Chapter 379: The years are quiet
The moonlight sprinkled on the room, and a pale white silver light covered a layer, like fine pieces of silver, shining with a scorching brilliance. There was a cyan light curtain on the veil, only the bed made a "squeak" sound, Bao Xi wanted to break free from Ji Gongyan's restraint several times, but everything always seemed so powerless, her hands were grabbed by him and pressed on the top of her head, this night he wanted her, he wanted it very much.
I have endured it for many days, tonight is like a volcanic eruption, imminent, unstoppable, the clothes on Bao Xi's body have been faded one by one, and in the end only the smooth ** against the white moonlight remains, he longingly caresses every skin on her body, kissing from top to bottom, and relieving the itch in his heart for many days.
Ji Gongyan gradually let go of Bao Xi's arm, she lay on the bed and looked at the moon outside the window with a vacant expression, the moon was round and big, hovering in the shining starry sky, the Milky Way formed a light curtain, scattered on this black curtain, everything seemed so beautiful, but she couldn't get into this scene anyway, even the body that he longed for didn't have the slightest reaction, just lying so wooden.
This love is like a one-person show, fortunately, Ji Gongyan is almost unaware because of the drunkenness, venting the desire in his heart, and the arms under him are wrapped around Ji Gongyan's arms, just so cooperating with him, but he can't arouse the slightest interest. She knew that she was sick, but she did not know when it would be cured, and her heart was very anxious, but her face was very calm, and she did not dare to write this fear on her face, because this time no one might be able to help her.
Bao Xi's heart was seized by a kind of borderless darkness, and she couldn't find an exit, this kind of pain was not something she could not understand, and she didn't know what she should say if she opened her mouth to explain it to Ji Gongyan? The matter of the Bao family has already made Ji Gongyan feel frustrated, she doesn't want to increase the embarrassment in his heart, so she has to collect the loneliness and pain in her heart, and then make a gesture that she has healed to welcome his favor.
Ji Gongyan was drunk, and he also noticed whether his woman liked this pampering, and after a long time, he felt bored, and he withdrew and stopped fighting, lying next to her and already looked drowsy because of drunkenness, his arm stopped her, hugged her tightly from behind her, and said to her in a pale and weak voice, "Why can't the widow cure you?" His tone was sad, with a rare pleading tone.
Bao Xi's heart was sad, and she realized that he cared so much about her feelings.
Bao Xi wanted to get better quickly, but the more anxious she was, the more tired she became, and in the end it could only backfire, so she immersed herself in the daily hustle and bustle, hoping to slowly erase the painful memories in her heart, but the truth is, useless. The busier she is, the sadder she is when she is free, she knows that her emotions need to find a way to vent, but when she was young, Bao Jue's words always echoed back and forth in her ears, tears can't be easily stayed, if tears don't work, you shouldn't cry.
This father taught his daughter so much, did he ever think that after he entered the ground, he would put his daughter in a trap, like a quagmire, trapped in it and unable to extricate himself.
Early in the morning, the dawn is getting later and later, even the hour is just a dim morning light, the golden morning sun sprinkles into this room, just like the mood of people at this moment, fell into a chaos, Bao Xi has already woken up in Ji Gongyan's arms, the smell of wine in this room is also mixed with the air, can no longer be distinguished, Bao Xi blinked and stared at the ground, but her mind was blank, she didn't know what to think, what to think, the more so, the slower the time flowed, She felt that she had been in his arms for a hundred years, why hadn't it been bright yet?
Yesterday's hard work made Bao Xi, who had always lacked exercise, sore, maybe this kind of occasion should bring Mrs. Chu here, she is also a lady, and it is not a way to be hung by Ji Gongyan all the time. Bao Xi sighed softly, and the thought flashed through her, and then began to empty again. Himenomiya moved her body, muttered behind Bao Xi's neck, then yawned, rolled over, opened her eyes suddenly, and sat up from the bed.
"The king is awake?" Bao Xi asked.
Ji Gongyan glanced at Bao Xi who was sleeping beside him, and secretly scolded a few words in his heart about this damn hunting, which didn't have the slightest effect on Bao Xi's heart disease, it seems that this trick is suitable for men to vent, but it is still a little unsuitable for women, "Why is it so early?" ”
"I can't sleep," said Bao, "it's always like this these days." She took the futon on her body to cover her body, went to the bed to pick up her clothes one by one, and put them on one by one, "The concubine waits for the king to change his clothes, right?" ”
"Hmm!" Ji Gongyan glanced at Bao Xi, seemed to be thoughtful, and replied absentmindedly, "Today's hunting, you don't have to go with the widow, stay here, right?" so as not to suffer that sin. ”
"Thank you, Your Majesty." Bao Xi responded, her body looked a little twisted because of the soreness of her muscles yesterday, Ji Gongyan must have seen this strange appearance before saying this, he almost went, Bao Xi is not a man riding a horse on the battlefield, just a lady in the boudoir, rarely goes out, even Qin Shizi gave her a gift that day, she had to borrow Bao Hongde's hand to get to the hands of this lady.
Oh, Guan Guan Ju Dove, in the river island, fair lady, gentleman is good!
Ji Gongyan looked at Bao Xi's figure and smiled, if she is not good for a day, he will accompany her for a day, anyway, the days are still long, what is there to worry about? Bao Xi helped Ji Gongyan put on the clothes scattered on the ground one by one, Ji Gongyan just held her arms flat, looking at Bao Xi busy beside her, her hair has not been tidied up, and her face without powder looks quite charming, her eyes are focused on his robe, as if she does not dare to squint, and looks at other places.
Bringing all the clothes and belts to tie up, and putting the clothes on neatly, Bao Xi finally patted the dust on his body and sniffed the placket of his clothes, "There is still some wine, and there is nothing to be happy about." ”
Ji Gongyan pulled up his collar and kissed it, nodding slightly, "There are some!" No hindrance, other people's are only worse than the widow, not better than the widow! You wait......" he scratched his nose, "the widow will go into the mountains today to search for some white foxes for you, and when it gets colder in a little while, you will be able to wear a gown sewn from the fur of the white fox, it will be very warm!" ”
"King Xie." Bao Xi said slightly.
"Thanks for what?" Ji Gongyan raised his eyebrows, "It's just ordinary little things. ”
"It's just ordinary little things, and you can see the real chapter, because you can't pretend or act." Bao Xi said, Ji Gongyu hugged Bao Xi in front of her, tasted her temperature in her arms, and whispered in her ear, "Don't worry, it will get better, sooner or later, the widow will make you forget all the things of the Bao family, forget it, it's fine." ”
"Hmm!" Bao Xi nodded and replied softly, burying her head in his arms felt particularly comfortable.
After the hour, the princes gathered in the open space outside the door one after another, Ji Gongyan led the princes into the mountain again, looking at the figure of the group walking farther and farther, Uncle Zhao stood beside Bao Xi and said in a deep voice, "I have never seen the king like this." ”
"Isn't it good?" Bao Xi asked.
"Good!" Uncle Zhao nodded, "It's long overdue to maintain a good relationship with the princes." ”
"Earlier, it wasn't time yet." Bao Xi said, her voice calm.
"If we had maintained a good relationship earlier, and had not been so stubbornly confrontational with the princes, how could we have allowed the Bao family to get to where we are today? In the future, you will not be able to recognize your home. Uncle Zhao looked at Bao Xi's eyes that seemed to be full of sympathy, but Bao Xi shook his head slightly, "From the date I set foot on the road to the pickaxe capital, I have already had a home that I can't go back!" ”
"If that's the case, what are you hurting at this moment?" Uncle Zhao asked.
Bao Xi looked at the distance and didn't talk to Uncle Zhao anymore, maybe it was because he had been getting along with these princes for a long time, and Uncle Zhao's thoughts began to become more and more similar to these dead-brained princes, he only thought about today's loss, but never considered today's gain. If it weren't for Ji Gongyan's stubbornness that day, how could today's Qin State be attached? How could the Qi State be stable?
"I don't understand the affairs of the court, and Uncle Lao has it." Bao Xi looked at Uncle Zhao and said, ending the dispute.
"This is what we should do as courtiers!" Uncle Zhao said, glanced at Father Yu Shi, who had just sent the king away and yawned and went back to sleep in his tent, his eyes were full of disdain, and he looked at Uncle Zhao's eyes, and was a little worried about the competition between the two Shangqing, I don't know if it will affect the overall situation?
After noon, the sun was slightly skewed, and the sun shone on the ground, and the temperature here rose very quickly, and soon people felt a little hot, so that she hid in the tent so as not to be so basked by the sun, and fainted before the king returned. Lunch is the mountain beasts that the chefs did yesterday to hunt, the meat is fat and fresh, yesterday was endangered to taste carefully, and today I found that this mountain treasure is really a rare beauty in the world.
Soon after lunch, there was a rapid sound of horses' hooves outside the tent, Bao Xi thought that there were princes in the mountains back, so she immediately walked towards the outside of the tent, opened the curtain, squinted her eyes against the light and looked at the distance with the person talking to the person Zhao Shudai, she couldn't really see this person's face, so she didn't think much about it, maybe there was something sudden, she put down the curtain and returned to the tent, sat down by the window with her knees hugged, and quietly waited for Ji Gongyan and others who returned in the afternoon.