Chapter 114: I don't want to leave any regrets

"Isn't it because I'm embarrassed to tell me who she is, or because I think I'm going to pry your corner, so I'm reluctant to tell me." Could it be that in his heart, he is such a person? Are you lonely enough to pry into his corner?

If he really thinks of himself like this, then he really thinks wrong, doesn't he say that his friend's wife can't be bullied? Anyway, I wouldn't do such a thing!

"No, I didn't mean that, I still remember when I was in a car accident, in fact, I forgot something, so I often have a voice in my head, I don't know who she is, I can't see her clearly, I just think she is so familiar, and it often appears in my mind." This matter has always been in my mind, and I don't know how to describe it, let alone how to say it.

Let yourself say it, many people should not believe it, or maybe they will feel that they are, thinking about it day and night.

So far, I don't know if that figure is just an illusion of my own, or if there is indeed such a woman. All along, I also want to know the answer, and I've been looking for her, I'm really not angry, no matter how hard I work hard, I just can't think of it and can't see her face clearly.

Although I have always had her existence in my heart and have been waiting for her, I don't know if it is real or imagined.

At this time, I have been looking for an answer, an answer that can satisfy me. And Miss Ye's family, in fact, she really has no feelings for her. After all, he never knew her, even if she was nominally his so-called fiancée, it was a long time ago, and this matter has long been counted.

What's more, I don't know what she has experienced in the past few years, whether she is alive or dead, is she already married? So she will not become a burden in her heart, and she will not become a concern in her heart.

I just want to know who the familiar figure that has always appeared in my mind is, and who that girl is. Miss Ye is not interested in herself at all, she just wants to fulfill the wishes of the two elders, so she agreed to investigate this matter.

"Do you think she's real, someone you've ever known, or an illusion you've imagined?" After Feng Shaoyang listened, he said very calmly, he was a little worried, maybe it was because he thought about it day and dreamed at night, so he had such an illusion.

He Yuhe looked at him and asked with some puzzlement, "Why do you ask like this, thinking that I fantasized about it?" "Shouldn't all this be real, how can it be imagined by yourself?

"If you have always had this idea in your heart, in your subconscious, there has always been such a person, so you will take this fantasy person as reality." For example, if you liked someone very much before, but that person didn't like you, in your subconscious, she has always existed, and then you have been injured in the head due to other accidents, and you have a strong meaning, you will feel that she belongs to you.

It's not, she just appeared by your side and didn't belong to you, but after you got hurt, you thought she belonged to you. It's just an illusion, especially after you've been hurt, and you subconsciously feel that she belongs to you.

So he needs to find out whether it is real or if he misses it too much, so he fabricates such a person's existence.

"At the beginning, I wasn't sure if I knew her, and I didn't know why she often appeared in my mind, and I was even more unsure when you said this, I couldn't see her face clearly, I couldn't hear her voice, and I didn't know if I knew her before." It turned out that he had some doubts in his heart, and when he said this at this time, he was even more shaken by his previous thoughts.

If you can see each other clearly, how to hear her voice, you can still distinguish from it. At this moment, he is not sure in his heart, as he said, he is just a fantasy of her, not her in reality at all.

If he hadn't put forward this idea, maybe he wouldn't have thought about this day at all, but when he put forward this point, his heart was a little wavering, and he was also doubting his original understanding.

"It's precisely because of this that I've been entangled in who the other party is, right?" Feng Shaoyang could probably guess that he had always wanted to figure out this matter and find out who that familiar figure would be.

"Yes, I don't deny it at all, I do have been struggling with this issue, if she really exists, all these years, I don't know if she has been waiting for me to find her, seriously, there is such a girl, I don't want to live up." If it's true, there is a girl who wants to be for herself and has been waiting for herself, then she is absolutely sincere to herself, and she doesn't want to live up to her sincerity.

In short, that's what I thought, and I didn't think about getting married before I figured out this matter. What's more, he has a habit of cleanliness, and he knows very well that if he doesn't like to touch her between himself and her, then it is impossible to live such a life.

I married a wife back, but I have a habit of cleanliness and I don't want to touch her, which will only lead to a tragedy for two people, and only two people will be unhappy.

I don't want to return to a person's happiness, if I can't give the other person happiness, then I will never marry her. If she really wants to marry someone, then she will definitely live happily with herself.

knew that he didn't love her, so why should he waste their time. I've never been so selfish, and I won't do such selfish things. Love is love, if you don't love, you don't love, if you don't love her, how can you do something like that to hurt her.

If you can't give each other happiness, then you don't need to waste each other's time. Let her find her own happiness as soon as possible, instead of delaying her time and consuming it by her own side.

"What if you end up finding out that all this is just your own personal imagination?" In the end, I found out that the person I had been thinking about for so long did not exist at all, so I would be particularly disappointed.

Although Feng Shaoyang was not very willing to say what was in his heart and didn't want to hit him like this, this was also a fact, and he had to make it clear to him, if all this was fake, how should he face it.

I should remind him that he should be mentally prepared before this, after all, this is just a familiar figure in his subconscious, not in real life. Even he couldn't figure out whether it was real or a fantasy.

In the end, he realized that all this was his own imagination, and there was no such thing as reality at all, so at that time, what kind of choice would he make.

After all, I was obsessed with it for so long, but it turned out that it was just made up by myself, will I be disappointed?

"I really haven't thought about what you said, but there's one thing, I just want to figure out what's going on, after all, after the car accident, I lost part of my memory, and I'm not sure if it's true or not." I didn't lose that part of my memory, I can be sure, and now I can't even be sure.

I just want to find out if there really is such a girl, and I have been waiting for myself. If she has been waiting for herself and truly loves herself, then she will definitely not live up to her heart, at least she wants to find out if there is such a person.

"I can only say that you are really affectionate, but what you said is also quite reasonable, if there is really such a person, it should be worth it for you to do this for her." If there is such a girl who has been waiting for her and has been obscure, then she doesn't want to live up to such a good girl.

Why don't you want to meet such a good girl, it can be seen that this is not the case, not everyone has so good luck, meet such a good girl, there are other girls of all kinds in this society.

The girl he said was so persistent, at least he hadn't met it yet, so I don't know what it was like, maybe he would do it like this, there was a reason for his persistence.

I can't deny this at all, if there really is such a girl, then the other party should be a good girl. For the sake of an unknown, a person in a position has been waiting, giving his youth, and not everyone can do it.

"It's not that I'm in love, I just want to know, some things that should be known, and I always feel that I can't solve this matter by myself, which is a pity." I just want to figure out something, not to say what kind of decision to make, even if I really find her, I don't necessarily have to marry her, I just don't want to live up to her heart.

There are many ways to make up for it, you don't necessarily have to marry her, but you want to know before you whether there is such a person who has been waiting for you and wants to give her an explanation.

"Yes, I'm afraid that I will leave some regrets, which I can't make up for in my life, so it's good." Feng Shaoyang sometimes felt that what he said was quite reasonable, he didn't want to leave any regrets in his life, and when he was young, he tried his best to do it.

"It's because I don't want to leave regrets, so I want to find out, what happened in the middle, whether she has been waiting for me all along, is there really such a person?" He Yuhe is not talking about a long-term person, he just doesn't want to have things in his heart that can't be resolved, he wants to figure out these things, so that he can live a comfortable life. Reading a book and finding the latest chapters by yourself? You're out, WeChat attention Beauty editor helps you find books! It's really a good book to flirt with girls!