There was a knock on the door mixed with the sound of rain.

Xia Yu didn't move, and the people outside the door knocked for five minutes, and finally opened the door and came in.

Then, a gentle and calm voice sounded, this was Bai Feishi's voice, just listening to it, Xia Yu felt so moved that she wanted to cry.

Bai Feishi didn't say anything, she walked to Xia Yu's closet and took out a change of clothes.

"The bath water has been boiled, let's go take a bath."

Bai Feishi came to Xia Yu and said.

Xia Yu nodded, followed her mother to the bathroom, changed her clothes, and soaked the whole person in the bathtub, and Bai Feishi's voice came from the opposite side of the frosted glass door.

"Little grapefruit, the clothes are here for you."

"Well, thank you, Mom."

Xia Yu soaked, feeling as if her body had regained some sense.

I stared at the ceiling in a daze for a while, only to notice that my mother did not walk away at the door.

"Mom."

Xia Yu inadvertently shouted.

"What's wrong?"

"I feel like I'm really annoying."

Xia Yu covered her eyes as if she was crying.

"There's no such thing."

"But, I ......" Xia Yu told her mother about her inner struggle, her voice was soft and small, and it could be cut off at any moment, but Bai Feishi still sat at the door and listened quietly to her daughter's troubles and fears.

"It's okay, Xiaoyuzi has worked hard." Bai Feishi said.

"Mom, but I'm scared ......" Xia Yu's voice at this time seemed to have lost her soul, which became a stark contrast to Bai Feishi's gentle and reassuring voice.

"I understand, little grapefruit, I understand your feelings." Bai Feishi said softly, she continued in a tone of reminiscing about the past, "At the beginning, I was as confused and scared as you are now. ”

Xia Yu turned her head, and the figure opposite the frosted glass became blurred under the shroud of mist, but she knew what her mother said about the story of her and Xia Zixue's youth.

"Your dad must have told you that I played him when I was younger." Bai Feishi's voice is really warm and refreshing.

Xia Yu let out a "hmm".

Bai Feishi suddenly laughed and said: "Although I have lost my memory due to my illness, I was very fond of writing diaries when I was young, and I remember pretending to agree to his marriage proposal abroad, but I immediately slipped away to Italy with my luggage that night, so that he was scared that I disappeared." ”

Xia Yu recalled Xia Zixue's helplessness when she talked about it, and she suddenly asked, "Then why did mom run, doesn't mom like dad?" ”

"I like it." Bai Feishi said as a matter of course.

"Then why ......"

"Maybe it's because I didn't want to be emotionally bound so quickly at that time." Bai Feishi said, "Little grapefruit, how short a person's life is, it can slip away from his hand in the blink of an eye. “

"Actually, it's not that I don't love your father, it's because I love your father too much that I start to be afraid, I always feel that I can try to think about certain things at every stage of my life, maybe there will be satisfactory answers, but most of the results also begin to be denied with the passage of time or feelings, I feel that everything I have pursued in the past is meaningless, and I feel that my present has no future."

"But, Yuzu-"

"You still have a long way to go, and you have a lot of options." Bai Feishi smiled inexplicably and said softly, "No matter what you choose in the end, as long as you persist to the end, you will eventually usher in the happiness you imagined." ”

Xia Yu looked at her, her slightly brown pupils contracted slightly, and then dilated again.