"Yes, I'm afraid that you'll hate me, and I'm afraid that after you say it, it will be difficult to even see you, and you won't want to talk to me again." If I didn't have these worries, I would have said it a long time ago, so why wait until now.

I am not worried about this worry, so how can it be delayed until this time, it is because I have too many worries in my heart, so I have these concerns.

Why do you want to do this again, in fact, you don't want to do this at all, but there is no way, there are some things you have to worry about.

"Seriously, I really hate you, I hate why you abandoned me in the first place, why did you make me an orphan, although at this time I tried very hard to convince myself that you were my father, but now I am really complicated and conflicted in my heart, and I don't know how to return to you." I have thought to myself that if I really see my family one day, I will definitely ask why I want to abandon myself.

Now that I finally have such an opportunity, of course I have to ask, after all, these questions are in my heart, and I have been letting them go for more than 20 years, and I have always wanted to ask and have always wanted to have an answer.

This is the only question that has been put in my heart all these years. I just want to ask, why did I abandon myself in the first place, why didn't I want myself, if I really didn't want myself, then why did I give birth to myself.

"I'm sorry to make you suffer, but what I want to tell you is that it wasn't that we abandoned you, but because of an accident, and it was because of that accident that I have been looking for you for more than twenty years, and I have been thinking about you all these years." And she is the only child in this life, at such a young age, she left her side and became an orphan, whenever she thought of this, her heart was like a knife.

"Are you serious? They really didn't abandon me in the first place, and it really wasn't because they didn't want me to send me to an orphanage. "Lin Ya was really scared, and one day her family told me that they abandoned herself and made herself an orphan because they didn't want her.

If that's the case, it's better for you to know nothing and let yourself be an orphan for the rest of your life, at least you won't feel so uncomfortable after hearing the answer.

"Yes, if I tell you a lie, the sky is thundering, everything I say is true, I really regret that I didn't protect you back then, so that you have suffered so much and suffered so much over the years." Over the years, I have returned to regret until my intestines are green, but what's the use, it's too late.

If she could have protected herself, she wouldn't have had the things that followed, she wouldn't have lost this home, and she wouldn't have been alone all these years.

It's all a cycle of cause and effect, so what's the use of regretting it? knew that this was the case, why bother in the first place, it was because I didn't do a good job at the beginning, so I left myself a lifetime of repentance.

"Then I can ask who else is in our family." Although he said that he had found his family, he only saw him, but he did not see other family members.

Lin Ya wanted to ask if it was about her mother, because everyone would have a father and mother.

When I came to see myself at this time, I only had my father, but my mother didn't come, and of course I had some doubts in my heart.

Logically speaking, if they want to see themselves, they should come together, and it can't be just him, and I always feel a bad premonition in my heart.

Since there is such a good opportunity, of course I have to ask for an exit, and if I don't ask for an exit, I feel uneasy.

"Our family, our family, you and I are left to rely on each other." When Sun Yirong said this, his tone obviously became a little choked.

What he was most afraid of was that he asked this question, but he still had to ask, and he was mentally prepared, and he had already been mentally prepared, but it was still a little uncomfortable to say it at this moment.

She longed for so many years, hoping to reunite her family, but in the end, she was alone. Now only herself and her are nominally not a family reunion, it is a little regrettable, after all, she still hasn't seen her mother, and she hasn't felt maternal love.

"Where's my mother?" Lin Ya could hear his choked tone, but she still wanted to ask.

Even if it's hard to say this kind of thing, you still have to say it, after all, it's important to you, and you want to know.

"On the day you disappeared, she was dead." Sun Yirong looked at Lin Ya, although she was very reluctant to say, but she had already asked, and told her frankly.

Regardless of whether she and her recognize these things, she should know that if she has the opportunity, she still wants to take her to worship her mother.

This is also her hope for many years, and it is also her mother's wish, if she knows that she has found her daughter, she should be very happy.

After so many years, she found her daughter back, will she resent her inability to find her daughter earlier, and did not bring her the warmth of home.

"How could it be so coincidental." Lin Ya's heart flashed with a lot of questions, how could it be so coincidental?

"I'll tell you the specific things when the time comes, and tell you all the causes and consequences, it's now, I don't know if you know if you can accept so many things." Sun Yirong didn't mean that he didn't want to tell her everything, but he was afraid that she would not be able to accept it if she knew too many things.

If she wants to know everything, she can tell her, provided that she can accept the blow of these things, after all, this is not a trivial matter, it is difficult for herself to accept, and she doesn't know how she survived back then.

Even if she didn't ask much at this moment, she would have told her these things in the future. It's just a matter of time, as long as you want to know everything, you can tell her.

As long as she can accept it, she is willing to give everything to herself, but there is a premise for this, but she doesn't want to put too much pressure on her, and letting her know these things is undoubtedly a fatal blow to her.

Originally, she should be happy to find her family, but knowing so many unhappy things, she should also feel uncomfortable. For the time being, I don't want to let her know too much, and there will be opportunities to take her time in the future.

"What you said also makes sense, don't tell me at this time, I'm really worried that I can't bear such a blow." Originally, I knew that my family had found me and that I should be happy to see my father, but when I talked about these unhappy things, I would inevitably have a nervous breakdown.

When you are happy, don't think about those unhappy things first, and even if you know, don't let yourself know too much at once, for fear that you really won't be able to bear such a blow.

"I'm worried that you won't be able to bear it if you know too many things all of a sudden." She is her own daughter, the daughter she worked so hard to find, how could she allow her to have an accident again.

Lin Ya looked at the man in front of him, he said that he was his father, but he was somewhat confused in his heart, although he showed himself a DNA paternity test, but he didn't know whether all this was true or false.

In short, my heart at this moment is really chaotic. On the one hand, I really want to believe that all this is true, that I have really found my family, but on the other hand, I don't feel that I believe it so much.

Why is there such a contradictory mentality in my heart at this moment, I can't even say it to myself, maybe for myself, all this came too suddenly, and I don't know how to adapt.

"What you said does make sense, let me accept too much at once, I really can't accept it, what you said is your daughter, in fact, I can't believe it." After all, there is no sign at all, people stand in front of you and say that he is your father, how do you make yourself believe in such a situation.

Sun Yirong knew that he would want her to accept this fact for a while, for her, maybe it was really difficult, which was also what she had been worried about before, afraid that she would not recognize her as a father, but it didn't matter, she had already thought it through, no matter what she thought, how she did it was her own business.

So he looked at her and sighed softly, and said lightly, "I know that this matter may be a bit nonsense for you, maybe you don't believe that all this is true, but what I want to tell you is that I don't need to deceive you with such a thing, because I have been looking for my daughter for more than 20 years, and I have never given up hope, for the time being, you don't want to recognize me, I can understand, this is why I haven't recognized you." Not only does she have such thoughts, but in fact, she also has such worries in her heart, afraid that after she speaks, even the most basic will be lost.

In the company, everyone is a colleague and can still say a few words, but after these things are said, she will either choose to forgive herself, or she will not believe what she said at all, she will hate herself, and finally she and she can't even say a word.

But if you don't try these things, how do you know that they can't be done? I have missed it for so many years, and I have waited for so many years, and finally waited for her to come back to my side, but I didn't dare to cower, and in the end, it was not the same as in the past.

Therefore, no matter what the outcome will be, I think about how to change, and I don't want to be the same as in the past.

After listening to what he said, Lin Ya said that it was false if he was not moved, and he was a little moved, if all this he said was true, then he had really been looking for himself all these years, and he had not given up on himself, and it was impossible to abandon himself, just because there were some accidents back then.