Chapter 272: Hope
"Even if I'm so filial, they don't know, and they don't know when they will be able to get them back, but for my current life, I feel quite satisfied, and in the end, things will go naturally, I really can't help it." Shu Yixin has figured it out after experiencing so many things, and some things really can't be too forced.
After all, it is useless to force these things, if you don't force yourself, there will be other endings, and accidents will happen.
My previous self may not have been able to see through this, and I have always been obsessed with these things. But now I am slowly understanding that there are some things that cannot be forced, not that you can do what you want, and everything has to go with the flow.
In fact, there is nothing wrong with this, and it is not necessarily good to be too demanding. This will only make you more tired, and it will only make you live harder. I couldn't see through this before, so I made myself so tired.
Now after he woke up, I felt that what he said was not completely unreasonable. More of yourself should relax your mind and not be too persistent. Calmly face the problems in front of you, calmly face everything.
"It seems that my Yixin has really grown up, and I don't need to worry about the dean anymore, and I can live a better life alone." I can see her grow up, and I can see him live with such an optimistic and positive attitude as he is today, and I am really happy for her.
After all, growing up in an orphanage, there will be some deviations in thinking, and many children will have such a mentality, feeling that they are different from other children, and their thoughts will be somewhat distorted, but only this Yixin in front of her, she can't see this distorted character in her body.
She has always lived a very optimistic life and faced life very positively, and she didn't want this kind of distorted heart, nor did she feel that anyone owed her, but she was very positive about herself.
In this orphanage, it is rare to have such a thought as hers. At least she didn't get tired of the world, and she didn't say that the world was unfair to her or anything.
Even though she knew that the world was unfair to her, she still faced it with a smile. It is precisely because of her personality and lifestyle that she feels that it is a clear stream, different from other people.
It is indeed very gratifying for me to be able to see her like this, and I have always been really worried about her thinking and so on. Now it seems that all her worries are superfluous, and she is not as she thinks, but is very optimistic.
Even at this time, she will comfort herself in turn, and after knowing the news, she will rush over to tell herself as soon as possible, in short, she feels really relieved to do this.
I feel that I can't help much, and I still blame myself, she really cares about the orphanage like this, and the orphanage cares about her like this. I really feel that I haven't wasted all these years of hard work to pull her up, and I won't regret bringing her back in the first place.
"There are too many helplessness in real life, and there are too many things that cannot be changed, so I can only force myself to grow up." If there were other choices, I would not choose to grow up, because there was no other way, and I had to do it.
"No matter how helpless you are in reality, you still face it with a smile, and you have to go on bravely." Dean Han said to her earnestly, no matter what real life is like, life always has to go on.
No matter how many tribulations life gives you, but life has to go on, life has to go on, although you have no family, no one to help you, but you also have to live optimistically, perhaps, will definitely give you a different arrangement.
"Yes, I also think that no matter what, I should go on bravely, after all, I don't have a choice in these things." If there is another choice, I will choose the other one, because there is no other way to go, I have to move forward bravely.
There is no other path than this one, and I can only go forward, because it cannot be backward.
"I hope this necklace will help you and won't let you find your family sooner." For now, the only token on her body, perhaps through this necklace, she can find her family.
Shu Yixin glanced at the necklace, but her heart was full of emotion, because she knew that it was not easy. This is just one more hope, and it does not mean that you will be able to find your family.
After so many years, I slowly saw that there are some things that I really can't force too much, if I really have a fate with my family, there will definitely be a day when we meet.
"I think there is this hope, there is also this possibility, and I still have great expectations." In recent years, I have not given up this hope, let alone now that I have this necklace, I am more confident.
"Well, this can only say that you have really suffered over the years, and you have paid a lot for me, as for the rest, you don't have to worry about it, just let it be." At this time, Dean Han wanted to persuade her not to continue to think about the orphanage, she was already very good if she could live the life in front of her, and she really didn't have too many requirements for the others.
"Actually, I don't want to do this, but I don't think I have any other way but to do it." It's not that I don't want to help, but I really don't know how to help, and I don't have the ability.
Since I know that there is nothing I can do, I can't change anything, and I can only go with the flow.
Shu Yixin felt that she shouldn't be entangled too much, because in the end, nothing will change. Let it be, if you have this ability, then of course you are happy to help, but you really can't do anything, and you can only say sorry.
"It's good that you can think like this, I really don't want the orphanage to become a burden to you, after all, your life is not easy." Which of the children who go out from here has an easy life?
"Yes, I won't bother with these things anymore, I will work harder, live and work, if I have the ability, I will help, if I don't have the ability, I can only say sorry." When Shu Yixin faced the dean, she sincerely said her heart and directly stated her position.
"Well, there's nothing to help with, as long as you're happy, the dean knows that you have always been concerned about the orphanage, and you haven't forgotten that you are in this place where you grew up, it's good that you have this heart." She knew that she had grown up here, and that she had this heart to care about the orphanage, and she felt very satisfied, and the rest of her self knew that she couldn't help.
She felt very relieved to be able to remember the orphanage, not to mention anything else. As long as she has this heart, it's good, in fact, she doesn't know that she doesn't have this ability, after all, her own life is not particularly good.
In such a situation, how could he expect her to be of much help. I just hope that she can live her life safely, and don't continue to think about the orphanage.
"So, Dean, what do you plan to do after that?" Sooner or later, there will be a change here, and I don't know what choice the dean will make at that time.
"For the time being, what can I plan, I will go to the last moment, I will guard everything here, and I will talk about it later. For the time being, these two miles have not been demolished, and I am also the dean here, so I have to do my best to do what I usually do.
As for the rest, I can't think of so much at the moment, so I can only go to that step and look at the situation, and say that I have been guarding here all my life, and I don't want to leave, but if there is no way, I will also make a choice.
"No matter what choice you make, I will definitely not be able to contact you in the future." Shu Yixin is really a little worried about herself in the future, she will never be able to find the dean again, and she will not be able to see her.
"Yes, my mobile phone number will not change, so we can still contact each other in the future, even if we are not in this place." Why don't I treat her like a daughter, I have raised her for so many years and raised her, and I still have feelings for some extent.
"Well, what kind of changes will there be in the future, we can never lose contact, you are still my dearest and most beloved dean." This status, no matter what happens, no matter how long it takes, is impossible to change.
"Okay, don't really worry too much, for the time being, it won't change much, if you want to come back during this time, you can still come back often." Nothing will change now, and it doesn't mean that there won't be anything in the future, so if you want to come back and see more, this can only be the recent period.
"Well, yes, I'll be back often if I have time." I also want to keep the memories of this place, so I will come back often if I have the chance.
After all, there are not many such opportunities, so when I have time, I will still come back often. This is where I grew up, and I don't want to leave any regrets, so I have to remember everything I want to remember in advance.
"Okay, there's nothing to do now, let's go to work early." You can't just stay here and leave what you're doing and what you're going to do next.
"Well, then Dean, I'll go back to work first, and I'll come back in two days when I'm free." Shu Yixin looked at the time and found that it was indeed not early, and he should also go back to work in the coffee bookstore.
On the way back, I was always in a heavy mood, holding the necklace tightly in my hand, and my eyes kept looking at it very carefully. After thinking about it for a while, I was afraid that I would lose it, and then I put it back in my bag, afraid that I would accidentally lose it.