Chapter 46: Garosha's Past
"Where have you been? Where did you end me? Mengyuan asked, as if to declare sovereignty that did not exist in the first place, "You just disappeared with her for no reason, have you considered my feelings?" ”
"Where are we going to do what are you doing? You are asking this inexplicably. Dongfang Tuo felt angry and ridiculous, he and Mengyuan's classmates were just classmates, and he had never crossed the rules, he didn't expect her to question herself like a girlfriend today, and she was so emotional.
Mengyuan had nothing to say and sulked. I thought I couldn't ask anything, so I planned to walk out of the balcony.
Dongfang Tuo suddenly remembered something very important, and hurriedly grabbed her in the back: "Hey, don't tell what you see." Anyway, even if you say it, others will only think of you as a psychopath. ”
"You're annoyed!" Mengyuan opened the balcony door and shook off Dongfang Tuo's hand.
The uproar in the classroom grew louder. Everyone who doesn't know why, no matter how you look at them, they feel like lovers quarreling.
Dongfang Tuo walked out behind the dream, his eyes always staring at Rockel. Luo Keer was angry and shy in her heart, she guessed that Dongfang Tuo had stayed in Mengyuan to talk about that thing. But I'm not sure myself, who knows if he and Mengyuan are dating.
She sent a message to Dongfang Tuo to probe: "Are you making her angry again?" ”
Dongfang Tuo recovered: "Who knows what's wrong with her." ”
I thought he could reply with something that clearly reassured her, but who knew it would be so ambiguous.
Luo Keer was so angry that she turned off her mobile phone, and she began to have a little girl's temper in her heart.
Dongfang Tuo looked at Luo Keer's undulating shoulders, frowning, I don't know why: Why are they all so strange today?
The evening self-study was originally watched by Yuexia. However, when Yuexia was delivering documents to the dean, she got lost and took a bus in the opposite direction from the school, and accidentally arrived in Linshi.
Anyway, the teacher was not there, and Rocquell, who was in a very bad mood, skipped the self-study class for the first time.
She came to the river and walked slowly, admiring the fallen leaves. Desolate loneliness, this word is the most appropriate to describe yourself at the moment.
"I'm not like the dead stalk in autumn that can't find a home. What will the world become? What will become of me? What is Dongfang Tuo's mind about me? Does he like me or not? Roccol realized that before she knew it, she had fallen in love with that calm and mature boy. And he suddenly became more sentimental.
Thinking wildly, she walked slowly, hoping that the cold wind could calm her chaotic heart. Suddenly, she saw an emaciated figure in front of her, with his head buried between his legs and chest. The crying voice was very hoarse and miserable.
That person, the figure is very familiar, who could it be?
Luo Keer patted her on the shoulder: "Classmate, are you okay?" ”
The girl in front of her raised her head, wearing a Tetrulu mask.
"Who are you?" Roccol became alert and couldn't help but retreat
"But ......" The girl saw Luo Keer and cried even more.
"You're Garosha? What's going on? Luo Keer was surprised to see that this usually vicious little girl had such a vulnerable side. She must have experienced a lot of harm before she was willing to be Dongtian's subordinate, Luo Keer couldn't help but feel a little distressed.
"I've taken off my makeup, but I don't dare to show my true face, so I'm wearing a Trulu mask."
Her voice suddenly increased: "I don't want to, I don't want this at all!" Why did things get to this point? Who is it that has made me like this? So I have to accept the conditions of Lord Dongtian? ”
"Have you ever thought about quitting?"
Garosa shook her head: "There's no turning back for me. It was Lord Dongtian who saved me in the first place, and I can't betray him again. I believe that this world is dark and that only by destroying it will the suffering of humanity, and indeed the suffering of all life, end. ”
Luo Keer hugged her and gently comforted: "Don't be afraid, you are not alone." All are facing great fear. ”
"I used to be very happy. But then, I was killed, and when I was dying, I vowed to destroy the people who had killed me. ”
"It must not be one person who destroys you. The malice of the world will be transmitted, and in the end there will always be someone who will end it, and this person is the one who is really hurt. If you can know in advance that you will be hurt, it would be great. Poor Garosha. ”
"The damage happened suddenly, and I didn't have time to dodge, let alone guess who."
"Then I may ask you, what happened to you?"
Garosa shook her head again: "I'm sorry, I don't want to say. ”
"Okay, then I won't ask."
"Actually, as early as when I was in kindergarten, I saw the desire gacha machine.
That year, it rained heavily. All the students who were playing outside hid in the house, and I was the only one who came out of the house. Because, I saw a light in the distance, snaking like an aurora. However, the light and I were separated by a wall and a street.
I held a small umbrella and walked over. I saw a man, standing in front of a delicate and beautiful capsule toy machine. He writhed like crazy, twisting one at a time, making a wish: 'Next, let me twist it again.' I am willing to pay the price with my life. ’
In this way, he kept twisting all the gachases. Until the last egg appeared, he was too excited. However, just as he was about to make a wish, he disappeared. I'm afraid that by then, his life will have come to an end. Perhaps, he was gone.
After I went back, I had a high fever for three days and three nights. I went to many hospitals, but there was still no improvement.
The doctor said he could prepare for me.
That night, my mother lay on the side of my bed, holding my hot little hand, and had dried her tears.
Grandpa, who had been sick in bed, went out, and after a long time, at ten o'clock in the morning, he returned. And he said unto me, I am saved. No further treatment, just a quiet night's sleep and I will be fine the next day.
The next day, I got better, but my grandfather never woke up. After saying that, Garosa began to cry again, quietly, continuously, this way of crying, I am afraid it is more sad than crying. Crying is the catharsis of emotions, and this crying is sadness from the depths of the heart.
Roccole just stroked Garosa's hair like a sister, not daring to say a word, lest she would hurt the poor girl by saying the wrong thing.
"At that time, I had no idea what that beautiful machine was, let alone how my grandfather saved me, and why he died. It wasn't until I became a subordinate of Lord Dongtian that I realized that such a beautiful device turned out to be a bloodthirsty demon! I also guessed that back then, grandpa must have known about this, so he hid it from us and made a wish alone. Just so that I can live well. But I let him down, I'm sorry for my grandfather, I'm sorry for my parents, without Dongtian's help, my body can't live at all. When I was fourteen, I should have died, but I still hated the world. In order to survive, I am willing to do things for Lord Dongtian, and I am willing to let this world be completely destroyed. ”
"You didn't feel sorry for them, on the contrary, you did a good job. Because, you're trying to live, isn't that what they expect? Roccol wanted to add, "It would be nice if you could be full of illusions about the world again, and be the kind little girl you used to be," but she didn't say it. Because saying this will only bring harm to Garosha and will not do anything good. Moreover, as long as Garosa lives, she wants to help Dongtian do bad things, and she really has no choice.
"In this world, besides my parents, there is another person I miss. I don't know what happened to him. Garosa said lightly.
"Who is he? Friends? Or someone who likes it? ”
Garosa smiled bitterly: "It's the person I like, but I don't have the face to see him again." ”
"Can you tell me how you met him?"
"I remember, when I was ten years old, I met him. But I didn't know him, just a glimpse of the crowd and I stuck it in my heart. Nowadays, I don't have the opportunity to pursue love. A person who sells his heart to the devil will not be happy. ”
As the sun sets in the distance, Rocques is saddened by Garosha's tragic experience. What kind of wicked person is he who wants to frame a little girl so far?
The two girls leaned against each other and sat quietly, watching the sun and feeling the chill of late autumn.
Garosha's phone rang, and it was Truru calling, anxious to urge her to go back.
"Ke'er, can I call you that in the future?" Garosa took Roccol's hand, and both of them were equally cold.
"Yes." Luo Keer smiled slightly, "In the future, we will be good friends." ”
As the sun set, Roccol walked towards the west: "I'm going from here." ”
"Huh? Isn't the school building going this way? ”
Garosa didn't reply, just smiled and waved his hand.
Thinking that I really haven't seen a girl wearing a mask like this on weekdays, perhaps, the two of them are not students of Tianhai No. 1 Middle School, usually, it's just a disguise. I don't know what these two people have experienced, and they even lost the opportunity to go to school.
Garosa suddenly remembered something, looked back, and said loudly to Roccol: "Keer, if you have someone you like, you must cherish it." Don't wait until you never have the chance again to regret it alone. ”
"I remember! Thank you! Roccol waved at her.
At the door of the classroom, you can hear Mengyuan arranging herself loudly.
"Roccol is a, don't be fooled by her. I have seen her and the male teacher talk to me with my own eyes, in order to let the male teacher give her a make-up lesson. Otherwise, how do you think her got such good results? Also, she has a lot of boyfriends outside of school. Tonight's self-study, she must have gone to meet her boyfriend. ”
"What? It looks so cold, and it is so unrestrained in private! A classmate said in surprise.
"Not only that, but she ......"
A glass of ice-cold water was poured over Mengyuan's head.
Luo Keer clutched the disposable water cup in her hand and looked coldly at the stunned Mengyuan: "It seems that if I don't teach you a lesson, you will be lawless~"
Mengyuan's eyes widened, frightened and angry. The water washed away her unwaterproof mascara, and the black marks stuck under her eyes, like a female ghost.
"Don't you leave my desk yet? Do you want me to tear your mouth apart and take you to the hospital by your spare tires before you want to get out? Rockel's eyes were sharp and he roared.
"You...... You wait for me! Roccol, I'm going to get you! Hum! Dream Yuan returned to his seat in a huff.
When Dongfang Tuo heard this, his body shook slightly. Naturally, he didn't believe in Mengyuan's nonsense, but he was worried that Mengyuan would do something unfavorable to Rockel.
Everyone didn't dare to say a word, and a few classmates talked about it.
Luo Keer saw Dongfang Tuo's admiring and worried eyes, and smiled embarrassedly.
Ah? It's not good, it's going to be exposed. Luo Keer hurriedly pretended to be cold, and no longer looked at Dongfang Tuo. Crush is hard work! Especially for someone like her, who is cold on the outside and hot on the inside.