Su's mother pulled her daughter in, and forced her to drink a bowl of soup before she would give up. In the past few days, she has completely regarded herself as an old mother, and her daughter as a pregnant woman who needs to be taken care of, and she does everything herself.

Su Xiaoran was very unhappy in her heart, although she knew that her mother's skills were good, but for her, being quiet now was the best way to recuperate.

After drinking the decoction and remembering what Qiqi had just said, Su Xiaoran put down the bowl and looked at her mother: "Mom, did you have a hard time when you were pregnant with me?" ”

"You ask me?" Su's mother was very happy that her daughter was willing to talk to her, she tilted her head, but she couldn't remember those old things clearly, only some vague fragments remained in her mind.

"It's natural to work hard, I was in a similar situation to you at that time, and I vomited when I ate, and I had to force myself to eat when I vomited, otherwise the nutrition would not be enough. At that time, I was still in class, and I was still in the sixth grade graduating class, and your father was afraid that I would work hard and asked me to resign, but I didn't do it, and we had a lot of conflicts over that matter. ”

"That'...... And then you persevered until you gave birth to me? Su Xiaoran couldn't help but get closer to her mother, wanting to listen in more detail.

Su Mu smiled mysteriously, the wrinkles at the corners of her eyes were layered together, "If you want to say that you are also angry, although it was very hard when you were pregnant in the early stage, but later you got used to it, and it was unexpectedly smooth when I gave birth to you, and I didn't suffer much!" ”

Looking at her mother's happy appearance, Su Xiaoran suddenly sighed that her mother was really old, not because of the wrinkles at the corners of her eyes, but because of her happiness when she recalled the past.

It has been said that when a person begins to get used to reminiscing, he is old.

Su Xiaoran has often recalled the past recently, sometimes she thinks of the puppy with blond hair that she raised at home when she was a child, and sometimes she remembers the situation when she was punished by her parents for doing something wrong.

Perhaps, she is really afraid that she will get old.

"What's wrong? How do you look preoccupied today? ”

Su's mother looked at her daughter uneasily while cleaning up the dishes and chopsticks.

"It's okay, I'll just ask." Su Xiaoran pursed her lips and squeezed out a smile.

"By the way, I'll ask you something." Su Mu remembered that there were still important things to ask, she sat down again, and asked solemnly: "Why don't you go to Teacher Hou these days?" Didn't she ask about you? ”

"No, I'm busy at work, I'll see her in a few days, what's wrong?" Su Xiaoran noticed the strange look flashing in her mother's eyes, and asked, but who knew that Su's mother smiled and shook her head: "It's okay, just ask." ”

"Mom, I'm fine, go back, you always leave my dad alone at home like this, don't worry about him?"

"He? He's not handless or footless, so what's there to worry about? I've been serving him all my life, and now I can't even think about a few days of peace? ”

"I'm not talking about this, I'm saying, there are many beautiful aunts dancing downstairs in your community every day, aren't you afraid that my dad will mess around?"

"Hey, how do you talk kid? Would your dad be like that?! ”

Su Mu ignored it, but her expression began to be wrong, so she hurriedly cleaned up the table, Su Xiaoran saw it in her eyes and snickered in her heart: It seems that she should have used this trick a long time ago, Qiqi is right, knowing what the enemy is most afraid of can defeat the enemy.

"Mom, you're leaving?" Su Xiaoran stood up, watched her mother pick up the bag, and asked with a hurried look.

"Hmm, uh...... I'm that, I suddenly remembered that your dad was crying out about his waist discomfort the other day, and I thought about taking him to the hospital tomorrow. ”

"Well, you have to take good care of yourself at home, and you must not do stupid things, you know?" Su Mu raised her index finger, concerned and warned. Su Xiaoran nodded frequently: "Okay, I know, don't worry, go back quickly, my dad misses you at home." ”

Su Xiaoran pushed her mother downstairs with both hands, but her mother didn't let her send it, so she could only watch her leave, and then, Su Xiaoran turned back into the house alone, staring at the clock on the wall in a daze:

This child, she can't stay.

It was now, a few days after she found out she was pregnant, and she was very conscious in her brain.

That child is part of Kihito, and she, she, has decided to erase all of Kiren's memories.

After sitting for about ten minutes, Su Xiaoran got up, put on a thick coat, and before going out, she deliberately looked in the mirror, looking at her unaged face, and the lifeless eyes, she suddenly understood what Chenxi had said to her before: People live, only themselves can be responsible for themselves.

Ding dong.

Su Xiaoran was startled by the knock on the door, she thought that her mother had forgotten something in a hurry, so she ran to open the door.

"Mom, why are you back again?"

As soon as the door opened, Su Xiaoran was stunned, it was not her mother who was standing at the door, but Chenxi.

I haven't seen him for a few days, and his eyes are still so gloomy.

Su Xiaoran's hand that grabbed the handle of the door shook for a moment, but he just stood in a daze, and forgot to say hello.

It was Chenxi, the ice in his eyes began to fog, and he took a step forward, only one step away from her: "Long time no see." ”

"It didn't take long." Su Xiaoran lowered her head and saw the slippers on Chenxi's feet, and she was about to ask him what was going on, but Chenxi walked in in a blink of an eye, pulled her with one hand, and closed the door by the way.

Su Xiaoran looked at him with panicked eyes, not knowing how he found this place.

"I know all about you."

It was his usual low voice, and there was some anger in his eyes, and there was also some sadness that was difficult to solve.

"Why didn't you tell me beforehand."

"Sue, tell you something."

"Pregnancy."

"There's not much to say." Su Xiaoran lowered her eyes and walked back to the house by herself, Chen Xi looked at the shoes on her feet, and raised her eyebrows: "You want to go out?" ”

"If you're okay, go, I'm going to rest." Su Xiaoran sat on the sofa, but her hands were rubbing the fabric of the sofa restlessly.

"What if I don't go back?"

Chen Xi said that he had changed the slippers on his feet, he habitually opened the shoe cabinet at the door, took out his black slippers, put them on, and the corners of his mouth hooked a slight arc.

Su Xiaoran saw it in his eyes, and could only secretly scold himself for not being angry, he should have thrown away those shoes when he moved, but now that he has bumped into him, he feels that he has no more feelings left.

"Don't you wonder who told me that?"

"Who else but Qiqi."

"Wrong, it's Teacher Hou."

"Teacher Hou?"

Su Xiaoran raised her head and looked at Chenxi, with more than a little surprise in her eyes. Teacher Hou...... How did she find out she was pregnant?

Suddenly, Su Xiaoran remembered what her mother asked at dinner, and then she understood.

"Xiaoran, why didn't you tell me about such a big thing?"

"I said? How can I say, do you want me to tell you that I am on good terms with other men, and even have children? Su Xiaoran turned her back and smiled, but her heart was very bitter.

Chenxi walked over, put his hand on her shoulder, and pinned her face: "Are you stupid?" That child is ours. ”

Seeing Su Xiaoran's blank face, Chen Xi couldn't help but laugh and explained to her seriously. "I was downstairs at your house the night Ji Ren spent the night at your house, how long was that? How could it be possible to have children so soon. ”

"What do you say? You said...... Were you downstairs at my house that day? Su Xiaoran's face turned red for a while, she felt that this was a shameful thing, and she was bumped into by Chenxi.

"Okay, don't think nonsense, look at me, as soon as I received a call from Mr. Hou, I immediately ran over, and you still don't plan to forgive me?"

"Forgive you what, you didn't do anything wrong, it's me who is wrong, Chenxi, you go."

Su Xiaoran pushed Chenxi's hand away, the more gentle he was, the more uncomfortable she felt in her heart.

But what she didn't know was that half a month was already his limit, and he persuaded himself to let her grow up alone, and also allowed himself to see a lot of things calmly.

Until now, he won't let anyone separate them anymore.

"Don't push me away again."

As soon as Su Xiaoran's hand was raised, Chenxi's words rang in her ears, and she hesitated, not knowing whether to leave his sudden hug at this time, although it was really warm in his arms.

"Say you're stupid, you still don't admit it, you stupidly think that as long as you leave me, you can get liberation, Su Xiaoran, as long as I am here, you will never be liberated in this life."

Chenxi said, hugging her with more strength.

A warm current flowed into the bottom of her heart, Su Xiaoran closed her eyes, and suddenly pushed Chenxi away, "But that night"

"No, you are mine, and the child is mine."

Chen Xi hugged Su Xiaoran into his arms with one hand and did not allow her to speak again.

Su Xiaoran was confused, she had no impression of what happened that night, and she never thought that the child might be Chenxi's, until now she suddenly realized that if it was really calculated according to time, even if Ji Ren really did something to her, the child could not be Ji Ren's.

If so......

"Stay at home and don't think nonsense, you know? I'll take care of the rest. ”

Looking at Chenxi's black eyes in the deep sea that she had not seen for a long time, Su Xiaoran was shaken, she originally felt that the child was a burden, but now she began to like this child a little, it was his existence that made her understand where her heart was.

This night, Su Xiaoran didn't force Chenxi to leave again, she tried to let herself accept everything, including the things she was afraid of before. Maybe what Chenxi said is right, fortunately not happy, only he can experience it.