Chapter 187: It's hard to give up

As soon as I heard Cheng Siyuan say that the call was from Zhan Yunting, I hurriedly waved my hand to him desperately, "Don't tell him where I am, I don't want to see him!" ”

Cheng Siyuan looked at my expression, calmly 'shhhhh

"Thunder Less!"

"Mr. Cheng, tell me where Tan Xiaoyue is?" Even from such a distance, I could hear Zhan Yunting's question.

"Sorry, I can't tell you just yet! Because she doesn't want to see you now! Cheng Siyuan said to Zhan Yunting in a very firm tone.

"Cheng Siyuan, do you think I can't find her?"

"I'm sure it's going to be easy for you, but what I want to say to you is that you'd better give her a quiet space when she doesn't want to see you, and figure out how she's going to see you! And not to harass her! Cheng Siyuan's words hit the nail on the head, "Mutual respect is the key to solving the problems between you!" And not tough! ”

I kept nodding my head to express my agreement with what Cheng Siyuan said.

Zhan Yunting didn't speak, and the space was a little depressing.

"You let her answer the phone!" Suddenly, Zhan Yunting said to Cheng Siyuan.

Cheng Siyuan looked at me, and I shook my head, "She doesn't want to answer your call yet!" ”

"Cheng Siyuan!"

"Give her time! I'm sure she'll meet you! Cheng Siyuan's tone was quite tactful and modest!

There was another silence, and the other side seemed to say, "Good! Then the phone was hung up.

I silently poured food into my mouth, as if chewing, without any taste.

This night, Cheng Siyuan was afraid that I would feel strange and fearful alone, so he lived in the villa with me, he lived downstairs, I lived upstairs, he was really a humble gentleman, he didn't bother me at all, and he kept working.

The next day, he really sent me an aunt, who was personally driven by him, who was responsible for my living and three meals, and lived here, and gave me companionship, he said that after all, I was a girl, this is a suburb, too quiet, and he was absolutely not at ease to live alone.

Everyone came, and I didn't refuse too much, too, it was indeed very quiet here, and his worries were indeed necessary.

For the first two days, I was restless, I wanted to be strong, I didn't know if he was crying, if he was looking for his mother.

Until the fourth day, I still couldn't hold back and called Sister Ying, she told me that in the first two nights, Zhan Yunting had been sleeping with him, only saying that I was on a business trip, and Zhuang Zhuang didn't cry too much, and I cried a few times in the middle of the night, and Ting Shao coaxed me over.

I knew that Zhuang Zhuang didn't go to kindergarten, so I asked him to answer the phone, and I heard Sister Ying shouting on the phone, "Little master, it's my mother's phone!" ”

I heard a cheer on the phone, "Mommy, fine mommy?" ”

At that moment, I burst into tears, and I covered my mouth to prevent myself from crying, until Zhuang Zhuang shouted on the other side of the phone, "Mom, Mom, where are you going?" Why haven't you come back yet? The baby misses his mother, and his father said that his mother is on a business trip, and his mother is working hard! Mommy ......"

"Hmmm! Baby, mom wants to be strong too! Mom is on a business trip, and she will pick up Zhuangzhuang soon, you are at home, you have to listen to Grandma Ying, you have to listen...... Daddy's words, don't cry! Manhood is not allowed...... Crying nose. ”

"Yes, you know! If the baby doesn't cry, the baby can be well-behaved! Daddy rewards the baby! "He kept talking to me.

My tears soared, my heart throbbed, I restrained myself from crying, I was afraid that he would hear it.

"Mom, come back soon! Otherwise, the baby will think about his mother for a while! Mom, do you come back to buy gifts for the baby? Zhuang Zhuang kept saying, "Mom, when are you coming back?" Why travel? The business trip is not good, the baby thinks! I want to sleep, too! ”

I covered my mouth, whimpered, and inhaled desperately.

"Okay, next time mom and baby ...... Together...... If you don't go on a business trip, don't think about your mother...... You have to listen to Daddy! ”

"Dad said, let mom be with dad and baby, he's working hard! Mom, you won't try! Zhuang Zhuang asked me.

"Hmm...... Mom works hard, too! ”

"Oh! Great...... Mom also works hard, and Dad says that as long as you work hard, Mom will come back! That baby also works hard! ”

"Well, the baby also works hard! Come on! ”

"Giggles! Mommy come on...... Go for the race! Come on, Dad! "The sound of his milky voice echoed in my ears, and I really wanted to hold him in my arms and kiss him.

"Good! ...... That mom went to work! ”

"Mommy will call the baby tomorrow!"

"Good...... Beat! "I can't control my voice," said goodbye to my mom! ”

"Bye-bye, Mom! Fight again tomorrow! I heard his reluctance, "Mom bye-bye!" ”

I hung up the phone with a hard heart, threw myself on the bed and cried, crying so much that my liver and intestines were broken.

The aunt downstairs was so frightened that she ran up and quietly called Cheng Siyuan, who not only hurried back in half an hour.

He ran upstairs and came to my bed, and was a little surprised to see me crying heartbreakingly on the bed.

"Xiaoyue, if you have something to talk to me, huh? Come! Get up! He reached out to pick me up, and I threw myself into his arms in a fit of rage, "Brother Siyuan, what should I do, I want to be strong!" He's my child...... He's mine! ”

Cheng Siyuan's hand gently patted my back, silently comforting me wordlessly.

"Brother Siyuan, he was bought by me in exchange for his life, and I can't be separated from him,...... He's mine! I cried until I couldn't breathe, "But what should I do?" ”

"Don't cry! Come on, let's talk! Cheng Siyuan moved my shoulders and asked me to look at him, "You always have to face it, see Zhan Yunting?" ”

I shook my head desperately, "No...... I don't see him! ”

"Then don't cry, since Zhuang Zhuang is his son, you can rest assured! He'll take him with him! You don't have to worry about this! After all, he is an extension of his life! He'll cherish it! ”

Indeed, Cheng Siyuan's words are right, Zhan Yunting is indeed doting on Zhuang Zhuang, and he is not like a spoiler.

In the days that followed, I barely left the house, recovering all my energy and fully immersing myself in the world of fragrances, where the air was so fresh that there was no distraction, and my olfactory memories seemed to open the door and let me indulge in the intoxicating scent of flowers.

When I'm tired, I'll talk to him on the phone for a while before Zhuangzhuang takes a nap, turn on the video to see his lively and cute little appearance, and he will also have fun with me in the video, and even ask me to hug, whenever this time my heart is like a knife.

The stitches on the wound on my hand were removed, and a pink scar was across the palm of my hand, a little hideous, it must have been stitched twice, if I didn't break the wound the first time, I wouldn't have left such a hideous scar.

The doctor also said regretfully, "Be patient with some anti-scar ointment!" However, the recovery is a little slow, so have faith. ”

Cheng Siyuan saw my scar, reached out to cover the ugly scar, and held my hand in his palm, "Don't look at it, it will be fine slowly!" ”

"It's okay! I'm going to keep these and see what they owe me, and I'll make them pay it back!" I looked at my hand and said, then looked up at Cheng Siyuan, and smiled mischievously, "Otherwise, wouldn't it be better to forget the pain of the scar?" Then I'll forget about it! ”

Cheng Siyuan squeezed my hand and spurred me with a gentle smile, "Don't let hatred occupy your beautiful heart!" ”

"Hmmm! They owe me so much, though. If I don't take revenge, I can't rest assured! I said stubbornly.

Cheng Siyuan sent me back to Taoyuan Yujing, and hurried back to the company because there was still a meeting.

I am very grateful to him for taking care of me, so I worked harder, and only when I can really enter the fragrance group can I repay him for his care and dedication to me.

Since that day, I haven't had any news of Zhan Yunting, maybe the big wedding is coming, and people are busy!

I forced myself not to think about these things that made me feel down, and I just woke up from a dream!

In fact, these days, I have been restraining myself from paying attention to those hot searches, and I have completely closed myself in the world of fragrant fragrance.

I will walk in the green forest by the lake, savor each floral fragrance, find the resonance of each fragrance in nature, close my eyes and feel the existence of each fragrance.

In the match with different sounds, breeze, sunshine, birds......

My mood is gradually getting better, and it is no longer just gray.

But there's only one hurdle that I can't get over yet, and that's that I can't see my son.

I can't hear him, see him, kiss him, feel the fullness he has in my arms.

Slowly, I couldn't sleep at night, so I got up and read the fragrance information all night.

I don't dare to let my head sit idle.