Chapter 56, I miss but dare not see each other

He Niannian lay on the table, understanding that this ability could not be used casually, she blocked the book in front of her, and after a while, she patted her face and sat up straight to listen to the lecture.

Put down the good fortune and Grandpa Bai's affairs, and I won't take the initiative to contact it in the future.

When school was out in the afternoon, Father He waited at the school gate to pick her up, and when he saw other students riding bicycles, he was talking and laughing, and he thought about buying a bicycle for Niannian too, and when the weather was cooler, he could ride to school, and pick her up when it was cold and hot.

After dinner, He Niannian went to the study to make papers, Teacher Li gave her a lot of mock test questions and test papers, so that she could prepare for the college entrance examination with the students in the third year of high school, although she has mastered the knowledge of textbooks, but doing more test questions is conducive to broadening her knowledge and consolidating her memory, so she doesn't have to do the homework left by the teacher now, but she has to do a book of test questions, woo, it seems that she has thrown these away.

He Niannian wanted to cry without tears, but she knew that the teacher was kind, and these things were bought by the teacher, if she didn't write it with her heart, she would be sorry for Teacher Li's good intentions for her.

Besides, Dad He learned from the bank that their house can be mortgaged for 200,000 yuan, and the car can only be mortgaged for 50,000 yuan, which means that the house has a lot of room for appreciation.

In addition, the bank learned that their family also had a suite, three shops, and a farm, and the account manager specially applied for a loan of 50,000 yuan for their family.

"The more you borrow, the more interest you will repay, and the bank knows that our family is not afraid of not repaying, so it will definitely be willing to lend us more." Xiao's mother said.

"But if it's 300,000, the field will definitely not run out, so let's act at the opportunity."

Dad He nodded.

After He Niannian finished a set of comprehensive test papers, she took the pen and began to be in a daze, and when she was writing the papers, she couldn't help but think of Monet, and then forced herself to concentrate on the questions.

When the paper was finally finished, she could no longer read a word.

I miss him, I miss him very much, if she didn't know her feelings before, she could still control herself, but now, after facing her emotions, she will think of Monet as long as she has time this day.

I don't know what he's doing in his own world, is he still angry with her, will he not want to see her?

She really didn't mean it yesterday, although she doesn't regret her actions when she thinks about it now, but Monet's departure made her very devastated, especially after knowing that she liked him.

Every time I think about it, Monet runs away because she kissed him, He Niannian wants to cry without tears, so shocked.

He Niannian grabbed his hair a little helplessly, thinking about what to do.

After taking a shower and blowing her hair half-dry, He Niannian came to the easel, looked at the characters she painted last night, and touched it, there was no longer the sense of reality like yesterday, she really thought too much yesterday, He Niannian laughed self-deprecatingly.

Turning the page, holding the brush, she began to draw the person in her heart, this time drawing two people, one was Monet, standing there in a black coat, and the other was herself, standing at a distance looking at him.

Just like her mood at this time, she admires him, but she doesn't dare to step forward, for fear that he will leave after knowing her mind and never appear in her life again.

"Monet." He Niannian looked at him with a touch of sorrow, and reached out to touch the person on the painting, with sweetness, distress, and a hint of sourness in his heart.

"Why do you hate me?" She asked softly the person on the screen, a little sour, and her eyes couldn't help but redden.

"What if I like you so much? Can you not hate me? I won't kiss you casually in the future, let's start over, okay? There was a faint sadness in her eyes, her mouth was slightly upturned, and the more she thought about it, the lower her thoughts became, and she couldn't help but think about the bad side.

Girl's feelings, I can't help but think blindly, He Niannian is no exception, especially the taste of love just met, but the other party ran away, so she had to think, Monet didn't like her, Monet hated her.

"How can you hate me? I like you so much. Thinking that he would never see him again, He Niannian couldn't help crying, looking at his portrait with grief.

Monet hugged the person from behind in distress, but He Niannian couldn't see it at all, and he couldn't feel it, he wanted to say I don't hate you, you can kiss me casually, even if there are a thousand words, it can't be conveyed to He Niannian's mind.

Monet hugged her like this, looking at He Niannian with distressed eyes, the more uncomfortable he became, and he was anxious, even if she touched Fushi at this time and silently recited his name with her heart, he could pass on his thoughts to her.

After imagining all the bad situations, He Niannian's crying eyes and nose were red, and he didn't dare to let his parents outside hear it, so he could only suppress himself and cry quietly.

She sat on the couch beside her, hugged her legs, buried her face in her legs, and sobbed and cried.

Monet, who had turned into a virtual shadow, sat on the side and hugged her all the time, accompanying her, and his heart twisted slightly as she cried.

Until He Niannian cried and cried and fell asleep, Monet kissed the top of her head with a pityful face, waiting for her to enter the dream space in her dreams.

As a result, when Father He took his daughter back to the bedroom to sleep, wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and left, until He Niannian woke up the next day, Monet couldn't wait for He Niannian.

Besides, after Dad He carried his daughter back to the bedroom, he came to the easel in the study again.

I took the whole folder off and took it back to the living room.

"Daughter-in-law, come and see if Niannian is in early love." Father He said to his daughter-in-law who was watching TV.

Xiao's mother glanced at her husband, and then walked over.

He Hao cleaned up the things on the coffee table, and then put the painting folder on it, and opened the first page to see a figure painting, the boy in the painting was wearing a wide dress and a hat, and he looked very good, especially the eyes were very expressive.

Then on the second page, it's still the same person, and on the third and fourth pages, he has always been alone in the painting, until today's painting, it has become two people, and there is a girl wearing a short shirt and cropped pants, which is He Niannian.

"Look, is it missing her early love, this person is the boy she likes?" Dad He felt that eight or nine were inseparable, "I went to her room just now, and she fell asleep on the sofa, her eyes were red, and she obviously cried." ”

"Gui Ying, did you say that you miss this boy, or they have a conflict." Dad He could only guess so much.

Xiao's mother looked at the last painting, no matter how she looked at it, it seemed that she was missing a person who was self-sufficient and affectionate, "Lao He, look, in the painting in front, this boy has never laughed, what does it mean?" ”

Father He carefully looked at the previous paintings, and sure enough, each one was an expressionless face, if it weren't for those eyes, he would have suspected that this person would not exist, because it was too unreal.