Chapter 185: You Ruined Me
I walked very fast and firmly, and kept shouting in my heart, don't cry if you are strong, your mother will definitely come to pick you up, you have to be strong, just be your mother on a business trip.
I could hear my teeth clenching.
It was very dark all around, and on the road in the forest, the street lights were dim, stretching into the distance, and I quickly walked to the small door, where the doorman intercepted me, "Miss Tan, I'm sorry, the young master commanded, you can't go out!" ”
It seemed that Zhan Yunting had given the order, and I looked at the doorman, "You'd better get out of the way!" My hand hurts and I'm going to the hospital. ”
"I'm sorry! Tan Xiaoyue, the young master will be here soon, you better wait for him to come out! Don't be hard for us! He stood respectfully in front of me, unyielding.
I thought to myself, if Zhan Yunting came out, I would definitely not be able to go.
"My hand hurts, I'm going to the hospital, can't I?" I'm a little excited.
As he was talking, Cheng Siyuan's car had already appeared on the road and drove quickly towards the door.
But at this moment, behind me, there was also the sound of a car coming quickly, and I knew that Zhan Yunting was coming.
The two cars arrived at the same time, one inside and one outside, Zhan Yunting quickly got out of the car and grabbed me, "Get in the car, I'll take you to the hospital!" The hands are still bleeding, you are obedient! ”
"You let go of me! It's none of your business! "I struggled, trying to break free of his hand.
He stepped forward and hugged me and controlled me in his arms, "Xiaoyue, don't be angry, I admit it, I was a little excited just now, I'm sorry!" I'll take you to the hospital, okay! ”
"Let go of me, you get out of the way, don't hug me with the arms you've hugged other women, I feel disgusting! You have little pretense to have mercy on me! I broke free from his embrace.
"Tan Xiaoyue, can you really bear to let go of the child?" His handsome face looked a little ugly pale under the goose-yellow street lamp, and his eyes were like two black holes.
"Zhan Yunting, don't use Zhuang Zhuang to threaten me, what you have done, have you ever thought about the child's feelings, if you really feel sorry for him, let him go and let us leave!"
"But he's my son!" His tone made me shudder, he said Zhuang Zhuang is his son?
I was instantly stunned in place, reacting to this sentence, and said in a wooden voice, "You are talking nonsense, you explain to me, what did you just say?" ”
He took a step forward, looked at me, seemed to be enough for me to see his face clearly, and then said word by word, "Zhan Wenteng's my son!" ”
'Buzz', my brain was a little short for a moment.
I looked at Zhan Yunting's angular face, thinking about Zhuangzhuang's self-satisfied little appearance, and the two kept alternating in front of my eyes.
My body shook for a moment, "Impossible! No way, this can't be, I never knew you! ”
He reached out and helped me, and I roared hoarsely as if I had been stung by a scorpion, "Don't touch me! Don't you touch me...... Get lost! Get out of here! I don't want to see you! ...... No! ”
Cheng Siyuan outside shouted through the tight gate, "Tan Xiaoyue, calm down!" Don't cry! ”
I saw Zhan Yunting's brows frowning tightly, and his expression was complicated when he looked at me.
"Zhan Yunting, if you let her out, you are tantamount to killing her! Give her time. Cheng Siyuan roared at Zhan Yunting.
“...... No! Absolutely not! "I looked at Zhan Yunting, and he looked like a hideous monster in my eyes at this time.
He was approaching me little by little, "Tan Xiaoyue, you are calm, obedient, listen to me, let's go to the hospital first, and when I come back, I'll tell you the answer you want, okay?" ”
I let out a cry that echoed through the forest, and the sound was really miserable.
Cheng Siyuan looked at my state, he was about to enter from the small door, but he was stopped by the doorman, he was already extremely angry, and he swung his fist and smashed it at the doorman, but the doorman was completely defenseless and fell to the ground.
I howled hoarsely, curled up on the ground, and kept pounding the ground with my hands, "No...... It's not like that......"
Zhan Yunting grabbed my hand, "Xiaoyue,......"
"Ah...... Don't touch me...... No! Don't touch me...... "I was crazy, waving my arms and blood all over my hands.
Cheng Siyuan ran in, stepped forward, hugged me, and grabbed my left hand, "Xiaoyue, don't cry, don't hurt yourself, be obedient!" Brother will take you away! ”
I couldn't listen to anything, and I cried loudly, "My life is ruined...... I have nothing left! You...... Ruined my ......"
I couldn't get up in one breath, and a wave of overwhelming dizziness swept over, and I tried my best to stabilize my body, but after shaking a few times, I fell to the ground......
"Satsuki ......"
"Tan Xiaoyue ......"
The sound drifted away, and I lost consciousness......
When I woke up, it was already afternoon, I looked at my surroundings in a trance, the faint smell of disinfectant made me frown, I felt that I should be in the hospital, I muttered and let out a sullen breath.
Turning his head to look out the window, the sun was shining.
Her head hurt a little, and she let out a soft moan, looking at her arm, which was still hanging from the bottle.
After thinking about it, he didn't move, and obediently waited for the drip to be finished.
I can't figure out why sometimes, regardless of my body, I would fight against something else that is simply not worth it.
It feels so silly!
My life has been like this, and there is nothing more important than living well.
I turned my head and quietly looked at the sun outside the window, it was so full of vitality, it always made people can't help but think far away, drifting to the bleakest past, thinking of the better self tomorrow.
But will I still be good? If I could do it all over again, I would finish college and do what I wanted to do the most, to beautify my youth.
I can't imagine what I will be like in the future, but the memories of the past have already filled me up, and they are all endless embarrassment.
And the cold and ruthless man who I have always imagined hating and ruining me, raped me when I was unconscious!
The room door opened, I turned my head to look at it, and then closed my eyes.
Zhan Yunting stood quietly beside my bed, his hands hanging at his sides, his back straight, his body slender and straight.
On that handsome face, there was no expression faintly, just calmly lowered his eyes to look at me lying on the bed and pretending to sleep.
I have to admit that just a while ago, I found myself in love with this man, very much! I thought that he was indifferent and hot and cold was his character, and he could become me and the strong sky.
But now my sky is falling.
Perhaps, he never knew the real me!
He never thought that I was also a little woman who liked to be coquettish in a man's arms, and I also liked to laugh unscrupulously, laughing heartlessly, but all this was ruined by his own hands, and now I will only become so strong and indifferent!
"I know you're awake? Let's have a bite to eat! I ......"
"Get out!"
I spat out two words mercilessly.
The room was silent for a moment, and the silence was terrifying.
For a long time, I heard footsteps walking out, and I didn't open my eyes.
It wasn't until the nurse came to pull out the needle that I opened my eyes and looked at my arm.
"Satsuki! You're awake! ”
I heard a warm voice, I looked over, but I saw Cheng Siyuan's gentle face, he was looking at me, his eyes were all Hexun.
"Brother Siyuan, why are you here?"
"Hmmm! You're not awake yet! He laughs. What do you want to eat? ”
I didn't respond to him, and after a long time, I turned my head to look at him, "Brother Siyuan, can I trouble you with something!" ”
"You say!" He looked at me and said gently, in a rather doting tone.
"You help me find a quiet place, I want to be quiet, and no one will disturb me." I whispered to him, "Also, I want that box of spices, in my office!" ”
"Good!" He nodded.
"I don't want to see anyone, I want to be alone." When I say this, I think Cheng Siyuan will understand what I mean, "The sooner the better!" I don't want to stay here! ”
I don't think Zhan Yunting will let me be with Cheng Siyuan, I don't want to see him.
"Hmm!" He looked at me and asked tentatively, "What about Zhuangzhuang?" ”
I didn't speak, tears welled up in the corners of my eyes, I closed my eyes and choked, "Strong! ”
"Don't cry, I'll arrange you first! We're slowly trying to figure it out, okay? "He seemed to be asking for my opinion.
"Good!" I choked up and said I couldn't do it better.
"Then I'll call the doctor, I'll check you and change the medicine!" He got up and called the doctor after he finished talking to me.
The doctor examined me and changed the medicine on my hand, and the wound was all torn and re-stitched, and I didn't know it. The pain is not in the wound is in my heart.
It's all numb now.
I kept whispering to myself. My Zhuangzhuang, how can I take you away?
My only hope is to take him away, and now there is only a little more than a month before Zhan Yunting's wedding!