Chapter 184: Do it for them (1st update)
"Dad, Mom, it's not early, you go back, Chenxi can stay here with me tonight."
Su Xiaoran pulled out of his thoughts and said to the tired second elder.
Mother Su looked at Chenxi, her eyes changed a lot, and she was willing to smile at him, and her words were also very polite.
"Chenxi, look at you, you are busy going to work during the day, and you have to come here at night to take care of Xiao Ran, how can your body stand it?"
"It's okay auntie, you guys go back first."
Chen Xi took the luggage from Su's mother's hand, "Put the things here first, and I'll drive them tomorrow." ”
"Then you're bothering you, then we'll go back first, huh?"
Su's father reluctantly glanced at his daughter a few more times, and Su Xiaoran smiled and signaled that he was fine.
After the second elder left, Chen Xi sat down, holding Su Xiaoran's cold hand with both hands, looking at her emaciated cheeks, distressed.
A few months ago, when we first met, she was an energetic girl, and although she was occasionally unhappy about something, she was definitely not as melancholy as she seemed now.
He couldn't help but reflect: During this time together, how many nightmares did he bring to Su Xiaoran?
"It hurts."
Su Xiaoran reminded Chen Xi that his hand was too hard. He smirked, an expression that only existed when facing her.
"What's wrong with you?"
"It's okay, suddenly a little nostalgic for the days when we first met."
"You're saying it's too bad right now?" Su Xiaoran raised her eyebrows and asked deliberately.
"Why do you have to be unforgiving?" Chenxi surrendered and pressed her head down.
"It's eleven o'clock, it's time to go to bed."
"I don't sleep, and when I do, you'll leave like last night."
"I promise you not to leave."
Chen Xi put Su Xiaoran's little hand to his lips and kissed it gently, his eyes full of doting.
At this time, Su Xiaoran was very cute and pure, and there was always a desire to dig and protect him.
"Tatsuki."
Although Su Xiaoran lay down, his mouth was not closed.
"Thank you for all the things you do."
"What's wrong? Thinking nonsense again? ”
"Don't be nervous, I'm not cranky." Su Xiaoran suppressed Chenxi's panic in time.
"It's only now that I understand why you used to speak for her all the time, and even met her in private. Actually, you've known that for a long time, right? Xiaomeng and I are sisters. ”
Su Xiaoran's gaze was heavy and serious, but Chen Xi didn't want to continue the topic.
"Can we talk about it tomorrow?"
"Not tomorrow, say it now." Su Xiaoran grabbed Chenxi and said.
Chen Xi's long eyelashes drooped, and then they turned up again: "Xiao Ran, I want you to be happy, let us all be happy." Come out of here with me, and go where there is no one, I've already bought my ticket. ”
Can't wait that long, Chenxi thought. He originally planned to wait for Su Xiaoran to talk to her about the air ticket after she was discharged from the hospital, but now, ......
"You don't have to be nervous, I didn't blame you for hiding it from me. You have a reason for doing this, I know. I understand what you're worried about, so don't worry, I don't plan on going to anyone to get justice, they don't deserve it. Chenxi, I hope you can understand every word I say, I have nothing now, I only have your understanding. ”
Although Su Xiaoran had been trying to suppress her excitement, her eyes betrayed her.
At this moment, she fell into an unprecedented panic, as if she was not careful, she was abandoned by the whole world.
The world that has been living on it all this time is not real, parents are not, they are not.
Chen Xi saw that her face was not good, and gently stroked her forehead: "No one can snatch anything from you, including me." ”
"Do you feel guilty? For small dreams. Su Xiaoran regained her calm expression.
"It's all gone." Chenxi leaned down and kissed her on the forehead. "You haven't answered me yet, would you like to leave with me?"
"I don't want to, didn't you buy a plane ticket too?"
"You have to buy a ticket, but you have to want to."
"I can't bear my parents, I can't bear to be seventy-seven. Chenxi, they are the most important people in my life, and I can't let go of them. ”
"I know."
Chen Xi got up, because he was too anxious, so he ignored other realistic factors. He only wanted to fly away with Su Xiaoran, but he didn't expect that there were other things to consider.
Of course, it is a small matter to leave with the second elder of the Su family, but in case they ask about the reason for leaving, how to explain it?
"I don't want my parents to know. They may not even know whose child I am, and if they just knew that I was a descendant of the Hua family, I was afraid that they would be under pressure, after all, they were just such a daughter as me. ”
"But if we don't let them know why, we can't take them away."
"I know that, so I mean ...... Do not leave. Su Xiaoran looked at Chen Xi uncertainly, she knew that this request was too difficult for him. She didn't understand how much of a test it would be for her to face Xiaomeng again, but she had no choice.
"We live our lives, as long as we don't bother each other, don't you think?"
Chen Xi shook his head, with his understanding of the Hua family, as long as they stayed here, as long as Su Xiaoran was still a threat, they would not give up.
What's more, the flower mother has no feelings for Su Xiaoran, and it can even be said that she wants Su Xiaoran to disappear, so she said something like that to Chenxi.
The conversation was fruitless, which was the most troublesome thing for Chenxi. After Su Xiaoran fell asleep, he sat aside, turned on the computer, and checked Hua Mu's reply.
He did make an impulsive decision to terminate the cooperation agreement, but he did not regret it, originally, using the relationship of the flower mother to temporarily confront Qiao Jiang was originally a thing that filled him with guilt.
He didn't want to pull Su Xiaoran into his business, and he didn't want to use her to do anything. While the company is likely to face unprecedented threats after this termination, he has no way out.
That's it, give up everything he has, let go of all the chaos and complicated things, and live a stable life, these are his only wishes now.
I believe that the parents in the spirit of heaven can also understand him.
Unexpectedly, Hua Mu did not reply, and Chenxi felt strange and decided to call her to urge her.
He came to the aisle and called the flower mother when there were few people.
"Something?"
Hua Mu's voice sounded energetic, and she didn't seem surprised by Chenxi's call.
"I hope you can abide by the agreement, I will send you an email to terminate the agreement, you just need to sign and send it over, the time is urgent, I can only give you a day."
"Is it your decision to leave alone or is it Su Xiaoran's choice?" The flower mother suddenly asked.
"Does it matter? I remember you saying that you want us to leave as soon as possible. Chenxi was afraid that she would have a bad memory, so she reminded.
Hua Mu was silent for a while, and then said, "I'm sorry, I'm afraid I can't let you go." ”
"Why?"
"There is no why. Su Xiaoran's side...... Is she feeling better? There was a lot of helplessness in the voice of the flower mother.
As soon as Chen Xi heard that she changed her attention again, he was very unhappy, thinking that if Hua Mu kept refusing to sign the agreement, it would be difficult for his company to get out immediately.
"Or is it because of a little dream? Did she tell you something again? Chenxi asked.
"I don't think you have the right to take care of my house."
"The premise is that your family affairs do not interfere with my private affairs. Mr. Hua, I believe you must know why Su Xiaoran has fallen to this point today. Not only did you not bring up Xiaomeng's mistake, but you even chose to side with her, and you will only make her fall deeper and deeper. ”
"What about you? Aren't you the same? Knowing that she hurt Su Xiaoran, didn't you blame her? Hua Mu's words left Chenxi speechless.
He knew, but kept convincing himself, deceiving himself that he didn't know.
Yesterday, he personally told Xiaomeng that he knew her, which is exactly what he meant. He understood, but he didn't dare to face it. He ran away, but did not completely forget.
He had never made this assumption, imagining that if one day, Su Xiaoran and Xiaomeng hurt each other, then which side he would choose to stand on.
No one wants to hurt, but it seems like everyone is hurt.
"Why did you wake up?"
Chen Xi turned around and suddenly found Su Xiaoran standing behind him, and he was really startled.
Su Xiaoran was wearing pajamas and a big coat on the outside, probably because the coat was too big, and she looked unusually petite.
"You called her." Su Xiaoran's face was calm.
Chenxi lowered his head, "You heard it all." ”
"What are you afraid of? For the past few days, your eyes have been full of fear and flickering evasion. Su Xiaoran said, walked over to Chenxi, stood in front of him, raised his eyes to look at his tired face, and asked.
"I already know what she thinks. I don't want to leave, but if they want to stop me from leaving, I'll show them. ”
"Xiaoran, what are you going to do?"
Chen Xi saw Su Xiaoran's eyes that suddenly became cold, and asked uneasily.
Su Xiaoran smiled, "Some people, your blind tolerance will only make them more advantageous." Chenxi, I'm not afraid of anything now, I have nothing to lose. I don't force you to hate Xiaomeng or anything, you should have a good memory, I understand. But you're you, I'm me, and we shouldn't hold each other back, should we? ”
Su Xiaoran said, took Chenxi's hand, and returned to the ward step by step.
It was already early in the morning, looking at the sleeping city, Su Xiaoran couldn't take his thoughts away for a long time. Her heart had already sunk to the bottom of the sea at the moment of losing her child.
Maybe Chenxi didn't understand, but she didn't want him to understand, because some things had to be done by herself to make sense.
PS: (sweat...... It's hot and it's hot, Amitabha! )