"I'm not as good as her." Qiao Le's soft body slowly straightened up, she raised her hand to wipe the tears on her face, as if she wanted to laugh, but after all, her eyes were full of sadness, "Qingmo, I will help you stabilize Aunt Zhou." ”

Xiao Qingmo didn't speak, and watched Qiao Le go away.

My brain was buzzing and my head was splitting.

Spring rain, a girl in a blue dress.

Is there still a garden full of roses?

Shattered images flashed through my mind, and I didn't have time to capture anything.

"Su Ruan, what's wrong with you" I heard Xiao Mingyuan's frightened voice, "Why is your face so ugly, don't scare me." ”

I grabbed his arm and said sadly, "He's talking about me."

"What" Xiao Ming was far from reacting.

I was already overwhelmed and had a splitting headache. The feeling of lack of oxygen gradually hit, and I gasped for breath, but I still couldn't resist the discomfort of my body and collapsed.

Before I fell unconscious, I smelled the familiar bitter breath.

When Su Ruan was sent to Rongcheng, he was just fifteen years old.

It was a rainy city in the spring and snowy in the winter. Life under the fence is very difficult, she only feels gloomy and wandering in her heart. I want to work hard to recall those days, but there is only a vague shadow.

The only thing that is clear is the encounter between her and Xiao Qingmo.

Fifteen years old, as delicate as a flower.

It was raining again that day, and she heard a moan from the master bedroom, and with a burst of embarrassment, she quietly ran away.

The family's surname is Feng, and it is said that they are distant relatives of the Tang family and do a little business. Not long after she lived in the past, she found that the private life of the Feng couple was very chaotic, which made her a little girl look sad, so she tried to stay outside.

The house next door was empty, and she was used to climbing over the walls and enjoying her secret base.

Gradually, he moved his beloved pillow over, and quietly hid a few pieces of clothing, as if he had made the house his own shelter.

Until Xiao Qingmo moved in.

She looked at the untended roses in the garden, and the spring rain fell coldly.

Standing under the tree, I saw a handsome man standing by the window.

I was very unhappy, but I also had to face this cruel fact that she was just a dove occupying the magpie's nest.

The man called her to go over to hide from the rain, and Su Ruan's heart flew up all of a sudden, and she went in through the window, happily forgetting her shape.

After coming and going, she gradually got acquainted, even if he was not at home, she could open the window and live safely.

All the stories start that spring

"Su Soft, don't run over at night."

"Okay, you can come over when you have nightmares."

"You're a girl, pay attention to your manners"

"You can relax when no one is around, and you are not allowed to be so presumptuous in front of people."

"Don't sleep with me, men and women are different"

"Alright, don't be angry. The bed is big enough for one person. ”

He kept compromising, she was tempting little by little, and at the age when love first bloomed, a flower called love bloomed in her heart.

A fifteen-year-old lonely little girl, a twenty-three-year-old young man with a prominent family, may be doomed to ups and downs from the moment they meet.

I opened my eyes and found myself lying in a strange room.

"Wake up." Xiao Qingmo helped me up and brought me a glass of water, "This is the main house of the Xiao family." ”

I took the cup and took a sip, sweet.

Staring at the cup with his head down, it seems that a flower will grow from it in the next moment.

"Low blood sugar to the point of fainting, Su Soft, you have to learn to take care of yourself." Xiao Qingmo's helpless tone was filled with endless sighs, "You want to stay away from me, but you still involve yourself in this whirlpool." ”

"It was discussed early in the morning." I didn't look up, and said softly: "The old lady expected that someone would make a big fuss and let me marry you." Wait until this day to clarify the facts and return your innocence. ”

Tens of thousands of rebuttals are not as good as a marriage letter.

Maybe Xiao Qingmo doesn't care what the world thinks of him, but I do. I can't stand a person like him being scolded as a scumbag who stepped on two boats.

Besides, that award was too important to him.

"When this is over, you can leave."

He used to stand beside me as if he would never leave, but now he asked me to leave. It takes a lot of courage to say this.

I looked up at him, met his soft gaze, and revealed my inner thoughts, "I used to always struggle in pain in my heart, but I love you more and more, and I know more and more that there is someone hidden in your heart. My whole person seems to be split into two halves, and half of them say it's okay, it's me who is by your side now. The other half is saying, I am deceiving myself, and the person in your heart is obviously not me. ”

It's like a tug-of-war, I can't tell the winner, and my heart is depressed day after day.

Love will make people greedy, will not be satisfied with simple companionship, want his heart, his eyes are me, and only me.

After receiving the marriage certificate with Xiao Qingmo, the split mood became more and more serious, and Su Ying appeared more and more frequently. I knew I had to leave Xiao Qingmo.

Otherwise, this love will drive me crazy. I will do whatever it takes to explore my position in Xiao Qingmo's heart, like a despicable villain, to explore that person's past with Xiao Qingmo.

In order not to let myself fall towards the abyss of depravity, I suppressed my heart and chose to leave Xiao Qingmo.

"What kind of Su Ruan do you know?"

"Cheerful and strong, as if nothing can be beaten, right?"

"Actually, my heart is full of damp moss, and I just want to keep some good things when I leave you."

"I'm scared."

"Third brother, I'm afraid that love will turn into torture for each other."

In the end, the light in Xiao Qingmo's eyes snapped and shattered, like fireworks falling from the sky.

"You" Xiao Qingmo's voice trembled a little as soon as he spoke, he paused and asked me, "Do you remember?"

I cried out all of a sudden, "Third brother, don't you hug me." ”

Xiao Qingmo barely hesitated, and reached out to hug me into his arms. He kissed me on the cheek as if he couldn't restrain himself, and hugged me tighter and tighter, as if he was about to rub it into his bones.

I lay on his shoulder, all the fragility in my heart broke down at this moment, and I couldn't hold back crying, "Third brother, how long have I tortured you." ”

When I tested his heart, when I thought it was the shadow of someone else. He looked at me so silently and affectionately, how entangled and frustrated his heart must have been.

"It's okay, it's okay." Xiao Qingmo seemed to have lost the ability to speak, and had no extra words to say to me.

He hugged me for a few moments and then asked, "Do you remember everything?"

I put my arm around his neck, "I only remember the events of that spring, and I don't remember anything after that." ”

"It's going to get better." Xiao Qingmo stroked my sideburns, "As long as you can be by my side and never leave, nothing else matters." ”

"I'm not leaving, third brother, I'm not leaving." I know that in the past six months, the division and reunion have exhausted his mental strength.

How he looked at me, came to him, and left silently, but couldn't tell the truth.

Xiao Qingmo settled down and said slowly: "Originally, I always hoped that you could fall in love with me again, and I didn't ask for anything else. It turns out that I am also a greedy animal, and I want to hear you call me a third brother like before. ”

"Third brother."

"Hmm."

"Three Brothers, Three Brothers"

Xiao Qingmo smiled and pinched my cheek, "Like a fool." ”

"You're a fool too."

"Two fools are a perfect match."

After a busy day, I was hungry, Xiao Qingmo took me downstairs to eat.

I held his hand all the way, and I couldn't help but look at him, which made him laugh at me, and I laughed too.

This is the first time I have met the Xiao family, and I am inevitably a little nervous.

The eldest brother, Xiao Qingye, is less than forty and is Xiao Mingyuan's father. His face is serious, and his dignity is revealed.

The second brother, Xiao Qingquan, is two years older than Xiao Qingmo, and he doesn't see his family and doesn't know if he has a family.

"It's rare for someone to be so complete." The old lady seemed to be in a good mood, and said with a smile: "It's late for dinner at this time, so it's time for supper." ”

The Xiao family's tutor is very strict, and they don't say anything. Everyone dined silently, Xiao Qingmo helped me serve soup twice at noon, and I was a little embarrassed.

After dinner, everyone gathered in the small hall to talk.

"I used to think that I was young, but I got married in a blink of an eye." The eldest brother opened his mouth and said: "I think Su Soft is a decent girl, you have to treat her well in the future." ”

At the beginning, this marriage contract was just a promise to the old lady to help Xiao Qingmo get through the difficulties, but it didn't come to fruition and it became true.

I was a little embarrassed when I heard my eldest brother say this.

"I will." Xiao Qingmo held my hand and said solemnly.

"I used to be accompanied by Jizhi, but now I'm a complete loner." The second brother said with a smile on the side.

Xiao Mingyuan interjected, "Second uncle, don't say that, at least you are still married." ”

The sentence of being married has a profound meaning.

I saw that the second brother's face was wrong all of a sudden, Zhang Yuan hurriedly asked people to serve the fruit, and talked about something else.

When it was almost time to go to bed, the old lady called me to the study, I glanced at Xiao Qingmo, and he signaled me not to be nervous.

The old lady's study was antique, but I didn't dare to look at it, and sat on the chair in a proper manner.

She took out a delicate box and handed it to me, "I know something about what you are talking about." In the six months since he returned to Beicheng, he has endured a lot of hardships. Since you remember something, be kind to him. ”

I respectfully took the box and nodded yes.

"Su Ruan, I ask too much of you." The old lady's voice suddenly became stern.

I looked at her," you say. ”

"It's just the same, no matter what happens in the future. I want you to always remember the love for you and never abandon you. ”

"I will." I said solemnly.

The old lady said no more and let me go. àogé，

I was holding the box like a thousand gold. Maybe she asked me to marry Xiao Qingmo, in addition to asking me to clarify the scandal for him, but also to connect us.

After I went back, Xiao Qingmo was standing in the room.

"It's all right," he said, holding my hand, a little worried.

"Nope." I shook the box in my hand and said with a smile: "Third brother, the old lady gave me a gift, guess what." ”

"It's a ring." Xiao Qingmo opened the box, and sure enough, an emerald ring was lying there quietly, "This is the love between my father and my mother, but I didn't expect her to pass it on to you." ”

"Probably approved of me." I hugged Xiao Qingmo, "Third brother, I don't know what I will endure if I recover all my memories." But I promise you, I won't be leaving. ”

He rested his chin on the top of my hair and asked me, "Don't you want to ask me about my child?"