Chapter 537: Emotional Problems
"Okay, you can lie down here for a while, and then remember to rest early, don't torture yourself, and don't rest so late." She really felt sorry for him like this, but so what, all she could say was to celebrate him and let him rest early, I had to continue to torture myself, after all, I had to take care of myself before I could live a better life.
Maybe other people have family to rely on, and life can be a little casual, when they are tired and want to rest, at least there is a harbor to rely on, but for them, they are alone, no matter how hard it is, they can only carry one person to survive.
This is the biggest difference from other people, the biggest difference.
If you have a harbor to rely on, you don't have to work so hard, and you don't have to carry everything alone, so it will be easier.
But they are fundamentally different from other people, because they have no family to rely on, so they can only rely on themselves.
Whether it's good or bad, it's all on your own, and no one can help you. Lin Ya has experienced so many things, and she can be regarded as having figured it out in the future, only if you are kind to yourself, other people will not sympathize with you at all, and only you know your own good and bad.
So at this time, I just want to live a good life, more or a combination of work and rest, don't let yourself work too hard, so that it is possible to live, if you work too hard, you will be exhausted early, it is really not worth it.
Although you talk about your family, don't want yourself, but even without them, you can still live a good life, and you can live a chic life all the time, so don't keep thinking about finding your family, even if you find them, it doesn't necessarily change your life.
Maybe their condition is worse than their own, which is not impossible, so whether or not they can find their families in the future, at least at this time you have to treat yourself well, because only in this way will you have the opportunity to meet them one day in the future.
"Wait, there's something I'd like to ask." Shu Yixin still maintained the same posture as before, but just wanted to ask him what he thought.
"There's something you want to say." Lin Ya looked back at her and said softly.
"Have you ever thought about finding someone to live with, or just living alone?" Shu Yixin didn't know what he really thought in his heart, but at their age, it was normal for him to want to fall in love.
Lin Ya looked at her with a surprised look, probably not expecting to ask this question suddenly.
"I haven't planned for the time being, how can I suddenly solve this problem, you know, in a situation like ours, it's impossible to find a person with good conditions, if the conditions are too bad, isn't it better to live alone?" Although it is good to have someone to accompany you by your side, the conditions are worse than your own, and it is better for two people to live a hard life like this together.
After all, in such a situation, you can do whatever you want, and one more person always feels that not everything can be decided by himself.
"I'm just casually saying hello, you go and rest first, I'll lie here for a while." How could Shu Yixin tell her that she actually had other thoughts in her heart.
Lin Ya felt that it was a little strange for her to ask these words at this time, but she just glanced at her, but did not say anything more, and then went back to her room.
Shu Yixin didn't speak, let alone answer her questions, just sat there quietly, because at that time she really didn't want to move anything, she was really tired and wanted to lie down, in fact, in the final analysis, it was just tired, not anything else, maybe it was too much that had happened recently, making herself a little exhausted.
I always feel that the people around me are not so smooth in their relationships, what is going on? Whether it is tortured by God or like like gathered, everyone I know is like this.
Shu Yixin even felt a little strange, why was it so coincidental? It seems that none of the people around me have a smooth relationship, and there is no one who is happy, and there are always so many twists and turns.
It seems that I really don't have too many expectations for love, after all, there is only disappointment, which will not bring hope. When I think about these things clearly, I don't feel the need to think about it.
This kind of life always makes me feel a little tired, but the people around me are not emotionally troubled, everyone is happy, and in such a situation, I can be happy for them.
It's a pity that this is not the case, seeing that one or two of them are like this, in fact, I am a little timid about love, and I dare not go further.
Lin Ya has lived with herself for so long, and she has never seen her fall in love, in her words, she is too tired to fall in love, she is too busy with work and making money, how can she have time to fall in love?
I was hurt emotionally before, so I didn't dare to fall in love, or maybe I was still waiting for him, although so many years have passed, but I never thought about forgetting him in my heart, and I never thought about letting him go.
Otherwise, after so many years, I am still alone, why don't I dare to continue to find someone to fall in love? Is it because of the injury he suffered back then, so he has always been haunted in his heart, or maybe he is waiting for that answer, and when he comes back to tell him why he treated himself like this in the first place, why he didn't say goodbye when he left, he didn't even leave a word, and he disappeared when he said he was gone.
I have to say that this matter has always been haunted in my heart, even if I can't let go of it for so many years, because this incident has indeed happened to me, and it doesn't mean that I can forget it if I want to.
I paid so much for him at the beginning, but what did I get in the end? I didn't even dare to think about it.
I really feel too tired, when will this life change, I don't want to continue like this, I really want to forget him completely, but can I do this? After so many years, I have never forgotten him.
Do you even make yourself wonder if he's still there? If he was still here, why didn't he come back to find himself after so many years, after all, he had been waiting in the same place, and he had never left, so if he came back, he could still find himself.
Whenever I think of these things, I feel very heartbroken, because I don't know if he is still there, I don't know if he really can't bear to treat himself like this, or if he really forgets something and forgets his existence.
Shu Yixin struggled on the sofa for a long time, and finally felt that it was okay, what was the use of thinking so much, he didn't show up, no matter what he thought, it was useless.
So many years have passed before, and if he wanted to come back, he would have come back a long time ago, and it is impossible to say that he has not come back for so many years.
Maybe he was the only one who was stupidly waiting for him, he had forgotten about himself, or maybe he was married and had children at this time, and the children would be playing soy sauce.
There are too many possibilities, so you really shouldn't continue to struggle with yourself, and you shouldn't let yourself get into difficulties. If he doesn't show up, he can't get the answer he wants, and maybe one day someone who knows about him tells him that he can know the whole story.
At this time, no matter how much you think, racking your brains, you will never get the answers you want, because those thoughts are only your own unilateral thoughts, and the truth is not like this at all.
In other words, it is useless to think too much about yourself at this time, and you still can't change anything in the end. It will make you feel more tired, because there will be no change in the rest.
The days are like this, day after day passes, and there doesn't seem to be much of a wave, everyone is busy with their own things.
Ye Jinghao has been very diligent in coming to the coffee book house since that day. How to say it, it was three days and two ends appeared in the coffee book house, under the pretext that he liked the coffee here, so he came to eat, in fact, everyone's hearts clearly knew that he was because of Ren Xiaoou.
If it weren't for Ren Xiaoou working here, how could he come here to drink coffee. So it's just an excuse for him to drink coffee, and it's true to see someone.
No matter what, people can't drive people out when they come over, after all, they are opening the door to do business, and he will come over as a customer, and he can't eat and drink anyway.
Wouldn't it be great for them? There are such fixed customers at both ends for three days. Whether the relationship between Ren Xiaoou and him has become white-hot, Ren Xiaoou doesn't seem to pay much attention to him, every time he comes over, he just says hello, and even chats a few words sometimes, and then says that he has something to do and finds an excuse to leave.
In short, when he comes, he will try his best to find an excuse to leave, and he will not face him calmly. Maybe they just want to calm each other down, or maybe they don't want to forgive him so soon.
After all, he had made himself suffer a lot before, so at this time, when the feng shui took turns and turned to himself, he should not spare him easily, he had to let him remember things, it was not as easy as she thought, and it was not something he could get if he wanted it.
Shu Yixin didn't ask much about the things between the two of them, no matter how they said it, it was all a matter of their feelings, no matter how he said it, he was an outsider, and it was naturally inconvenient for this outsider to interject.
Ye Jinghao was not angry at all for her approach, in short, no matter what Ren Xiaoou did to him, he pretended not to be like that. It's like an iron heart, you have to do it, you have to chase her back.
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