I just feel like I'm hopeless.

Tan Yiyang is about to get married, and I shamelessly agreed to his request.

It's a shame to be thrown home.

He must have thought in his heart, this woman is really stupid to the extreme, and any woman would probably refuse such a request completely, but I agreed, or willingly.

It's just that after agreeing to him, I can't help but throw out the doubts hidden in my heart.

His hand holding my face never let go, I stroked the back of his hand, then held it tightly, and looked at him like Fang Cai and asked: "You said, Tan Luoxi also said, you have no feelings for Ye Qiao, so don't marry her, okay?" ”

I didn't hold back my emotions, and when I said this, tears flowed down the corners of my eyes.

However, without waiting for the answer I wanted, he gently wiped away my tears, and then the expression on his face was as dark as iron, and gave me an extremely positive answer: "The wedding is going on as usual, and many things can't be changed." ”

I had no choice but to purse my lips, let go of his hand at once, and let go of my whole body in front of the hospital bed with a long sigh.

"What emotions you can vent out, holding it like this will not be good for your wound recovery."

I immediately raised my habitual smile: "Where do I have any emotions, I think highly of myself, how can I enter the wealthy family casually, I will wake up after all." If I were you, I would also choose a family like Ye Qiao, which would be beneficial to you. ”

I didn't really have any emotions, but suddenly I hated myself.

Things have come to this point, knowing that Tan Yiyang will never choose me, and still having to ask head-on, it is simply humiliating.

In fact, I am also a sensible person, and I also understand the reason why he insisted on marrying Ye Qiao.

After all, if one person manages such a huge company, if he can marry the Ye family, the unlimited benefits brought to his group, I am naturally unwilling to stop it.

Because Tan Luoxi once mentioned to me that his father died early, leaving such a large group to their orphans and widows, and the gradual development and growth of Yuming Group is also due to Tan Yiyang's efforts Today, although I have not experienced this, I can empathize with his efforts.

But if he chooses me, I think I'll give him everything I have.

It's just a pity that I will never be the one he chooses.

Now that I've made a decision, I'll stay by his side for three months with peace of mind, and let me end my relationship with him after three months, and then no one will care what I do, and I won't pay attention to what happens to him.

Tan Yiyang wanted to say something more to me, but I didn't give him a chance to say it, so I interrupted him strongly.

"Mr. Tan, since we have made it clear, why don't you let me take a break, I have talked to you so much, I am tired after so long of stalemate."

He finally let go of me completely, and even though I interrupted him, he was still standing at the head of my bed, his eyes darkened.

But watching him stand in front of me for a long time made me feel uncomfortable.

I opened my mouth expressionlessly: "I said I'm tired, Mr. Tan won't want me to serve you and please you now, right?" The capitalists still have to give their servants occasional holidays, do you want me to serve you at this moment as a sick and crooked man? ”

This time, Tan Yiyang finally moved, took his coat, and didn't forget to look at me before leaving, and then walked away with his own pace.

Actually, I should be happy, after all, after three months, I can be myself again, and I don't have to be careful to deliberately please.

I didn't want to care about him, so I forced myself to read books and raise flowers to numb myself during the hospitalization, so I didn't care much about Tan Yiyang's every move.

Even since that conversation, Tan Yiyang has appeared in my hospital room almost every day, chatting with me, as if he had created an illusion for me, an illusion of a world with only him.

Almost no one came here, except for the doctor's rounds, and everyone else who wanted to see me was stopped by the security guards one by one.

It was really a period of leisurely recuperation without notice, and it was as if nothing had happened between me and Tan Yiyang, as if we had returned to the original way seven years ago overnight.

I don't care who contacts him or who he contacts.

Although sometimes he would be taboo about me when answering the phone, and he would go out of the hospital room to answer the phone, it had nothing to do with me anyway.

I am willing to stay by his side with peace of mind, just for the separation after three months.

However, I still have some curiosity, he is with me in the hospital every day, and he doesn't need to accompany his fiancée to the wedding?

In other words, what about Ye Shan? Wouldn't you need to set aside time for her?

Although I am curious, I still understand the truth, curiosity kills cats, and I will never ask another word if I shouldn't ask.

However, the day before I was discharged from the hospital, Tan Yiyang received a phone call, and his face, which had been gentle before, immediately changed to a gloomy face.

I only heard him tell the other party on the phone that he would let Xu Yuan rush over, and it was inconvenient for him now.

But I could clearly hear the noisy movement on the other end of the phone, and even the sound of falling things, and finally he looked up at me, just pinched the corner of his forehead and said, "I'm here." ”

He hung up the phone, his eyes still on me, and I just got out of bed and fiddled with a few peony flowers in front of the windowsill.

Before he could speak, I said slowly: "If there is anything, go and get busy, you have been with me for so many days, I am very content, and I should be by your side for these three months, not you with me." ”

He seemed to be in a hurry, and finally nodded and said, "I'll let Lao Zhou come, what do you tell him", and then walked away without looking back.

I don't know why you are watching me so closely this time, is it because I am afraid that I will break my promise and not keep my three-month promise?

Anyway, I don't have the right to refuse in front of him, everyone is the same here, it's just that a cold king has become a gentle old man.

It's just that in the ward, Lao Zhou and I sat opposite each other, I felt that the atmosphere between the two of us was too embarrassing, and I felt dull, and I wanted to go out to breathe.

So accompanied by Lao Zhou, I went to the garden of the hospital alone with a mask and full of arms.

No one would recognize me now, with a loop of gauze wrapped around my head, a mask on my mouth, and a limp when I walked, so no one could see who I was, so I walked around the garden openly, breathing in the fresh air.

I suddenly felt like a canary in captivity, with clothes to reach out and food to open my mouth, and even outdoor sports are only this acre and a third of the land.

It's just that what I didn't expect was that at this moment I received a call from Xu Zhizhou.

I looked at the phone in a daze, not knowing how to face him.

After all, I promised him to be his wife, but I also promised Tan Yiyang to accompany him for the last three months, how do I look like a bad woman, on one side I am tethered to a man, but on the other side I can't let go of another man, thinking of this, I shook my head and laughed at myself, and simply refused to answer his call.

I put away my mobile phone and walked to the inpatient department, just when Lao Zhou was some distance away from me to answer the phone, I was suddenly grabbed by the arm, and I just wanted to shout, but the man in front of me covered his mouth: "It's me, follow me." ”

Under Lao Zhou's nose, I was dragged into his car by Xu Zhizhou.

He drove unhurriedly, and I stared at him in surprise: "Xu Zhizhou, where are you taking me?" I haven't been discharged from the hospital yet, do you think it's appropriate for me to hang out with you in this hospital gown? ”

Xu Zhizhou said word by word: "I called you and you didn't answer, I wanted to go to the ward to see you, but the security guard didn't let you in, and you didn't leave the ward, I wanted to see you, so I had to do it." ”

I saw disappointment in his eyes, and he probably disappointed in me too.

Xu Zhizhou's tone was a hint of bitterness: "You let me give you three months, I don't ask you what to do, I don't care what you do, but don't refuse my meeting, okay?" ”

I didn't speak, just watched the scenery outside the car flash.

I don't know where I deserve his persistent liking, but I know that this man treats me well, and if he can accept me in three months, I will give him much more than we do now.

Xu Zhizhou took me to a café in a secluded and private location, and we sat in a cubicle upstairs.

He sighed and took out his phone, flipped out a few photos and pushed them in front of me.

"Tan Yiyang is not suitable for you, he can't give you the love that belongs only to you as you want, have you seen this? Let it go, you shouldn't be by his side for three months anymore, and the sooner you let go, the less pain you'll have. ”

I took my phone and watched the video slowly.

The date above is the time when Tan Yiyang got off the plane on the day he returned from Hong Kong.

In the video, a man and a woman are coming out of the airport exit and driving the door.

The man didn't move, but the woman was petite and cute, holding his arm very intimately, and kissing him on the cheek while he wasn't paying attention.

This car is all too familiar to me, the black Mercedes that often comes to pick me up, who else can there be a man, and the body that I have slept in for seven years is all too familiar.

I naturally knew who he was looking for in Hong Kong, but when I really saw him come back with a woman, my heart still hurt irrepressibly.

It was only at this moment that I truly believed that Ye Shan was not dead and was living in this world intact.

I'm not angry with Tan Yiyang, I'm not qualified, I'm just angry with myself.

obviously said that he didn't care about him, but his mind was full of him, and he wanted to ignore him, but he panicked.

I raised my head, wiped the tears that were about to fall, and said in an indifferent tone: "I know I'm not suitable for him, and I also said that I will completely break off with him in three months, and then you can do whatever you want, you still show me this kind of video, what do you want me to do, huh?" ”