying, but I know that Tan Yiyang must not be allowed to know about the existence of this child, otherwise he will not only ruin my reputation, but also may snatch the child away from me.

Xu Zhizhou took me to a hidden position and asked me in a low voice, "Is it his?" ”

I nodded, my hands clenching unconsciously.

Xu Zhizhou's hand holding my shoulder suddenly exerted his strength, and his tone was a little worried: "What are you going to do?" Born? ”

I sniffed, raised my head, my eyes were already red and swollen, and I suddenly hugged him and shook my head desperately: "I don't know, I really don't know what to do." ”

At this time, the child was already three months old, and every decision I made made was tormented inside.

Xu Zhizhou took me to the car, and then drove without saying a word, and finally we stopped downstairs at his house.

Since I started filming, I moved out of his house and lived in the apartment provided by Tan Luoxi, but this time when I came to Xu Zhizhou's house, I didn't get out of the car, I didn't speak, I just curled up and sat on the co-pilot to empty myself.

Although Xu Zhizhou was very angry with my appearance, he couldn't bear to blame me after all, so he just asked me cautiously: "Do you regret it?" ”

Regret?

The intestines are remorseful.

If I could turn back time, I would never have climbed to the roof of the Yuming Group when I was eighteen years old, so that I would not have met Tan Yiyang, and everything that followed would not have happened.

I'd rather never knew him in the first place.

After thinking about it for a long time, I suddenly sat up straight and looked at Xu Zhizhou firmly: "It's been more than three months, I want to keep him and help me find a reliable doctor, my play will be finished next month, and then I will ask Tan Luoxi for leave and rest for a few months, I want to give birth to him." ”

Xu Zhizhou frowned tightly, a little puzzled: "Li En, are you crazy?" You are different from the past, you have stepped into the entertainment industry, your every move is being stared at, the unmarried actress has a big belly, what is the most taboo in the entertainment industry, you know better than me, your career has just improved a little, do you want to end like this, willingly? Is it worth it? ”

Although I am unwilling, but it is a small life, I can't use my mistakes to punish the life that has not yet come, he is right.

Even if I regret it now, I have to face it.

In the end, Xu Zhizhou couldn't resist me, so he temporarily carried me into his house, brought me antipyretic patches, and went to the bathroom to help me put water.

"Since you are pregnant, first cool down physically, take a warm bath, and dissipate the heat on your body."

I just nodded and looked at him silently.

I knew he couldn't let me go, but his phone kept ringing, listening to the content of the phone as if something had happened to the case he was holding, and I almost pushed him away.

Whatever I am, there's no reason to delay his work.

I tried my best to control my emotions in front of Xu Zhizhou, and I smiled at him when he left.

It was only after he left that I sat alone in the bathtub and quietly stared at the report in a daze.

I let myself sit in the tub and slide down until I was completely immersed in the water, and I let myself cry.

No one knows how sad I feel and what I am.

The previous life was sad enough, but now, although I left on my own initiative, no matter how I look at it, I look like a fucking abandonment, and I have to be pitiful with a child alone, does fate want to torture me like this?

I don't know how long I held it in the water, but I sat up straight out of the water when I couldn't breathe anymore.

My head was still groggy, and when I came out of the bathtub, my feet slipped and I fell to the ground in a daze.

My first reaction was to quickly hold my stomach, I sat on the ground and looked at it, and when I saw a few streams of red liquid flowing down my thighs, my mind immediately seemed to explode, and the whole person began to panic.

I almost called Xu Zhizhou with trembling hands, but no one answered after a long ring.

Suddenly, I remembered that he went to the defendant's place to ask for evidence and interrogated him, and he was not allowed to turn on the sound on his mobile phone.

I became more and more anxious, and I was never as scared as I was now, although he came at an inopportune time, I didn't want to give up on him.

I was already dizzy at the moment, probably burned, I didn't know if I could keep him, but I knew I had to find a way to find someone to save me.

I just wanted to find Tan Luoxi's phone from the mobile phone, but the mobile phone was turned off at this time.

I crawled to the bedroom with trembling legs and endured severe pain, and struggled to find the charger, and as soon as I plugged it in, my phone rang.

I vaguely saw Tan Luoxi's name pop up, and when I got through, I didn't care about anything, I just remembered saying before I fell into a coma: "Help me, save me..."

I didn't have any impression of what happened after that, it was like a broken piece, but when I opened my eyes again, I was already lying in the hospital.

Standing beside me was not only Xu Zhizhou, but also Tan Luoxi.

Xu Zhizhou's appearance was a little decadent, and when he saw me wake up, his eyes seemed to be a little evasive.

"Is he still there?" I touched my stomach and asked weakly, word by word.

Xu Zhizhou didn't speak, just turned his head to look away.

I was stunned for a moment, and suddenly I seemed to understand something, I didn't cry or make a fuss, I just lowered my eyebrows gloomily, and my hands were already tightly gripping the sheets.

When Tan Luoxi saw me like this, he probably couldn't bear to criticize me, so he walked up to me and whispered, "Do you know what impact this incident has caused now?" When you were sent to the hospital, you were photographed by passers-by, and you and Ye Lijun's CP group caused a lot of dissatisfaction among his fans, and now Ye Lijun's fans on the Internet are spraying you, attacking you for your inappropriate life, do you know that you are an explosive self-destructive future, as your boss, you are hiding such a big thing as pregnancy from me, you are obviously filming these days, but can you tell me where this child came from now? Whose? ”

Without waiting for me to speak, Xu Zhizhou was in a very bad mood, almost yelling at Tan Luoxi: "Enough, Li En, she is in a bad mood now, can you give her a little personal space?" If you want to ask your responsible brother, it's all a good thing he did, why should Li En bear the online violence!! ”

Tan Luoxi was stunned, and looked at me with round eyes: "His? ”

I just nodded quietly and bit my lip.

"When?" Tan Luoxi asked as he held my hand tightly.

"The day you came to the southern suburbs villa to look for me, that was it."

Tan Luoxi didn't ask anything more, was silent for a long time, and patted me on the shoulder: "I'll give you a week off, and then go back to the crew after recuperation, don't listen to the messy negative news." ”

After saying that, she left the hospital, and I only stayed in the hospital for a day, so I asked Xu Zhizhou to take me back to my apartment.

He didn't feel at ease, said that he wouldn't let me go alone, and stubbornly took me back to his house.

In this way, during this period of time, I quietly kept my body, and I didn't care about what was happening outside, and I didn't listen to it.

When I was bored, I went on Weibo, but found that Ye Lijun was on the hot search list.

The headline on Weibo turned out to be [Ye Lijun is suspected of clarifying the miscarriage of his girlfriend in the scandal].

I couldn't help but be curious about my own matter, and I immediately clicked into it, and it was a video of reporters competing to interview Ye Lijun on the set.

During the interview, he responded to the reporter with some frowns: "I didn't expect that the report on playing my concubine in the play in the past two days is really exciting, I can be sure that she is not pregnant, but when filming a rainy scene, she was watered for too long and contracted the wind cold, which then caused the flu, the actress lives alone, and accidentally faints while resting at home, I hope you give her a space to rest, and she will continue to film after recovery, you may wish to pay attention to our new movie." ”

After he finished speaking, there were still reporters who continued to ask: "Everyone rumors that you and the heroine of this movie are boyfriend and girlfriend, is this really the case?" ”

Ye Lijun was still as gentle as water, and responded lightly: "Thank you for your concern about my private emotional issues, if it is necessary to announce my relationship to the media, I will respond as soon as possible, it is inconvenient to respond to this question now, sorry." ”

Turning off my phone, I walked to the balcony, thinking about what Ye Lijun said in the video.

I'm a little confused, he obviously has nothing to do with this matter, but he would rather be guessed by reporters at will to wade into this troubled water, I don't understand.

Now people in the entertainment industry, where do they still have close friends, if one of them does something that is pushed to the forefront, the rest are afraid of being dragged down, and they will get as far away from this kind of bad news as possible, but Ye Lijun is not this kind of person.

Now that this matter is here, listening to Tan Luoxi's meaning will not cause any loss for the time being, which makes my heart feel relieved.

But the sudden ringing of the doorbell pulled me back from my thoughts.

When I saw the figure of the man through the video screen on the wall, I was stunned and overwhelmed.

It was Tan Yiyang, he leaned against the door, looking at the camera with uninhibited eyes, when the two of us met their eyes, my heart beat wildly, and my heart was very uncomfortable.

At this moment, Tan Yiyang almost said in a commanding tone towards the camera: "Li En, open the door, I know you are here." ”