Xu Zhizhou didn't wait for me to finish speaking, and pulled me straight into his car.

Anyway, I drank too much, and he was stuffed into the car by waving his limbs almost with the strength of the wine, and he didn't forget to put his face with both hands, and said with a smile: "Wow, it turned out to be you, I thought the phone call just now was hallucinating." ”

He didn't speak, just followed my head like a donkey, and didn't forget to look down at me and make me look at him.

After watching in silence for a few seconds, I suddenly looked out the window.

"It's just me now, pretending?" Xu Zhizhou asked me in a deep voice.

"You see that?" I chuckled in my heart and nodded, "It's just overdressing, I've drunk a lot of wine, but I'm never drunk." ”

Xu Zhizhou sensed that my emotions were wrong, reached out and touched the undried tears on my face, and his voice was even a little hoarse: "Why do you drink so much wine?" Is it because of Tan Yiyang? ”

As soon as I heard Tan Yiyang's name, I felt so uncomfortable that I just lowered my head and secretly felt sad.

As a result, I heard Xu Zhizhou say with some self-reproach: "It's still the same sentence, I let you go too far to let you hit your head on the road of feelings." ”

"Well, if I had listened to you, it wouldn't have been." I really agree with what Xu Zhizhou said, after all, he didn't remind me repeatedly, but I still rushed forward like an unbeatable Xiaoqiang.

"It's okay, it's too late to regret it now, I've been waiting for you here."

I could only respond to him with a wry smile, not laughing at his words, but laughing at myself for being played with for seven years without knowing it.

When I didn't react, Xu Zhizhou suddenly hugged me tightly, as if he had lost a treasure, and held me in his arms.

His embrace was warm, as if it instantly warmed my chilled heart.

I buried my face in his arm and shouted to him in a low voice: "Xu Zhizhou..., I..."

Xu Zhizhou heard my voice tighten me, and it seemed that it was difficult to breathe for a moment, only to hear him say in a sad tone that could not be dissolved: "Xiao En, I regret it, if I confessed to you when I liked you at the beginning, we must be very happy in our life now, maybe you have already become Mrs. Xu, maybe we have already had a child who belongs to you and me, can you, can you give me a chance this time, so that I can have a chance to take care of you and love you from now on?" Let me help you fill in the grievances you have suffered in the past seven years. ”

I have never seen Xu Zhizhou speak to me in such a low tone, even if he likes me before, he will tell me through various topics in different ways.

At this moment, my heart felt like something was grasping tightly, and it made me uncomfortable.

I know I should promise him, what are you waiting for such a good man?

But I was always afraid that I would not be able to give him a complete and unreserved feeling, and as soon as I wanted to open my mouth to say something, he covered my mouth and continued: "Don't reject me, I will not be able to bear it this time after listening to your rejection too much." I also know what you want to say, I know you, and I want to tell you that it doesn't matter if you have feelings for me or not, as long as you are by my side, as long as I am sure that I love you. ”

Looking at Xu Zhizhou's sincere eyes, I felt that my eyes began to swell, and I almost felt the urge to cry.

In a trance, it seems to have returned to my youth and his, or the young boy in the alley of Bugao, and my boyfriend is always protecting me.

I pursed my lips and finally spoke, "Xu Zhizhou, will you give me a week?" ”

Xu Zhizhou took a deep breath when he heard this, and he could see that his voice was a little trembling when he spoke, as if he was a little disappointed in me: "What else do you want to fight for on Tan Yiyang?" Who in high society didn't know that he was going to get married? ”

I shook my head and held back the tears that wanted to fall: "I don't want to fight for anything, it's just that he married someone else like this without a single explanation, there are some things I always have to ask clearly, clearly, I don't want to let myself be in the dark, let others deceive, and even get by." ”

After the words fell, Xu Zhizhou just clenched my hand, although his expression was not as disappointed as Fang Cai, but it was not very good-looking, he just lowered his eyes and took a deep breath, opened his eyes again and said, "Okay, I'll let you go this time." ”

After that, he drove me back to the apartment, and before I got out of the car, we were silent for a while, and finally before I got out of the car, he told me: "Since you want to go to the verify, go boldly, at least don't let your former love have regrets." ”

Then I nodded, closed the door, and left the stairs without saying a word.

Back at the apartment, I took a cold shower to make sure I could see what was going on.

I thought a lot about Tan Yiyang, Xu Zhizhou, and more about my life in the past seven years.

I looked at every inch of this room, and I felt very ridiculous, especially when I thought that I had been controlled step by step by Tan Yiyang for so many years, and I wanted to cry.

There were still remnants of his kindness to me, but now it seems that maybe the so-called kindness was just to cover up such a deception.

I lay on the bed with my eyes closed, looking back on me and him little by little, and now I think that his deception is not very clever, maybe I can treat the relationship between him and me rationally at the beginning, and many illusions will be broken at once.

The next morning, my spirits didn't look very good, and I was in a trance when I saw everything.

But I want to go to Tan Yiyang's heart, but it is firm.

I took out my phone, thought about it for a long time, and then gave him a call.

No surprise, no one answered, and I could only smile secretly in my heart.

It doesn't matter if he doesn't hear it, anyway, I met him this time, so I edited a message and sent it to him: "At eight o'clock tonight, I will go to the southern suburbs villa to find you, if you are not there, I will wait until you come." ”

After the message was sent, I didn't care about it, I just stuffed it in my bag and didn't intend to look at it again.

Because the message has been sent, no matter what, I have to face this bloody fact head-on, and there is no turning back.

I looked in the mirror, took out all my makeup, and put on a beautiful makeup for myself.

Looking at myself in front of me, almost fascinated by myself in the mirror, I eased my expression and prepared to go out and pick out a new outfit.

It wasn't until I just walked out of the door of the apartment that I found that Xu Zhizhou's car was still parked downstairs.

He pressed the window to look at me, and I just wanted to open my mouth to say something, but he pulled me straight into the car.

Until the car started, I still looked at him with some surprise, probably he saw my expression, just sighed and glanced at me: "I'm still really cheap, naturally I don't worry about you, if you want to see him, I'll send you." ”

Probably afraid to hear what I said, he turned on the stereo of the car as soon as he finished speaking, and my favorite song came from inside.

He's such a nuisance, always saying things that make me want to cry when I'm at my worst.

I pursed my lips, and just when the background music was at its climax, I said secretly in decibels that only I could hear: "Xu Zhizhou, thank you for being willing to wait for me." ”

"Lane, there are countless thresholds in this world, as long as you cross it, everything will be fine. Do you know what is the saddest thing in a relationship that has no ending? The saddest moment is not that he doesn't love you, but that you slowly know that you have no future with him but love him to the bone, and finally save up all the disappointments, find a day to wipe away your tears and get up and pat the soil without looking back, but I want to tell you, it doesn't matter if you are sad, wherever you go, I will stop and wait for you. ”

Xu Zhizhou's words seemed to be very right, and they were all very reasonable, and he didn't know what's wrong, as soon as his conversation box opened, it seemed that he couldn't stop at all, and continued: "I hope you don't feel sad after seeing Tan Yiyang, just be yourself, you should eat, you should sleep, and you love whoever the is." ”

After saying these words, he drove quietly and stopped talking.

At this time, I didn't know what to say, so I could only nod my head and be silent.

I first asked Xu Zhizhou to take me to a private brand women's clothing store, and then to Tan Yiyang, I wanted to try to make myself look less decadent, at least generous and decent.

I wore a dress in the style before I entered the entertainment industry, and the exquisite dress looked a lot more energetic.

Xu Zhizhou waited in the car, and when I got out of the clothing store, I walked straight in the direction of the car, and happened to pass by a Chanel store.

This can't help but remind me of the Chanel bag that Tan Yiyang gave me on my birthday not long ago, as well as the couple ring on my ring finger.

I raised my hand and looked at the ring that was still on my finger, it was only a few days, and my mood was no longer what it used to be, what a ridiculous thing.

Through my fingers, I saw Xu Zhizhou get out of the car and walk towards me, and in a trance I had an illusion, as if Tan Yiyang was walking towards me.

I came back to my senses, only to see that Xu Zhizhou was already standing in front of me, and shook his finger in front of my eyes: "What's the matter, standing here in a daze?" ”

I shook my head and followed him back to the car with a stiff smile.

As soon as I sat in the car, the mobile phone in my bag rang, and when I saw the name on the phone showing Xu Yuan, my heart suddenly became flustered.

After easing my emotions, I squeezed the bag in my hand and pressed the answer gun.

I only heard Xu Yuan's voice on the phone a little nervous: "Miss Li, there is always something wrong with Tan tonight, there should be no way to go back to the villa, do you have anything to do with him?" I can do it for him if I have something. ”

Before I could respond, I heard Xu Yuan continue helplessly: "Actually, Mr. Tan has been really busy recently, and he is quite helpless about many things, and even has a hard time, I hope Miss Li can understand him, maybe he will be able to find you after this period of time." ”