Chapter 59: To be born
"What the hell is going on?" Qiqi pushed Su Xiaoran away, and his heart became more and more uneasy.
"Am I sick?" Qiqi's expression became very serious, Su Xiaoran lowered his head, looked at Qiqi's skinny hands, and said, "You are pregnant." ”
What the?
Qiqi looked down at his flat lower abdomen: "When did it happen?" ”
"It's been a month, and the doctor said that you fainted because of overwork, Qiqi, what have you been through? Also, how far do you and Wan Lei plan to go? Will you get married? ”
"Wan Lei, he knows?"
Su Xiaoran nodded, and then continued: "But he didn't say anything, Qiqi, you have to think clearly, Wan Lei is a divorced person, will he still marry for you?" ”
Qiqi pondered for a while, obviously this news was also unexpected for her, she held the pillow in her arms, and looked at Su Xiaoran with an expression: "The child is definitely going to be born." ”
"You're crazy! Have you ever wondered what would happen if your parents found out? What if Wan Lei refuses to get married? ”
"Su Xiaoran, do you think marriage is really that important for a child? If his parents love each other, what does it matter even if they don't get married? ”
"Seventy-seven...... How did you get that idea? ”
Su Xiaoran's mouth opened slightly, she didn't expect Qiqi's thoughts, and she couldn't agree with them. The Qiqi in front of him is unusually stubborn and unfamiliar. Su Xiaoran thought that Qiqi couldn't accept the news, so she touched her forehead and persuaded her to lie down and rest for a while.
Qiqi obediently lay down, and then took Su Xiaoran's hand: "Su Xiaoran, don't tell my parents about this matter for the time being, I don't want them to know." ”
"But sooner or later they'll have to know."
"I know, but not now."
Qiqi's eyes are very firm, Su Xiaoran is afraid of Qiqi like this, in a sense, she is the most similar to Qiqi, they are both stubborn people.
After Qiqi fell asleep, Su Xiaoran came outside and saw Wan Lei sitting alone on a bench in the corridor and bowing her head, she sat down and said, "You say, what are you going to do?" ”
Wan Lei raised his head, looked at Su Xiaoran and said cautiously: "It is impossible to get married. ”
"What did you say?"
Su Xiaoran immediately stood up, a sneer came out of the corner of her mouth, and she looked at Wan Lei with great uncertainty: "You say it again?" ”
"It's the same how many times I say it, I refuse marriage, I said it when I first got together with Qiqi, this child is an accident, I'm sorry Qiqi, you can do whatever I want, except for marriage."
Wan Lei's thoughtful words were like a bolt from the blue to Su Xiaoran, she was angry with Wan Lei, and even more angry: how could she be so confused and hand herself over to a person who didn't want to be responsible at all?
"What about the kids? What are you going to do? ”
"Kid...... If you can, do it! ”
"Where's Seven-Seven?"
"I'll be with her."
There is an artist's sorrow in Wan Lei's eyes, there is no fireworks, artists have always been mavericks, Su Xiaoran knows, she knows even more, Qiqi has embarked on a road of no return.
Su Xiaoran did not stay in the hospital to accompany Qiqi, she knew that Wan Lei would accompany her and persuade her to kill the child.
Although he knew that this would hurt Qiqi's body a lot, Su Xiaoran felt that the long pain was better than the short pain.
It's been sleepless all night, Su Xiaoran feels that she must have had a nervous breakdown, and every time in the dead of night, many troubles will automatically run out, and she can't get rid of them.
She simply got up, opened the drawer and found the diary to write and scratch on it, wrote and deleted, deleted and wrote, and after repeating this several times, she finally stayed up until dawn, Su Xiaoran called home, she hadn't called home for a long time.
The mother who received the call was very happy, and without waiting for Su Xiaoran to speak, she nagged vigorously, and finished all the gossip in the neighborhood, and then stopped: "Ranran, how are you doing?" Your dad said he was going to see you, would it be convenient for you to see next weekend? ”
"Look at me? What do I have to look at? Su Xiaoran has a weak heart, her parents came over to urge her to find a partner, although she already has a nominal boyfriend, but it is definitely not to the point of meeting her parents.
"Don't come, I'm going to work overtime next weekend."
"It doesn't matter if you work overtime, we'll wait for you at home." Father snatched the phone and said.
Su Xiaoran instantly regretted calling her, so she had to continue to lie: "No, Qiqi is living with me now, it's inconvenient." ”
After a while, Su Xiaoran finally strangled the idea of her parents coming in the cradle, and she took a long breath, thinking that she must have a bad brain to take the initiative to start the fire.
After a simple tidying up, Su Xiaoran decided to go to the hospital to visit Qiqi.
She guessed that Wan Lei must have told Qiqi his idea last night, but she didn't know if Qiqi would agree?
No matter what the result is, it will be a disservice to Qiqi. Su Xiaoran bought some nutritional products on the road, and when she arrived downstairs in the hospital, she called Qiqi, Qiqi's tone sounded calm, and Su Xiaoran went upstairs with confidence.
Pushing open the door of the ward, Wan Lei was sitting at the head of the bed while peeling fruit for Qiqi while telling a story, Su Xiaoran glanced at Qiqi who was smiling, and walked in with a smile: "Didn't bother you, right?" ”
"No, you sit, I'll go out and buy some food for Qiqi, have you eaten? Would you like to buy one for you? Wan Lei handed the apple to Qiqi and stood up.
"No, I'll be leaving in a moment."
Su Xiaoran made the greatest politeness she could, and after Wan Lei left, she took Qiqi's hand and was very distressed: "How's the talk?" ”
"Kid, I'm sure I'm going to stay." Seventy or seventy is very sure.
"What does Wan Lei mean?"
"Su Xiaoran, Wan Lei is an artist, and the fireworks in the world are not suitable for him. Do you know why he divorced his ex-wife? It is because he loses inspiration in his married life. A person who was born for art cannot touch these things. ”
"Then you still insist on giving birth to a child?" Su Xiaoran didn't say it explicitly, but she really didn't want Qiqi to leave this poor child who was destined to have no complete family.
Qiqi smiled shallowly, and didn't regard this as a particularly big thing: "Su Xiaoran, I also have my selfishness and dreams, as long as I think of this little life, he exists in my body, I can't do anything to stop him from growing, life should be respected, isn't it?" ”
Qiqi's words made Su Xiaoran speechless, caring was chaotic, she loved Qiqi, but the child in her belly, she didn't have any feelings for him, or rather, she subconsciously regarded him as a stumbling block hindering Qiqi's happiness.
"Since you insist on keeping him, I have no right to object. It's just Qiqi, you can't hide this matter for long, what if your parents find out? ”
"I'll tell them when it's right, Su Xiaoran, you really don't have to worry about me anymore, I know what I'm doing."
When Wan Lei came back again, Su Xiaoran found an excuse to leave, for her, every minute and every second in the hospital was tormenting, she hoped that Qiqi would be happy, but Qiqi's definition of happiness was different from hers, she could only respect her choice.
Fortunately, there is Chenxi.
Su Xiaoran told Chenxi about Qiqi, and she hoped that Chenxi, as an outsider, could give her good advice.
But Chenxi only said one sentence, he said, we have no right to interfere in other people's lives.
Su Xiaoran was very dissatisfied with this answer, how could Qiqi be someone else? Qiqi is her partner who has always relied on each other!
Chen Xi saw Su Xiaoran's unhappiness, and he asked her instead: "If you are pregnant, will you kill your child?" ”
Su Xiaoran was speechless all of a sudden.
She never thought that she would make life, but if he did appear, would she give up on him for her so-called future and freedom?
The answer is no.
"I just don't worry about Qiqi, Qiqi used to be so happy, but now, since she and Wan Lei are together, I see her with more tears than smiles, is this kind of relationship really happy?"
"No, but, you're not Qiqi, you don't know what she wants."
Su Xiaoran left Chenxi with a roll of his eyes, hating that he always looked like an adult to talk to her, although it made sense, she didn't like it.
Qiqi was discharged from the hospital, Wan Lei meant that Qiqi was pregnant now, and because he was busy with the art exhibition, he had no time to take care of Qiqi for the time being, so the responsibility of taking care of Qiqi fell on Su Xiaoran's shoulders.
Su Xiaoran asked Chenxi to drive Qiqi back to his home, and Qiqi kept talking to Chenxi along the way, not thinking that his pregnancy was such a big deal at all.
"You sleep in the bedroom, I sleep in the study." When she got home, Su Xiaoran changed Qiqi's bed sheets and said.
Qiqi rushed to Chenxi like a happy bird: "You won't feel sorry for your Su Xiaoran, right?" ”
"If she wants, she can come to my house."
"That's not good, who's going to take care of me when she's gone?"
Qiqi leaned on the sofa, watched Su Xiaoran busy before and after, and showed a happy smile: "You are still the best for me, it seems that I didn't hurt you in vain before." ”
"You just know I'm good!" Su Xiaoran walked up to Chenxi: "Can you go downstairs to the supermarket to buy some toiletries?" ”
Chen Xi was about to turn around and leave, but Qiqi stopped him: "Let Su Xiaoran go, she knows what I use." Qiqi grimaced, Su Xiaoran shook his head, what time is it, Qiqi is still so optimistic.
When Su Xiaoran went out, Qiqi returned to his normal expression: "Do you know Su Xiaoran's previous story?" ”
"What a story." Chenxi sat as far away from Qiqi as possible and asked.
"The story of her and her ex-boyfriend."