These days, she has been negotiating and communicating with Master Huiyu on the one hand, and on the other hand, she has to deal with some things in the palace from time to time.

This feeling is really strange and uncomfortable. Occasionally, when she is idle, she will also think, the meaning of life.... Or, what is the point of her doing so many things for the Rong family over the years? Could it be that because she is the daughter of the Rong family, her current status is the result of the Rong family's concerted efforts, and they have contributed a lot, so she has to do what they want?

She couldn't get results.

However, one thing is certain now, that is, her Yuan'er is coming back, and everything she will do in the future will not be entirely for the Rong family, but also for her Yuan'er.

I thought that he would come back indefinitely, but I didn't think that the last time she mentioned her (their) Yuan'er in Zong Zheng Zexiu's ear, he summoned Yuan'er back.

It's worth it......

Rong Yue sometimes doesn't quite understand, doesn't quite understand Zong Zheng Zexiu's attitude and feelings towards her, as well as Zong Zheng Huayuan, he can sometimes be very close to you, try to satisfy you in everything, sometimes he is indifferent and alienated, stubborn and doesn't agree to you.

The emperor's heart, I really can't see through it.

Rong Yue smiled, and suddenly remembered that someone had said something to her, he said - in this whirlpool of power, whether it is those who stir up this muddy water, or those who are forced to be involved in the whirlpool at the beginning of the overwhelm, in the end, they will all become the same, and no one can see through anyone, including themselves in everyone.

Now that I think about it, Yang Xu said this.... There is some truth in saying it, there are indeed many people she can't see through, including Zong Zheng Zexiu, including Yan Jinxi Cao Zhengci, including Zong Zheng Huashu, and also including.... He Yang Xu...

Thinking about it again, she really can't even see through herself, what does she want? She didn't know. What is the pursuit of what she believes in? She didn't know......

There are too many, and if she thinks about it, I'm afraid she doesn't even know who she is.

Rong Yue came back to her senses, put aside those chaotic thoughts, and ordered the palace maid outside to come in and tidy up her hair and clothes for her, and went out.

She still has to go to the Pole Temple, even if she has been going too often recently, but as long as she wants to find an excuse, she can always find it, as for Zong Zheng Zexiu, just prevaricate at will.

The only thing that made her have a little scruple was the Empress Dowager Cao.

As soon as she walked out of the palace gate, Ning Ci came from not far away, saluted her, and asked, "Niang Niang is looking for a subordinate?" ”

Actually, it's a question, but it's really confusing.

In the past, when Concubine Rong had something to tell him to do or let him come over, she always ordered an inner supervisor next to her to come over and look for water...... Concubine Rong almost never let Shui Mi go to him.

When I went to find him today, it was Shui Mi, not only that, but Shui Mi, who has always talked little and cherished words like gold, even specially told him some things.

She said—

The New Year has arrived, and Niangniang has been busy lately, and her mood has been up and down.

Probably to remind him, looking at Rong Guifei's face and the meaning of talking, it is really rare, she not only said the words that Rong Guifei did not admonish, but also reminded him to care and worry about him.... Is it?

In short, Ning Ci was a little confused.

……

But in fact, Shui Mi told him like this, not because he cared about her, but just because he was thinking about Concubine Rong's mood.

Because she knew that Ning Ci not only talked a lot, he couldn't speak! Of course, it's not that he's mute or anything, it's just that he speaks too straight, and sometimes he hurts other people for some reason.

She wasn't sure if Ning Ci knew about it, but at about this time last year, Rong Yue's brother killed a woman, so she was worried...... It shouldn't be a worry, just a little concern.

Thinking, in case Concubine Rong looked for Ning Ci to ask about the arrangements after Old Master Rong and Mrs. Rong came, how the courtyard house was arranged on Chinese New Year's Eve and Spring Festival, and so on.

Ning Ci is the one who can't help but say it when he thinks of something, in case he accidentally mentions the matter of sending the concubine's brother......

Rong Guifei is unhappy again, it's always not good. All in all, for her, it is her duty to serve Concubine Rong, so this is also her duty, and it is within her bounds.

……

Concubine Rong nodded and asked, "Is there any news about Lord Yang recently?" ”

What she is most concerned about at present is actually Yang Xu.

But this concern was only because she wanted to know where he was and what he thought.

"Lord Yang also came once yesterday, and when I saw that Niangniang was no longer there, I went back again...... "I left a letter when I went back, "By the way, Niangniang, Lord Yang still has a letter to you, but-" Ning Ci paused, didn't think much about it, and continued: "Lord Yang seems to be leaving Yaojing." ”

Ning Ci knew that Rong Yue probably didn't want Lord Yang to leave Yaojing, and for some reason recently, Lord Yang had come to talk to Concubine Rong a few times before, but every time he left, Concubine Rong's face was always not very good-looking.

Rong Yue was stunned for a moment, took the letter handed over by Ning Ci, opened it and glanced at it casually, she really said that she was leaving, and even let her do it herself???

She glanced up at Ning Ci, presumably when Yang Xu came, he mentioned to Ning Ci that he wanted to leave, so Ning Ci was entangled for a long time, and it wasn't until she looked for him that he gave her the letter, right?

He asked, "Did Lord Yang say where he was going?" ”

Ning Ci shook his head, it seems that the letter was not mentioned.

He didn't understand, he didn't understand why Yang Xu left, he was ...... before. Listen to Concubine Rong for everything, is she so resolute now?

He didn't feel very good in his heart, Yang Xu was gone, and there would be many things in the future, perhaps.... It's going to be different.

He still likes to listen to Concubine Rong indirectly and directly obey Lord Yang as before, but it seems that he can't do it anymore.

"Lord Yang didn't tell his subordinates." Ning Ci replied seriously.

Rong Yue rubbed the corners of her forehead, and her heart was sour and uncomfortable, it turned out that she ...... Can he be so ruthless? It turns out that there is really nothing to keep? Even he will really go against her, and he will really choose to leave ruthlessly.

She wasn't sure......

Not sure how much longer you'll be able to hold on.

But after this loss, she smiled again, what is this, Yang Xu.... But the son of a sinner, he will never escape...

Rong Yue's hand hanging on the cuff clenched a little, and smiled a little hideously, Ning Ci looked at that look, and was shocked in his heart, thinking that Rong Guifei was really a little angry, and Lord Yang said goodbye without saying goodbye.

His eyes fell on the letter, in fact, this was also a farewell, but he didn't say goodbye in person.

Probably, the concubine just felt that Lord Yang had been spoiled all these years and didn't take her seriously at all, so she was angry.

He wanted to say something, but suddenly thought of what Shui Mi had reminded, so he didn't ask, but still quietly appeared on the side, waiting for Concubine Rong's instructions.