Chapter 37: The Military Wife Who Wants to Be a Translator (21)
An Nan only injured her left hand in this car accident, so she could go home to recuperate after staying in the hospital for two days, but after all, it was a broken muscle, An Nan had to be a semi-disabled person for a few months, and only one arm could be used, but fortunately, it was not her right hand that was injured, and it did not prevent her from writing, reading, and translating.
After Qin Hongwu went back, he became more and more silent, perhaps because he didn't know how to get along with An Nan, and often took care of all the trivial chores at home in silence, so considerate and meticulous that he almost had to take care of An Nan as a patient who couldn't take care of himself.
Du Meiyun and her newborn child were also taken back to the family home by the head of the regiment, as for why the child's father didn't appear, there are several theories circulating in the family building, some say that Du Meiyun was abandoned by the man, saying that she deserved it, and the end of eloping with someone was so miserable, and in the end, she could only come back alone with a drag oil bottle.
It is also said that the man committed an accident in the south and was caught by the police and squatted in prison, Du Meiyun, a pregnant woman, had no one to take care of her there, so she had to come back to her parents with a cheeky face.
However, these things have nothing to do with An Nan, except that the head of the regiment's wife brought some gifts to thank Qin Hongwu for going to the hospital to take care of Du Meiyun that night, regardless of his previous suspicions.
The gossip about Qin Hongwu running to take care of his old lover who gave birth to a child despite his daughter-in-law's injury in a car accident is also circulating in secret, and the military wives want to stop talking when they see An Nan, their eyes are full of sympathy and pity, and they often comfort her with some self-righteous and obscure words, which often makes An Nan cry and laugh.
And when they saw Qin Hongwu, they rolled their eyes at him, looked at him with disdain and anger, and deliberately stabbed him with yin and yang weird words, sarcastically saying that he didn't cherish such a capable and beautiful daughter-in-law, and he would regret it in the future! At this time, Qin Hongwu only bowed his head and was trained, who made him feel ashamed?
While recuperating from his injuries, An Nan translated another book and submitted it to the publishing house, and from time to time he contacted those like-minded translator friends.
So one day, she received a phone call, which introduced her to the city's technical university as a teacher, teaching Chinese and English translation, but she had to go to the university to try out a class first.
Surprised and pleasantly surprised, Annan immediately decided to seize this opportunity, she excitedly prepared a lot of content for this trial lecture, and then went to the university with confidence after her left hand was completely healed.
The trial class was a success, and the school leaders immediately decided to admit her.
Although Annan has not graduated from high school or university degree, there are not many high-level intellectuals who have survived the brutal cultural catastrophe, so the school that urgently needs all kinds of talents to be teachers only requires her to have real materials and does not care whether she has a diploma or not.
Of course, An Nan has real materials, and her pile of translated and published manuscripts is proof, besides, she is young, has common topics with those college students, is easy to communicate, and of course, more importantly, her trial lectures can be explained in simple terms, clearly organized, and is very suitable for being a teacher.
An Nan went home in a hurry, since she was going to teach at a university in the city, she naturally had to live in the school's staff dormitory, so she had to pack her luggage and plan to move everything to the school, she probably wouldn't go back to live here.
When Qin Hongwu came back, he saw that An Nan's room and living room were piled up with several large boxes.
"I got a job teaching Chinese and English translation at the city's technical university, so I plan to move to the school." An Nan's eyebrows fluttered, and he was also very excited when he spoke to Qin Hongwu.
After Qin Hongwu reacted to the meaning of An Nan's words, he suddenly fell into an ice cellar, and the blood all over his body seemed to be cooled, and after a long time, he finally found his hoarse voice: "You, are you leaving?" ”
"Yes, the city is a bit far from here, I can't spend four or five hours a day on the way to work, can I? It's a waste of time and hard work, so it's better to live in the school. An Nan said with a smile as he buried his head in tidying up his things.
"Will you come back?" Qin Hongwu almost choked and squeezed this sentence out of his throat.
The smile on An Nan's face disappeared, she raised her head, looked at Qin Hongwu fixedly, sighed, and finally said, "Probably won't come back." ”
This sentence was like a sharp knife, stabbing into Qin Hongwu's chest, making him dripping with blood and making him feel the sharp pain of separation of flesh and blood.
His eyes were hot, and he said in a voice that almost trembled in a pleading voice, "Can you not go?" Stay here. ”
An Nan shook his head and cruelly cut off his thoughts: "No, it is my honor and my ideal to be able to teach students in the university." There I will continue to improve and will get a lot; But staying here, I can only stay in place. ”
An Nan was telling the truth, but this truth made Qin Hongwu feel so painful that he couldn't bear it anymore, so he suddenly hugged An Nan and pressed her tightly into his arms, preventing her from seeing his red eyes.
"Can you come back to see me once in a while? Or maybe I'll go and see you...... I love you, I don't want to lose you, I don't want to be separated from you...... Let's live well, even if the two are separated, I admit it, don't you lose my ......"
Qin Hongwu choked up, holding An Nan almost like he wanted to stuff her into his heart and lungs, so that she could never leave him, he was in pain and regretted, regretting that he had wasted so much time before, and he didn't know how to cherish every minute and second with An Nan, but now he wants to cherish but has no chance.
An Nan sighed again, she would not doubt Qin Hongwu's love for her, but she didn't plan to accept it, there will be a day when things will be broken, so she will choose today.
"I actually had the idea of being a veritable husband and wife with you, after all, you are good-looking, responsible, righteous and promising. Even if you were forced to marry me who you didn't like, even if you were in a bad mood, you didn't forget to give me living expenses, let alone treat me badly, which shows that you have clear grievances and a kind heart...... You're a good person to live by.
It's just that your later performance disappointed me a little, half-hearted, indecisive, and seemed a little greedy...... After liking me, you still can't completely let go of your former sweetheart, soft-hearted again and again, helping her obediently, while saying that you want to keep your distance from her, but at the same time, you break off the connection with her, and even if you break the connection with her, you still say that you want to live well with me...... Isn't that half-hearted?
I can forgive you once or twice, but I can't forgive you a third time.
Although you will confess to me and apologize to me after every time, next time you will still 'help her again for the sake of the past'...... It's always a prelude, so you don't really care much about what I think, and the reason why you explain it to me every time is just to make yourself feel at ease. To be honest, you are a bit of a scumbag.
So this time I'm sorry to say to you, I didn't stay where I was and waited for you to come back and choose me, although I like you a little, but I haven't liked you to the point where I lose my self-esteem and self......"