Chapter 689: If You Don't Marry
Thinking about it, I'd rather make it clear to him at this time, I'd rather reject him at this time, and don't exchange it for the pain between each other in the future, if you love him, then you can sacrifice your feelings for him, as long as he's happy, I don't want him to destroy myself.
Shu Yixin has always been such a selfish person, she has always considered others more than herself. It's the same at this time, she really doesn't want to, he pays so much for himself, but there is nothing in return when the time comes.
The gap between himself and him is too big, even a little insurmountable. In fact, I also want to be with him, and I want to live happily with him for the rest of my life, but I know that I don't have that kind of qualifications, and I can't be happy with him, and my identity and status are always something I can't cross.
As much as possible, it will hurt to make such a decision at this time, but the pain is also for a while, it doesn't hurt at this time, and it will hurt even more in the future.
Sooner or later, there will be a day, so at this time, I just let myself be freed as soon as possible, so that he doesn't fall into pain, maybe he will feel a little uncomfortable at this time, but time will take away everything.
Ren Xiaoou can give everything for the person he loves, so he can do the same, and he can also refuse him ruthlessly for the person he loves.
It's not just as simple as rejecting him, but also saving yourself. If he could, he really wanted to live happily with him, but he clearly knew that the gap between him and him was too far away, and his family would definitely not allow it, and he would dislike himself when the time came, so he didn't want him to be caught in the middle and be in a dilemma, and he didn't even want him to turn his face for himself and his family.
There is no need for him to do this for himself, if he really loves her, then he should think about his future.
I told myself before that I couldn't fall twice in the same pit, and I still had this idea at this time.
"It's good to think about such an idea, because it is impossible to achieve it at all, no matter how you reject me, I only believe that you have me in your heart, then we can work together to create happiness that belongs to us, and leave the other problems to me to solve, you don't have to think too much?" He Yuhe didn't know that the worries in her heart were all for herself.
I can clearly feel that she has her own in her heart, but because of some identity gaps, her psychological uncertainty always hinders her choice.
If she really doesn't love herself, then she really has nothing to say, because her heart is not in her body, and no matter how hard she tries, it will be useless.
But the current situation is not like this, she obviously has herself in her heart, in other words, she loves herself deeply, but she is afraid of the identity gap between each other, and she is afraid of her family's obstruction of her, so she makes such a regression, and would rather refuse herself than be with herself.
Shu Yixin looked at him, and really didn't know what to say to him. In the end, he has to say what he says to be able to understand that he is doing this for him and for his good.
"Actually, there are some things that I have already said to you very clearly, even if I didn't say them, you yourself can guess if you are so smart, why do you have to do this?" Shu Yixin watched him say word by word, and really couldn't understand why he was so persistent.
What should be said and what should not be said, in fact, he has already said almost everything, how do you say it before he understands? It's not that I don't love him, it's not that I don't want to be with him, it's just that there can't be too big an identity gap between myself and him.
After He Yuhe listened to her words, he also said confidently, "You should also know my heart for you, you are so smart, it is impossible not to know how I treat you, so how can I retreat?" She also knows her thoughts and her love, so she really rejects herself so ruthlessly?
I have worked so hard and waited so long to get to where I am today, how can you let yourself give up like this? So was everything you did before in vain?
He Yuhe doesn't want to give up the relationship between himself and her like this, no matter what, he has to work hard, if she doesn't love herself, then she can still say to herself that this is just her wishful thinking, but at present, she clearly knows that she has her own in her heart.
She obviously loves herself, and she also has herself in her heart, in such a situation, how can she be willing to let go?
"Falling in love may be a matter of two people, but if you get married, it is a matter of two families, are you sure that if we get to that point, there will be no other problems? Won't your family oppose me? What do you think they would think if they knew I was just an orphan? "I'm just an orphan, not the eldest lady who is right with them, and I don't have that identity to match him.
On this point, I really think very clearly, even if I love him, I can also let go of this feeling. After all, I have nothing to do with him, and in the end we still can't be together, it's just a dream.
He Yuhe looked at her, took a deep breath, and tried to calm himself down so that her words would not be affected.
I know that she said this on purpose, she wants to be angry with herself, she wants to give up by herself, she keeps saying that she can't give up, the more she can prove that she thinks this way for herself.
Therefore, at this time, I must calm myself down first, I can't be affected by her words, I can't let her lead her nose, she is what she says, and she should have her own ideas and opinions.
"No matter what you say, it's impossible for you to stimulate me, I know that emotional things must be fought for by myself, only what I strive for will be happy, and the happiness that others give away is not what I want." Emotional matters must rely on the people around you who you love the most, and even say what your family will say and think, that's their business, but these problems will be solved for her, she will convince her family, and she will give her a satisfactory answer.
As long as she nods her head and she can stay by her side with peace of mind, then other things are not a big problem for herself, and they can be solved.
But she didn't do anything, but she didn't want to give herself a chance, didn't she believe that she had the ability to solve these things for her? Didn't she believe that she had the ability to give her the happiness she wanted, and the things she feared would not have happened at all.
In fact, she really doesn't have to worry so much, give herself a chance, and give herself a chance, how can she know if she doesn't try? You should believe that you will not let her down, and you will be happy together in the future.
"No matter what you say, I can't convince you, can I?" His own words have been said so bluntly, but it really has no influence on him at all, and it seems that he should have made up his mind.
Xiaoou is right, what he is determined to do, the initiative must be in his hands.
"Yes, no matter what you say, no matter how you say it, it is impossible to convince me, because I have made up my mind, and I will not give up until I achieve my goal." He Yuhe can tell her very clearly at this time that he doesn't want to give up halfway, and he doesn't want to give up this relationship with her.
After Shu Yixin let him speak, he watched him be silent for a while, and after a while he found his voice, and said softly to him, "Actually, it's not that I don't want to be with you, but I know more clearly that the gap between us is absolutely not allowed, so it's better to wake you up with a stick before you start." ”
It's not that he wants to do such a thing, it's just that the gap between himself and him is too far, and it's always impossible to do it.
"I can also tell you very clearly, no matter what you do, it is impossible to shake my original determination, I just have a crush on you, and I will not marry you in this life." He Yuhe put his words here, and when he said this, his voice was quite loud, and the people around him heard it.
Shu Yixin felt that his voice was quite loud, and he was also anxious, so he looked back at them, and sure enough, when he saw their obscene expressions, he knew that they should have heard it.
Originally, I wanted to make it clear to the sky, but I didn't expect that the result would make me fall deeper and deeper, and now it is a little out of control, even they have heard it, and how do I have to face them in the end?
"Can't you just be quiet? Do we have something to discuss so that the whole world knows about it? Shu Yixin was a little embarrassed when he said this, but he was embarrassed by being so loud.
In addition, the people around him looked at him with strange eyes, which made him feel embarrassed.
He Yuhe looked at her and said bluntly, "This point is really right for you, I wish the whole world knew that you are the person I love, the only woman I want to marry in my life." "In short, I will talk about it today, if she still doesn't react at all, she can only use her own ability and her own means to do what she wants to do.
At the beginning of this, I had clearly reminded her that I only loved her as a person, and it didn't matter what kind of identity she was, and I didn't care what kind of identity she was, I only knew that she was the woman she loved.
And in her own world, she never hoped that she was a person, and as far as she was concerned, she only loved her.