"Su Xiaoran, are you serious?" Qiqi stopped struggling, Su Xiaoran reacted strongly to her resignation a few days ago, but now she actually took the initiative to ask for her resignation.

Must have really hurt.

"Su Xiaoran, let's go, let's go now." Qiqi took Su Xiaoran's hand and was about to go out, Su Xiaoran stood up and let go of Qiqi's hand: "Anyway, you have to finish this month, right?" There are only three days left, and I can't afford to lose my salary. ”

"Teacher Hou, don't worry about it, I'll help you pay for this month's living expenses first, anyway, you can't go back and let people see the joke." Qiqi was very determined, Su Xiaoran looked back at the place where he had lived for almost two years, thinking that he was still a little unwilling to leave so easily.

Qiqi is very good at comforting people, she took Su Xiaoran directly to the large shopping mall and dragged her directly to the clothing department.

"You, it's just been dull for too long, and your clothes are lifeless, so it's time to change your style."

"I'm out of love, and I'm not going on a blind date, why do I dress so gorgeously."

"Who said you can only dress up on a blind date? It's better to be kind to yourself when you're out of love, haven't you heard? Falling out of love is the best chance for a woman to be reborn, how many people are strong because they become beautiful because of broken love? My Su Xiaoran should live like that! ”

Qiqi's hand touched a dark red short skirt, and his eyes lit up: "That's it, you've never worn red, I'll give you a big reversal now!" ”

"Qiqi, let's go shopping again tomorrow, I'm not in the mood right now." Su Xiaoran refused to change her clothes, and the music in the mall was even more noisy. Now, she just wants to find a quiet place to heal quietly.

But Qiqi refused, in Qiqi's words, fighting poison with poison is the best curative effect.

"Shall we go get something to eat?" Qiqi's tone softened, looking at Qiqi's nervous appearance, Su Xiaoran couldn't bear it, so she agreed to go to the western restaurant on the second floor with her to order something, sit and wait.

There was music that Su Xiaoran had listened to when she was at Chenxi's house in the restaurant, and Su Xiaoran still remembered that at that time she also asked Chenxi why she liked blues, but Chenxi didn't answer, just smiled lightly and looked at her.

When the two of them were together, Chen Xi rarely spoke, and all the liking he could express for Su Xiaoran was used in action. A month and 9 days, Su Xiaoran never thought that she had such a short-lived love, it came without warning, and there was no trace when it left.

Su Xiaoran lowered her eyelids and kept kneading the teacup in her hand.

"Seventy-seven, I'll do it for three days, and I'll submit my resignation at the end of the month."

Su Xiaoran stared at Qiqi blankly, like a child carefully asking for the consent of an adult.

"Three days is three days, let's eat first!"

The dishes on the table are all Su Xiaoran's favorite food. Su Xiaoran picked up the fork and remembered that when she was in college, at that time, due to her limited financial ability, she could only come to a Western restaurant once a month, and then ordered her favorite borscht and cod. But because Qiqi knew that she loved to eat, she deliberately packed it back every time Qiqi came to the Western restaurant, saying that it was a waste of not being able to finish eating.

Su Xiaoran knew that Qiqi had been silently maintaining her self-esteem.

That poor self-esteem has become worthless today.

Su Xiaoran lowered her head to eat, maybe because she ate a little fast, she choked, Qiqi hurriedly handed over a glass of water, looking at Su Xiaoran's uncomfortable cough, at a loss.

"I'll go to the bathroom."

Su Xiaoran quickly came to the bathroom, opened her hand to the maximum, and finally couldn't hold back her tears.

She had told herself that she must save her tears until she returned home, but now, in such an environment, her endurance has really reached the limit.

Last time, Chenxi didn't tell her when he came back from a business trip, he gave her a big surprise, and in the face of her doubts, he hugged her tightly and only said that he wanted her to believe him.

And now, also coming back quietly, Su Xiaoran wanted to give her trust, but there was no way out.

The contrast is heart-wrenching. How happy I was in the past, how depressed I am now. Su Xiaoran covered her mouth hard, trying her best to swallow all the grievances, but as long as she thought of Chenxi's various performances today, her heart was extremely cold.

Qiqi didn't chase after him.

Su Xiaoran stayed in the bathroom for a long time, maybe half an hour, right? I'm glad that Qiqi didn't come in to ask questions, and then comforted her.

Those who are truly sad know that the comfort of others is only a form of expression, and there is no way to erase the pain.

Turning off the faucet, Su Xiaoran washed her cheeks in front of the mirror. She trimmed it up, trying not to look too down.

The moment the door opened, Su Xiaoran saw Qiqi leaning against the wall and smoking.

The strong smell of smoke hit, and Su Xiaoran remembered that Chenxi also liked to smoke when he was irritable.

"Bring me one." Su Xiaoran snatched the cigarette case from Qiqi's hand, but was snatched away by Qiqiyi: "No smoking!" ”

"I want to smoke."

"Nope." Qiqi threw the cigarette case directly into the trash, along with the one she was holding in her mouth.

"The food is cold, let's go back and eat, I'll give you something to eat."

At this moment, Su Xiaoran was actually looking forward to Qiqi's boiled noodles. The two walked out of the western restaurant and quickly got into the car. Night has fallen, the cycle of night and day is fast and scary, Su Xiaoran looked at the night of the city with confused eyes, and suddenly felt that everyone was so pitiful.

When he got home, Su Xiaoran threw himself into the sofa, and Qiqi walked into the kitchen to prepare dinner for Su Xiaoran.

The pocket vibrated for a moment, it was actually a call from her parents, Su Xiaoran didn't want to talk at this time, but it was not good to hang up the phone of her parents, so she had to let the phone ring.

"Your phone!" Qiqi shouted in the kitchen.

didn't hear Su Xiaoran's reply, Qiqi walked out, picked up his mobile phone suspiciously, and then answered the phone without permission:

"Hello uncle and aunt, well, it's all good, Su Xiaoran is taking a bath. She's it? She's been fine lately, you don't have to worry. Boyfriend? All good. ”

……

"Your parents said they would come over tomorrow." Qiqi said expressionlessly.

"What?" Su Xiaoran was considered alive at this time, she jumped up, a little impatient: "Then what should I do?" The last time they saw Chenxi, this time they must have come for him! ”

"Let's just say he's on a business trip!"

Su Xiaoran sat down again, knowing that this was the case, she shouldn't have let them meet in the first place!

"The noodles are ready, I'll take them out for you."

Qiqi brought out a large bowl of white noodles, there was no oil and water on it, and the clear soup noodles were the highest level of Qiqi's cooking skills. Su Xiaoran picked up the chopsticks, swallowed the dates a little, Qiqi watched Su Xiaoran eat a big bowl of noodles on the side, and it was best to drink the soup cleanly, she was very happy and looked at Su Xiaoran with satisfaction:

"Su Xiaoran, I think both of us have super self-healing ability, it's okay to fall out of love or anything, as long as you live, you have to be happy, what do you say?"

"Qiqi, don't worry, it's not the first time I've fallen out of love, I won't be unable to think about it."

"You didn't know you scared me to death today! Su Xiaoran, you said that it was also a breakup, why were you so calm about breaking up with Ji Ren, but you didn't hold back when you arrived in Chenxi? ”

Qiqi's question was asked to the tip of Su Xiaoran's heart, although it hurt, she was willing to answer.

"Maybe the love at every stage is different, Ji Ren gives me happy campus memories, and Chenxi, I don't know what I can keep...... Okay, aside, I want to sleep. ”

Su Xiaoran got up and walked into the bedroom under Qiqi's surprised gaze.

"Shall I stay with you?"

"No, your phone rang so many times, someone must be calling you, right?"

Su Xiaoran smiled, the phone in Qiqi's pocket kept ringing, and Qiqi had already hung up several calls.

Qiqi touched his forehead a little embarrassedly: "It's a group of fox friends and dog friends who asked me to drink, why don't you go with you?" ”

"Spare me, I just want to get some sleep now. Go ahead! ”

Su Xiaoran leaned against the door, urging Qiqi, until she saw Qiqi grabbing her backpack and walking out of the door step by step, Su Xiaoran's smiling face was put away.

Lying on the bed, the color of the ceiling he saw was exactly the same as the color in his mind at this time, Su Xiaoran spread out his palms and raised his hands high.

I remember a few years ago, when Ji Ren held this hand for the first time, his expression was excited, and at that time Ji Ren was full of curiosity about everything like a big boy.

Ji Ren said, Su Xiaoran, why are your hands so white?

Later, when Chen Xi took this hand, he was also stunned, because Su Xiaoran had a small bulge on his little finger, which should be regarded as a birthmark, right? Su Xiaoran clearly remembered that Chen Xi had studied it carefully, and then showed a smug look and held Su Xiaoran's palm in his palm.

When she was a child, her mother once said that the birthmark on Su Xiaoran's hand represented a catastrophe, and she was destined to go through many catastrophes in her life before she could turn evil into good fortune and return to peace.

At that time, Su Xiaoran would always make fun of her mother, saying how could she, as a people's teacher, have such pedantic feudal thoughts.

But now, Su Xiaoran would rather this be true, so that she can at least pin her sadness on fate.

Tossing and turning and still unable to sleep, Su Xiaoran turned on her phone, and the moment she turned it on, she suddenly made fun of her excessive actions. Chenxi won't call her, he won't.

Quiet night, quiet phone. Su Xiaoran flipped through the photo album and found the only photo of her and Chenxi.

The person in the photo is obviously still smiling, but why is she crying in reality?

Breaking up, just two words, blocked all possibilities and impossibilities between her and him.

The next day, Su Xiaoran forced herself to persuade herself to go to the company, and in three days, she would definitely be able to persevere. Su Xiaoran walked to the door of the company while thinking, and from a distance, she saw Chenxi standing at the door, and her eyes were facing herself, as if she was waiting for herself.

Su Xiaoran's finally scattered hearts gathered together again, and she walked towards him with heavy steps, full of anticipation for what he was about to say.