Hua Mu's words completely hurt Hua Yan. Over the years, such apathy has been staged, but this is the case......

How could she say such a thing?

"Xiaomeng is dead, and I'm sad too." Hua Yan said, bending down to pick up the food that had been knocked over on the ground.

The flower mother let out a breath of cold air from her nostrils, still looking high. "Don't think that you can control this family when she dies, let me tell you, I'd rather give my property to Su Xiaoran than hand it over to you, a wild seed!"

Hiss.

A piece of porcelain shards unexpectedly cut her fingers, Yin Hong's blood flowed out, Hua Yan instinctively pressed the wound with her other hand, got up, didn't answer her words, and ran directly to the bathroom.

Turning on the faucet, letting the cold water wash the wound, feeling the stinging pain from the fresh wound, Hua Yan supported the countertop with one hand, and hung down with the other, listening to the sound of the water and the secret words of lonely time, and suddenly felt ridiculous.

Bastard.

Hehe. He's just a wild seed indeed, to her. So over the years, he has always obeyed what she said, partly because he didn't dare to disobey and listen, and partly because of ...... He couldn't.

The long-sealed secret has finally been blown away and rediscovered.

He, Hua Yan, is just an illegitimate child born to the sister of Hua's father and Hua's mother.

Ren, who was supposed to call her aunt, ended up being his mother, just because she was the rightful Mrs. Hua, and his mother was just an unpopular woman who had an affair with her brother-in-law.

Over the years, he has only met his mother once, that was when he was thirteen years old, that year's birthday, the flower mother suddenly said like crazy that she wanted to give him a special birthday gift, and then pulled him abroad to meet his mother, who lived in a simple house. It was also from that time that he learned about his life experience for the first time, and also understood why the flower mother's attitude towards him was different from that of other mothers.

The water was still flowing, the blood on the wound had been washed away, and the stinging area was numb.

Hua Yan took out a band-aid from a small drawer on the side and put it on, and then went downstairs as if nothing happened, smoking a few cigarettes in the living room in a row, until she saw the lonely back of her father pushing the door in.

He went out in the morning, in a car, but no one knew where he went, and no communication was the norm in this family.

Hua Yan didn't say hello, continued to smoke, occasionally looking at her phone. Father Hua was probably tired, so he took off his coat and sat down, and drank a few cups of hot tea in a row before he rested. He glanced upstairs and asked:

"Your mom hasn't eaten yet."

Hua Yan shook her head, showed a bitter smile, and said, "She's not my mother, never has been." ”

"She quarreled with you again?"

Father Hua was not surprised, and seemed to be accustomed to it. Since knowing the existence of Huayan, the flower mother has not stopped for a day.

"Since it's rare for you to come back, I have something I want to discuss with you."

Hua Yan made up her mind, and at the moment she was just waiting for her father's consent.

"I don't agree."

Father Hua didn't seem to need to listen to what his son wanted to say, and Hua Yan was discouraged, plus a little angry.

"Why not? Since I am not welcome in this family, why should I stay? ”

"Your sister just left, and this family needs you."

Father Hua looked at his son seriously and seriously, it was a glance between father and son, they rarely communicated, for Hua Yan, this look meant too much.

"That Su Xiaoran...... You know that for a long time, right? ”

Father Hua mentioned Su Xiaoran, which surprised Hua Yan. He thought that the three words Su Xiaoran were forbidden in this family.

"Tell me everything you know about her."

Father Hua lit a cigarette and made a gesture of serious understanding, Hua Yan looked at him in a daze, "Why are you asking this?" ”

"Don't ask me yet, just tell me everything you know." Father Flower's gloomy face was enveloped in white smoke, and his piercing eyes softened.

Hua Yan realized that he had not changed his shoes when he entered the door, and the leather shoes he was wearing were stained with some mud and rain.

"You've been looking for her?"

"Hmm."

It's rare that Father Hua actually answered truthfully. He looked down, looked at the burning cigarette butt in his hand, and said to himself, "It's really too similar, she and Xiaomeng...... It's just carved out of a mold. ”

"Yes, I was shocked when I first saw it."

"You already knew, didn't you? Why didn't you tell me? ”

"I told him not to talk nonsense!"

Before Hua Yan could speak, Hua Mu walked down from the second floor, wearing a purple nightgown, with an indifferent expression, which made people dare not approach.

Father Hua extinguished the cigarette in the ashtray, and a trace of displeasure flashed in his eyes, "That's also my child, you have no right to do this!" ”

"Who says I don't have rights anymore? From the time I was pregnant to the time I gave birth, you didn't seem to be there for me for a moment, right? Master, many years ago, you hurt my sister's life, and I want you to taste the loss of an important person, I might as well tell you today, Su Xiaoran, if you want to bring her home, I will never agree! ”

After a few words, the flower mother had already walked down, she took a goblet on the side, poured some red wine, turned around, faced the two indifferent men, lightly opened her thin lips, and let the smell of alcohol help her arrogance.

Father Hua's expression was very dignified and ugly. It was a long time before he finally opened his mouth.

"Rong'er, after so many years, can't you forget that incident? What's the point of you being so entangled? ”

"Don't call me Rong'er! I'm not your face anymore! ”

The mother reacted so strongly that she almost spilled the wine in her cup. She looked hatefully at the man in front of her, the man who had robbed her of almost all hope of living, and squeezed a few words out of her teeth, "I will never forget how you drove me to despair step by step!" ”

Hua Yan frowned, he wanted to get up and leave, he was not suitable for such a conversation.

However, the flower mother blocked him.

"Where do you want to go?"

"Get out of here."

"Huh, leave? What do you think...... Can you just walk now? The smile of the flower mother made people panic.

"Mom, why can't you just let me go?"

"Spare you? So who will let me go? Do you know how I've survived all these years? It's you, whenever I can't hold on, I just need to look at you, and I'll wake up immediately. It's your presence that reminds me all the time of what it's like to betray. ”

As she spoke, the hand holding the cup trembled. Hua Yan ignored her and walked straight out the door, Hua Mu stopped her like crazy, he grabbed Hua Yan's collar and treated him as the most hated person in his life.

"Are you enough?"

Father Hua got up and stood up in front of Hua Yan. The husband and wife looked directly at each other face to face, and it was the first time in so many years that they had looked at the place so closely.

"If you hate, you can hate me, why embarrass the child."

"Hate you? Hehe, Hua Changjiang, who do you think you are? Do you think I'm going to waste my time hating someone who doesn't deserve it at all?! ”

"Unreasonable."

Hua's father directly ignored his wife's unreasonableness, Hua Yan took advantage of this time to escape from this suffocating home, behind him, it was their intensifying quarrel, he walked out of the door, couldn't wait to light a cigarette, looked up at the inky sky, and didn't know what to do.

In this home, he will always be an outsider. Just now, the words he didn't say were fleeing, or leaving. He had the idea of leaving this family forever, only war and no peace, and from then on, he no longer had to continue to live on the charge of wild seeds or illegitimate children.

He doesn't want nothing but endless hurt between his loved ones.

After calming down, Hua Yan drove to Chenxi's residence. After Xiaomeng's death, this was the first time he came to Chenxi's home.

He heard about Su Xiaoran's departure from Qiqi, but he didn't know where she went, and even Chenxi didn't know where Su Xiaoran's hometown was.

……

"Why are you here?"

Chen Xi opened the door, and unexpectedly, the scene in the room was not as smoky as Hua Yan imagined, or full of wine bottles.

On the contrary, the room is clean, even ...... In pristine condition.

Chen Xi seemed to have deliberately cleaned the room, all the items were put in place, and there was nothing about Su Xiaoran.

"If you don't want to be frozen, come in."

Chen Xi turned around and went in by himself, Hua Yan closed the door casually, and looked around, a little incredible.

"Are you really going to end it?"

"What if it's not over?"

Chen Xi smiled bitterly, took out two cans of beer from the refrigerator, and threw one to Hua Yan. A mouthful of cold falls into the throat, stimulating the taste buds and the sense of touch.

"Do you know where she is? Didn't you think about going to her? ”

"Looking?"

Chenxi raised his eyelids and looked at the bottomless night outside the window, at a loss.

"She was in such a hurry to flee because she didn't want me to find her. In that case, why should I bother her? ”

……

"You sit by yourself, I'm going to get busy."

Chen Xi finished his beer in two or three sips, entered the study and began to get busy with the computer. Hua Yan sat alone on the huge sofa, as if she was in the boundless darkness.

In the end, is it really just going our separate ways?

He wasn't sure, so he looked at Chenxi's busy figure in a daze. He didn't tell him that he wanted to leave, and now, his only concern was Chenxi and Qiqi.

They were a warm presence in his life, and even though he never revealed any of his secrets to them, it was enough.

I don't know when he fell asleep on the sofa, Hua Yan only remembered that he seemed to have gone to a completely strange world, but there were people he cared about there. No one there will call him wild anymore.