I don't want the entanglement between me and Zhan Yunting to affect the happy growth of my children, what is my life, is it difficult to destroy the strong one?

"Mommy thinks about you! I don't want to be strong and separated from my mother! That's why I cried! I looked at him, his intoxicating little face was full of expressions, his big eyes looked at me like he could speak, and there was a hint of doubt in his eyes, obviously he didn't believe me.

"That strong will not be separated from his mother, and he will not let his mother cry! The baby doesn't cry, the brain says the baby is good! Mom, the baby can tell stories in English, do you want to listen to it? His little pink face looked up at me, and I couldn't help but lean down and kiss him.

He bit me and giggled.

His little mouth was pink and tender, soft, so sweet, with a charming milky aroma.

It's already so big and milky.

I still remember the first time I saw Zhan Yunting, he cried heartbreakingly, out of breath, kept sobbing, grabbed Zhan Yunting with snot and tears, and rubbed Zhan Yunting's snot and tears, at that time he couldn't even speak.

Zhan Yunting hugged him tightly, not caring about the snot he rubbed against him, and let his little head be buried in his neck socket.

It's really blood thicker than water, and he has the ability to find his father when he is young.

But he killed my mother!

I can't even think about how I'm going to spend the rest of my life, I definitely can't go back to the Dragon Garden, I won't be tied to someone who doesn't love me.

Since he said he wouldn't marry me, I can't just keep my face on his side.

Although in a sense, Cheng Keling and Tan Xiaoyue are my own. But, substantially, they are not alone.

My living Tan Xiaoyue is in front of his Zhan Yunting, and he doesn't love me, which means that he doesn't love me. This is not the same thing as him falling in love with me and finding Cheng Keling again, but I found that these two people turned out to be one person.

Only I can distinguish this feeling clearly, not my hypocrisy.

"Okay! Then tell your mom! I looked at him expectantly, and waited for him to tell me a story.

He grabbed my hand, "Mom, go back to the room!" You have to lie down to tell the story, and then Mom obediently sleeps! ”

I had no choice but to obey him, get up and go back to my room, I carried him to bed, and lay down on the bed myself.

He was just like a little adult, stretched out his little arms to hold me, and told me a little story in English.

I wish there were three people in this bed at this point.

I didn't expect that in just two months, he would be able to tell me stories in English, and it seemed that his mother would teach him every night, much more attentively than when I took care of him.

I felt that I was derelict in my duty, but I didn't spend my life to be able to give Zhuang Zhuang a stable living environment, no, it should be said to be survival, at that time I just wanted to give him a safe and worry-free living environment.

My parents lost me, and my mother spent ten years tormenting her own mind, and I have no reason to blame my parents.

In the final analysis, all of this has something to do with the Zhan family, it is also our nature that our parents saved Zhan Yunting at the beginning, there is absolutely nothing wrong with it, the fault is that Luo Yaqing and the Luo family are too pressing.

These revenge must be avenged, but if I want to avenge it, I must also avenge the Tan family.

I talked to Zhuang Zhuang until he fell asleep, I didn't send him out of my room, gently took off his clothes, and hugged him in my arms, very comfortable and down-to-earth, I really miss him.

But these rotten things in front of me make me not know how to solve them completely, how to continue my life, and what I can do in the future so that my son can sleep in my arms every day like now, which really makes me distressed.

I don't know how long it took for me to hear the door being pushed open, and I closed my eyes and hugged Zhuangzhuang.

I don't want to talk to anyone right now.

I felt that it was Zhan Yunting who was approaching me.

His breath and his gaze are absolutely not wrong, he has been standing in front of my bed, looking at us on the bed, I don't know, is he thinking about whether he loves me or not.

I didn't expect that returning to Australia would not be the beginning of our happiness, but the beginning of my Tan Xiaoyue's soberness.

That night, he slept on the other side of Zhuangzhuang, and although I felt awkward, I didn't refuse, after all, he really missed his son.

In the middle of the night, I quietly got up and went to the guest room.

I slept in a daze, and I had nightmares, and I finally survived until dawn, and I had already made a decision, I wanted to go back to Jiangcheng and go back to take revenge.

I took care of Zhuang Zhuang for breakfast, Zhan Yunting kept his posture down, took care of me, I didn't refuse, I didn't want to embarrass him in front of my family, after all, this family really has an indelible relationship with him.

But the bridge returns to the bridge and the road returns, he is to me Tan Xiaoyue, I really have nothing to be nostalgic for.

Between them, it is better to be more than relatives.

On the contrary, it was me, and the feeling that they were carefully coaxing me made me a little uncomfortable and a little out of place.

My brother saw that I was still depressed, so he suggested taking me out for a ride, and Zhan Yunting also tried his best to cooperate, and Zhuang Zhuang was even more happy. My parents didn't want to follow, but my brother tried his best to persuade him, and he happily got into the car.

Before getting into the car, I quietly put the notes that my dad gave me in the bag that I sent back from the last time I was in Hong Kong and put it in my current bag.

After a whole day of play, the family was happy.

My brother booked dinner at the revolving restaurant, and I quietly slipped out of the restaurant by going to the bathroom, took a taxi straight to the airport, and on the way, I booked a ticket back to Jiangcheng.

It wasn't until the moment I crossed the security check and boarded the plane that I called my mom and told her that I was already on the plane back to China and told them not to worry!

My mother didn't reproach, but only whispered to me to pay attention to safety, and when it came to give them the news that they had arrived safely.

After I said yes, I hung up the phone and turned it off.

I'm headstrong! I know.

But I really have no way to face Zhan Yunting's extremely handsome face, as well as his gentle care for me, in my eyes, it is for Cheng Keling, not for me Tan Xiaoyue.

Why do I need to use Cheng Keling's halo to enjoy this love? I'm stubborn, I admit it.

Alone on the trip, I no longer bought first class, and the supreme card I didn't bring with SK was my own salary card! Can't afford first class.

Curled up in a narrow seat, it is uncomfortable to sit, and it seems that there is indeed a difference between economy class and first class.

I didn't expect to be elated when I came back, but when I went back, I was alone.

I laughed, asked the flight attendant for a blanket, covered myself, and stayed up minute by minute for the long ten hours.

I was thinking, after getting off the plane, I had to go to Yang Hui's, and my heart was full of bitterness.

Every scene in the past year has emerged in front of me, just like acting in a movie, especially every moment when Zhan Yunting raised his eyebrows and sneered at me, I remember it.

It is said that people should look in a good direction, but at this moment I clearly understood that there are few such beautiful times in my memory, from the first time I remember being beaten by Tan Mingyue, it was all nightmares.

I was surrounded by a foreign man, very fat, and the sound of his heavy breathing in my ears disturbed me a little irritated, and the perfume on his body to hide his body odor was also extremely pungent, which made me, a person sensitive to smells, feel very uncomfortable.

And I can smell that this perfume is an inferior blend, not a perfume!

Sadderly, he was asleep while I was awake, and the terrifying snoring was the scariest sound I've ever heard in my life.

These ten hours have been tormenting for me, and the lonely journey has been even longer.

Sometimes I unconsciously assume that if all this is a dream and I wake up, I still have to move forward alone, whether I can be so strong.

I secretly determined that if I returned to Jiangcheng this time and could fulfill my only wish, that is, to avenge the Tan family's revenge on me, I would go back to Australia! School! Start my life all over again.

I made up for what I had lost with my own efforts, and then I went to find a quiet mountain like when I was a child, and lived a quiet and ordinary life.

Although it is contrary to my own ideals, I only seek a kind of simplicity that should belong to me, right! It's simple, I'm afraid of complexity.

I finally fell asleep groggily, and the radio was also notifying that the plane had begun to land, so I had to reluctantly open my eyes and look through the porthole.