Chapter 166: Discarded Like Trash
Mu Zichen's eyes gently portrayed Su Ye's silhouette over and over again, and only in front of her would he take off his cold and hard disguise, her miserable little face was reflected in his black eyes, and there was a burst of pain in his heart.
Su'er, what should I do with you? This kind of you makes my heart ache, but I have to push you away, I wanted to completely push you away from my side, but now that you have our children, there is a bond between us, I regret it, I am reluctant, maybe I just want to give myself a reason to stay by your side.
Like a big boy seeking security, he took Su Ye's hand and put it on his angular cheek, her hand was very cold, even though the room was fully air-conditioned, and her body was covered with a thick quilt, her hand was still so cold, like ice stabbing his warm face.
Although the cold sweat on her body was wiped dry by the servant, the sweat-soaked hair was attached to her pale little face, Mu Zichen stretched out her hand to pin her wet hair behind her ear, and her black eyes locked her for a moment.
When Xiao Mo pushed the door in, he saw such a beautiful scene, which was so beautiful that he couldn't bear to disturb it, but he knew that because of Gu poison, their love road was destined to be difficult.
Think about it, how could he and Tang Mi not be like this, and even he was worse than Mu Zichen, because so far he didn't have any news of that girl, and she seemed to have disappeared out of thin air.
Mu Zichen heard the sound of the door opening, turned around and saw Xiao Mo, as if he had grabbed a life-saving straw, he immediately stood up and patted Xiao Mo's shoulder, which contained trust in his brother, Xiao Mo felt that the burden on his shoulders was very heavy.
Xiao Mo carefully examined Su Ye with a serious face, and picked up high-precision instruments to scan Su Ye in various ways, but the more the sword eyebrows tightened in the end, Mu Zichen behind him felt more and more flustered, but he didn't dare to make a sound, for fear of disturbing Xiao Mo's diagnosis.
When Xiao Mo put down the stethoscope in his ear and the instruments in his hand, Mu Zichen looked at Xiao Mo with dark eyes, and couldn't wait to speak, "How is she?" β
Xiao Mo glanced back at Su Ye, and ordered the female doctor who came with him to stay and take care of her, before turning his head to look at Mu Zichen again, "Let's go out and talk?" With that, he was already striding ahead.
The more he was like this, the more uneasy Mu Zichen's heart became, and his eyebrows frowned and he took steps to keep up with Xiao Mo.
Entering the study, Xiao Mo looked back and closed the door, Mu Zichen couldn't help but grab his arm, "What is going on with her?" Isn't it bad? β
Xiao Mo put his big palm on his hand, as if he wanted to give him strength support, and looked at him calmly, "No, she's fine, but...", he paused for a moment before he spoke with difficulty, "But the child is not very good, her body is relatively weak, I will use Chinese medicine to save this child as much as possible, but as for whether it can be saved, it depends on the will of God." β
Obviously, Xiao Mo's diagnosis is no different from that of a family doctor, and the same is to let him see the will of God.
See providence? Mu Zichen naturally understood what they meant, that is to say, the chance of surviving was very small, he felt as if the strength in his body had been taken away, he could barely stand up, fortunately, Xiao Moyan quickly grabbed him, otherwise, he would definitely fall.
Xiao Mo's eyes flickered violently, he had never seen Chen's appearance before, in his eyes, there was almost nothing that could defeat him, he looked at him seriously, and made a promise, "Don't worry, I will do my best to protect him, I will increase the chance of survival to the highest." β
Mu Zichen held his shoulders tightly with both hands, as if to give him all his trust, suddenly, his eyes froze nervously, and then looked at Xiao Mo, "Does this have any effect on Su'er?" β
"No, her body is too weak, I will add some tonic medicine to the medicine, and take this opportunity to help her recuperate." Xiao Mo's determined eyes made Mu Zichen feel at ease.
"Thank you." Hearing that Su Ye was fine, his nervous heart was completely put down.
Mu Zichen forced his body to walk towards the door, but Xiao Mo behind him stopped him again, he turned around, and saw Xiao Mo wanting to speak and stopping, his thick eyebrows wrinkled impatiently, "If you have something to say, say it." β
"How are you going to arrange Su Ye?" Xiao Mo hesitated for a long time, and finally asked.
"What do you mean? Su'er is like this, do I still want to drive her out of the castle? What's more, she still has our baby in her belly. He had already made up his mind that he would not hurt her again, hurting her once was enough to make his heart ache, and he had to pay it back with the rest of his life.
Xiao Mo looked at Mu Zichen with complicated eyes, and he mustered up the courage to speak slowly, "But her body can't withstand any toss anymore, even if it's violent mood swings, she is now suitable for finding a quiet place to take care of the baby, but obviously, your side is not suitable, Fang Jinyu lives in the ancient castle, and the most important thing is that you may have a seizure at any time now..."
"Then where do you say is the right place for her to recuperate?" Mu Zichen turned around and went back in a stride, grabbed Xiao Mo's collar with his big knuckled palm, and confronted him violently, his eyes were full of scarlet bloodshots, and his eyes swept towards Xiao Mo fiercely.
Without waiting for Xiao Mo to answer, Mu Zichen smiled weakly, a low laugh came, but his face was extremely miserable, and his eyes flashed with crystal tears, after all, he was too extravagant, he couldn't give her happiness after all.
What Xiao Mo said is the truth, he is a complete monster now, he may have a seizure at any time, Su Ye will only face danger from time to time when he stays by his side, and he can't even guarantee safety, so how can he raise a fetus?
That's it, he originally wanted to let her go free, but with a child, he greedily wanted to keep her by his side, maybe this child is God took pity on him, and gave him an extra year to get along with her, although he couldn't keep her by his side, but at least she wouldn't leave him completely.
His dark eyes closed in pain, and when he opened them again, a touch of extremely complex and painful emotions flashed in his eyes, and it was obvious that he had made a decision.
"I'll arrange for her to go to the rose garden to raise the baby." In just this simple sentence, he used almost all the strength in his body.
Su Ye has been in a coma, Mu Zichen has been guarding his bedside, how long Su Ye has been in a coma, Mu Zichen has looked at her for as long as she can't see, as if she can never get enough.
Mondstadt brought him food many times, he didn't even look at it and asked him to take it off, Su Ye was hungry for as long as he lay down, he thoughtfully took off Su Ye's blood-stained clothes, and personally brought warm water, wiped her body clean with a wet towel, and changed into a clean nightdress, his Su Er loved to be clean, and he definitely couldn't stand the sticky sweat.
Xiao Mo boiled the decoction for Su Ye and brought it in, Mu Zichen took the porcelain bowl with his own hands, scooped up a spoonful with a spoon and put it on his mouth to blow it cold and feed it to Su Ye, but Su Ye was in a deep coma, and the decoction was fed into her mouth, but she didn't swallow it at all, and it flowed out from the corner of her mouth.
Mu Zichen simply opened his mouth and drank a mouthful along the edge of the bowl and put it in his mouth, and his thin lips gave her the decoction little by little against Su Ye's lip flap, and a small bowl full of decoction was fed into Su Ye's mouth.
It wasn't until noon the next day that Su Ye slowly opened her heavy eyelids, and there was a slight itching sensation in her palm, she tried to withdraw her hand slightly, but she didn't twitch, looking along her arm, it was Mu Zichen who grabbed her hand and put it on her face, the itching sensation just now was the stubble on his chin, his dark eyes were closed, obviously asleep.
Su Ye raised her eyes and looked, there was no one else in the room, only the two of them, her eyes looked at the sleeping man calmly, her thumb gently rubbed his stubble chin, obviously only a few days did not wake up to see his handsome face, but she felt like a centuries apart.
So much had happened in the past few days, so much that she couldn't digest, she didn't know whether to trust her feelings or everything in front of her, he was holding her hand tightly even in his sleep at the moment.
But Fang Jinyu's words that day and the bruised kiss marks on her body pierced into her heart like a thorn, and she couldn't pull it out even if she wanted to.
As if telepathically, Mu Zichen slowly opened his black pupils, and unexpectedly collided with Su Ye's, and the two stared at each other for a long time.
In the end, it was Su Ye who spoke first to break the silence, "Have you ever had a relationship with Fang Jinyu?" After all, there was no room for sand in her eyes, and there was a sharp light in her delicate pupils at the moment, locking Mu Zichen's black eyes, as if she wanted to directly penetrate his heart.
Mu Zichen obviously didn't expect her to ask this in the first sentence when she woke up, a violent injury flashed in the depths of his eyes, and her Su'er finally began to question him, very good, isn't this the result he was expecting? But why does the upper left side of the chest hurt so much?
He opened his mouth, but before he could make a sound, Su Ye took another step ahead of him, staring at him word by word, "I want to listen to the truth." She said this nervously and seriously, and she replied after reminding Mu Zichen to think about it.
Mu Zichen quickly retracted the pain at the bottom of his eyes, and a wicked smile appeared on his handsome face at this moment, looking at Su Ye like a second ancestor, "What is there to say?" Didn't you see it all yesterday morning, when Yu'er was in my arms, you wouldn't be naΓ―ve enough to think that we were just sleeping with us in our arms, right? β
As soon as his words fell, Su Ye's body slid weakly on the pillow behind her, her face was as pale as paper, weak as a butterfly with broken wings, she looked at the ceiling lifelessly, and muttered, "Then why do you want to stay by my side?" β
If you have decided to abandon her, why do you go out of your way to save her and stay at her bedside? Why give her hope again?
Mu Zichen laughed mercilessly at this moment, his hearty laughter echoed in every corner of the bedroom at this moment, listening to Su Ye's ears to be extremely sarcastic, she twisted her eyebrows to look at him, but he said with a mocking face at this moment, "Do you think I stayed by your side for you?" You are wrong, I am for the seed of my Mu family. β
The species of the Mu family? What do you mean? Su Ye was stunned for a moment, then came back to her senses, and her first reaction was to raise her hand and stroke her flat lower abdomen.
Mu Zichen's voice sounded again, "It's what you think, you are pregnant, pregnant with my Mu family's seed, it is also your luck, when I want to discard you, this child came at a very good time." At the very least, you can stay with me for almost another year until you give birth to the baby, and as for the rest, you don't have to be delusional. β
Pregnant? Discarded, a year, delusional... All these words pierced into Su Ye's internal organs like an ice blade, and she felt a pain all over her body, a pain in her heart, all the way to her limbs.
She turned her head with difficulty, looked at him, and spoke slowly, "So, you're admitting that this time is just a joke for me, right?" I'm tired of playing now, and I'm going to throw me away like garbage, right? She looked at him with resentment in her eyes.
Mu Zichen felt that his heart was grabbed fiercely, and he was suffocated by the pain, but he couldn't have a trace of soft-heartedness, he had to harden his heart, and it hurt once, it was better than spending a long time in pain in the future.
He put his arms behind his back, his palms clenched fiercely, his nails embedded in the flesh, and only this strong pain could keep his mind clear, his eyes swept indifferently towards the little woman on the bed, and the corners of his mouth swayed with a touch of disdain, "The answer is already in your heart, isn't it?" Why do you have to ask it again? Or do you just like to be abused? β
He couldn't say that she was his plaything, it was an insult to their feelings.
Su Ye closed her eyes in despair, a line of crystal teardrops slid down the corners of her eyes and fell to her ears, calming down for a long time, she slowly opened her eyes, she was unusually calm at the moment, but looking at Mu Zichen's eyes was so strange, her voice was so light that she could barely hear clearly, "Then why do you think I will give birth to a child for you?" β